Ah, once again Dr. Ichi will explain love to tou guys. Love... is very subjective. There is many definitions of love, be it in good or bad. But most of all, love is supposed to be a 'nice' and 'good feeling'. When you suffer, feel pain, need to compromise a lot or mentally/ physically cant take it anymore, true love will slowly fade away. What is left then is compassion, pity and responsibility to continue on with the relationship.
For example, if a couple were madly in love in the beginning, but then slowly feel 'pain' because he/ she need to compromise the other a lot until mentally, he/ she cant take it anymore... there's only 2 way out. One is to end it so no one will suffer any longer. The second option will be he/ she feel responsible for the relationship and think that ending it would be cruel. He/ she will try to mend it, patch it and heal it... but is it really worth doing? True love doesn't need these! This is called compassion or feeling sorry, not love anymore. So end it fast, or you will sure to suffer in the long run.....
I can see many people, especially teenagers (even kids) going into a relationship because they feel they 'need' to or as a 'special' show off to other people who is still single. Or they just cant wait because of curiosity. Sigh... I feel sad how the world has become now. Is love just a word to be used and play around? Love to me is as important as life and death, there should only be one, not two or three. When you found the true one, stick to it like it is your own very life. Let it go, and regret it for the rest of your life. Final words, be true to him/ her and be true to yourself..... Never take love for granted!
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
Death will strike anytime...!
Lately there have been a lot of death and accidents occurring more and more frequent. Friends involved in motorbike accidents, bro's friend died of serious asthma attack, friend's mom pass away of sickness, etc. Couldn't believe it happens in a flash, no warning, no early signs. I guess everyone can just suddenly comes and goes. We being careful can only make the % of death lower, but not totally preventing it. No one is immortal...
So, just to tell you guys and gals... appreciate everyone around you every single day. You may not know when you will say goodbye to them, just like that. I appreciate people around me everyday, except those that irritates or bother me (my enemies). Thus be good, and you will be remembered as a good hero. Be cool, and just die as a cool man (no one appreciate what you did in the past). Remember the saying, money debts can be paid, but good deeds bring till death. :P
As I myself don't know when my time will come, my final wish is for everyone I know to read my blog. Then they will know how I feel, what I did, what's my opinion, etc... when I was alive. LOL, so fast write my will liao, hahahaha..... >.<;
So, just to tell you guys and gals... appreciate everyone around you every single day. You may not know when you will say goodbye to them, just like that. I appreciate people around me everyday, except those that irritates or bother me (my enemies). Thus be good, and you will be remembered as a good hero. Be cool, and just die as a cool man (no one appreciate what you did in the past). Remember the saying, money debts can be paid, but good deeds bring till death. :P
As I myself don't know when my time will come, my final wish is for everyone I know to read my blog. Then they will know how I feel, what I did, what's my opinion, etc... when I was alive. LOL, so fast write my will liao, hahahaha..... >.<;
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
Gym round 3...!
Went to gym again this morning with Daniel, but he go for trainer's training. So I do the gym exercise alone... then he later join me for 10-20 min before we head off. I was a bit shocked and happy at the same time... because those tiring and 'painful' moments are gone. I don't feel as much tired when lifting the heavy weights and as much painful when doing those strains exercise equipments. Ah... I will miss the times in the gym after tomorrow, because the free membership will be due then. If I got the money, I will surely have joined it with Daniel and we will pump up our body like real muscleman! LOL... ^^
Monday, May 08, 2006
CYen and Oon bday yesterday
Another birthday gathering celebrated and passed yesterday. Those that went for yesterday CYen and Oon's party were me, Daniel, Sum, WingC, Jimmy, Sam, SGeng and of course Oon and CYen. KHoe cant come cause tired from working, YLing working while SP on vacation at Shanghai.
Early in the morning followed Daniel to church first. Went to pick up some kuih (ordered from the make kuih Malay people) to sell at the church later to gather fund for those ppl who need 'financial help' to go Redang trip which will be held later. At the church, then around 11.15am look at my h/p to see if anyone called or SMS me, cause I put it in silent mode earlier. Saw a SMS by WingC, read it and it says "We in room 9 now, come faster"...... I was like, WTH!?! Jimmy told me it starts at 12pm!!! So I called them and they say it starts at 11am, even Jimmy himself forget he told us WRONGLY...!! This is what happens when you become old, like him! So I quickly tell Daniel but he already made plans to help survey and buy a new computer for a church member. So we moved out to Sg Wang, I went to the karaoke first and he will join me later after helping with the computer stuffs, which will be around 12 as EARLIER thought...
In the karaoke, the first thing I do is scold (a bit) of Jimmy cause he told us the wrong time. What a bad planner! Then we continue singing. Soon, Sam came (he also THOUGHT at 12pm starts!) then Daniel. We sang and Jimmy went out to help his bro buy RAM in the middle of singing but came back when we going to finish. He miss out a lot 'singing time'. It was fun and I actually have the confidence to sing solo, for the first time, in some songs. Guess maybe cause my voice was actually in power mode (maybe cause just ate) or I have more strength after went to the gym this couple of days...?? Who knows.....? I was amazed myself, LOL. Anyway, sang a lot of nice songs with passion and 'love', my fav was when we sang Mambai 'Kau ilhamku'. Me, Sum and Daniel sang it and it was one of the song that all of us liked, especially SGeng. ^^ Also took some pictures there with WingC digi camera.
After that we go window shopping in Sg Wang but CYen leave us for a while cause need to meet a friend in Times Square. Then we went to McDonald to yamcha. Chat, talk crap, jokes around and played with our phone camera, etc. for 2 hours++ there. The best time of the day, but it have to end (around 6.30pm) cause Sam need to go celebrate early 'Mother Day' with his mom and grandma. WingC and Jimmy also need to go off early to buy some stuffs. Then we followed CYen to buy a speaker (old speaker broken) at RM40, then followed her car back. On the way I got a call from SGeng asking if we still at McDonald cause she left her old sweater at there. Nobody at Sg Wang liao, so I guess her sweater is lost. Wished I could help but we are already quite far from Sg Wang then. Sorry...! >.<;
CYen drove Sum home then we followed her back to Wangsa Maju. Saw one of Daniel's cute girl church member there so we got off and said goodbye to CYen at Wangsa Maju. Chat with her for around 20min then she went for BBQ with her friends, and we go to BRJ to yamcha and have dinner. Talk with Daniel what happened today and stuffs... it was 'informative and entertaining', LOL. Then suddenly saw Ah Ming and we continue chatting until around 9.40pm when my bro come fetch us back.
Ah, enjoyed today very much...!! Hope we could have another nice gathering like this the next time we meet, soon! The next plan we wish to go to Port Dickson! ^^
Early in the morning followed Daniel to church first. Went to pick up some kuih (ordered from the make kuih Malay people) to sell at the church later to gather fund for those ppl who need 'financial help' to go Redang trip which will be held later. At the church, then around 11.15am look at my h/p to see if anyone called or SMS me, cause I put it in silent mode earlier. Saw a SMS by WingC, read it and it says "We in room 9 now, come faster"...... I was like, WTH!?! Jimmy told me it starts at 12pm!!! So I called them and they say it starts at 11am, even Jimmy himself forget he told us WRONGLY...!! This is what happens when you become old, like him! So I quickly tell Daniel but he already made plans to help survey and buy a new computer for a church member. So we moved out to Sg Wang, I went to the karaoke first and he will join me later after helping with the computer stuffs, which will be around 12 as EARLIER thought...
In the karaoke, the first thing I do is scold (a bit) of Jimmy cause he told us the wrong time. What a bad planner! Then we continue singing. Soon, Sam came (he also THOUGHT at 12pm starts!) then Daniel. We sang and Jimmy went out to help his bro buy RAM in the middle of singing but came back when we going to finish. He miss out a lot 'singing time'. It was fun and I actually have the confidence to sing solo, for the first time, in some songs. Guess maybe cause my voice was actually in power mode (maybe cause just ate) or I have more strength after went to the gym this couple of days...?? Who knows.....? I was amazed myself, LOL. Anyway, sang a lot of nice songs with passion and 'love', my fav was when we sang Mambai 'Kau ilhamku'. Me, Sum and Daniel sang it and it was one of the song that all of us liked, especially SGeng. ^^ Also took some pictures there with WingC digi camera.
After that we go window shopping in Sg Wang but CYen leave us for a while cause need to meet a friend in Times Square. Then we went to McDonald to yamcha. Chat, talk crap, jokes around and played with our phone camera, etc. for 2 hours++ there. The best time of the day, but it have to end (around 6.30pm) cause Sam need to go celebrate early 'Mother Day' with his mom and grandma. WingC and Jimmy also need to go off early to buy some stuffs. Then we followed CYen to buy a speaker (old speaker broken) at RM40, then followed her car back. On the way I got a call from SGeng asking if we still at McDonald cause she left her old sweater at there. Nobody at Sg Wang liao, so I guess her sweater is lost. Wished I could help but we are already quite far from Sg Wang then. Sorry...! >.<;
CYen drove Sum home then we followed her back to Wangsa Maju. Saw one of Daniel's cute girl church member there so we got off and said goodbye to CYen at Wangsa Maju. Chat with her for around 20min then she went for BBQ with her friends, and we go to BRJ to yamcha and have dinner. Talk with Daniel what happened today and stuffs... it was 'informative and entertaining', LOL. Then suddenly saw Ah Ming and we continue chatting until around 9.40pm when my bro come fetch us back.
Ah, enjoyed today very much...!! Hope we could have another nice gathering like this the next time we meet, soon! The next plan we wish to go to Port Dickson! ^^
Saturday, May 06, 2006
Gym round 2 ver 2...!
Ok, going for another round today. Daniel will fetch me around 10. Body don't ache as much as yesterday but still on the process of 'recovering'. Hope doesn't stress myself too much in the gym today...! >.<; Tomorrow maybe going to the gym again + celebrating 2 friends' birthday by karaoke style. Wishing Oon and Choy Yen a Happy Birthday!
A lot of people is going tomorrow, so I'm happy... yet a bit sad, cause 'she' is not coming. WTH?! There I go, thinking of her again. Maybe it's really a good thing that she doesnt come, so I wont miss her even MORE when I do see her. But, as a 'normal' friend, she should come. I mean, how long does one person celebrate his/ her birthday? ONCE a year! So, if she doesnt come for people's birthday, does she expect people to come for her birthday?!?
I believe in karma and 'repays'. If you dont do good to others, dont expect people to do good to you. If you think these small matters isnt important, then dont expect people to do these 'small matters' for you in the future. Put youself in their shoes for a change...! There, think about it youself. Maybe I'm overexeggerating myself but more or less, what I said is true. Think!!
A lot of people is going tomorrow, so I'm happy... yet a bit sad, cause 'she' is not coming. WTH?! There I go, thinking of her again. Maybe it's really a good thing that she doesnt come, so I wont miss her even MORE when I do see her. But, as a 'normal' friend, she should come. I mean, how long does one person celebrate his/ her birthday? ONCE a year! So, if she doesnt come for people's birthday, does she expect people to come for her birthday?!?
I believe in karma and 'repays'. If you dont do good to others, dont expect people to do good to you. If you think these small matters isnt important, then dont expect people to do these 'small matters' for you in the future. Put youself in their shoes for a change...! There, think about it youself. Maybe I'm overexeggerating myself but more or less, what I said is true. Think!!
Friday, May 05, 2006
Gym round 2...!
Uhh... As expected, some part of my body pain after I woke up this morning. It doesn't really hurt as much as last time when I suddenly play basketball one day, and the next day really pain like Hell...! Today following Daniel early morning go gym again. Thought going there tonight but he got other plans, so going this morning.
Going to pump it up again today... maybe not as much as yesterday because body pain. Stretch it, push it, pull it, pump it... then relax again with a nice warm bath flowing through my body like under a flowing waterfall. So, have you been exercising recently? :P
Edited: Ops, cancelled cause Daniel not feeling well. Tomorrow then...!
Going to pump it up again today... maybe not as much as yesterday because body pain. Stretch it, push it, pull it, pump it... then relax again with a nice warm bath flowing through my body like under a flowing waterfall. So, have you been exercising recently? :P
Edited: Ops, cancelled cause Daniel not feeling well. Tomorrow then...!
Thursday, May 04, 2006
California love...!
Last night went to California Fitness Centre with Rukawa and Grehart. Cant believe I took LRT to KLCC then wait for half an hour, then walk alone in the drizzling rain on a dark wet road and got lost... Finally reach the gym, only to hear them talking, yapping and trying so hard to convince us to join the gym, on that single day! I and Grehart was actually trying to get the 7 days free trial pass, but in the end only I got it, and Grehart enrolled for the full package of the gym membership. Lucky I finally got it, or else I would have waste all my time and energy, through the rain, for nothing! Last time followed Rukawa to the gym to get the pass but failed.
Today early morning wake up to follow Rukawa to the gym. I was feeling sleepy and tired but because of my strong determination, I just go for it. Slept late cause the 123456 time event last night. Reach there then Rukawa show me how to use some of the gym equipments properly. Because on the way got some traffic jam, so he have little time to teach me. Anyway, thanks a lot Rukawa-san! :P
Anyway, what I enjoyed most was after the hard exercise and excessive sweat... I was finally able to enjoy the moment with a nice, warm shower. Aaahhhhhhh...!!! It was sooooo nice. Now I understand why people enjoy a nice shower so much. The feeling was like hearing water flowing through a waterfall, and you were inside it, with soothing water flowing through your body gently and calming, dripping water sounds. There was almost no worries left in the world at that single moment... That's why I went to bath there, 2 times today!(in under 5 hours) LOL... Really, you guys should try it sometime. After working out, a bath really makes your day! (Cant believe I'm like promoting bathing now, lolx!) Tomorrow I shall enjoy it again!! :P
If I afford it, I will surely would have joined the gym. I will feel better, and look better not to mention being more healthy then. Thumbs up for California fitness Centre (CFC) for a well equipped facility! :) The only problem is their fees (expensive) and their packages (only available if u apply it on the first day you go for the gym). Left 5 days for me to try this cool place! :P
Today early morning wake up to follow Rukawa to the gym. I was feeling sleepy and tired but because of my strong determination, I just go for it. Slept late cause the 123456 time event last night. Reach there then Rukawa show me how to use some of the gym equipments properly. Because on the way got some traffic jam, so he have little time to teach me. Anyway, thanks a lot Rukawa-san! :P
Anyway, what I enjoyed most was after the hard exercise and excessive sweat... I was finally able to enjoy the moment with a nice, warm shower. Aaahhhhhhh...!!! It was sooooo nice. Now I understand why people enjoy a nice shower so much. The feeling was like hearing water flowing through a waterfall, and you were inside it, with soothing water flowing through your body gently and calming, dripping water sounds. There was almost no worries left in the world at that single moment... That's why I went to bath there, 2 times today!(in under 5 hours) LOL... Really, you guys should try it sometime. After working out, a bath really makes your day! (Cant believe I'm like promoting bathing now, lolx!) Tomorrow I shall enjoy it again!! :P
If I afford it, I will surely would have joined the gym. I will feel better, and look better not to mention being more healthy then. Thumbs up for California fitness Centre (CFC) for a well equipped facility! :) The only problem is their fees (expensive) and their packages (only available if u apply it on the first day you go for the gym). Left 5 days for me to try this cool place! :P
01-02-03-04-05-06.....!!!
The time has come... Appearing once in a millennium, we are lucky to live in this 'special moment. So what did I do to commemorate this special time? I write in my blog of course! As a special thing is, I want to do a shootout... Yee Ling I Love You So Much With All My Heart!!!!!! Ah.... done. The moment has passed, and so will she from my heart..... T-T Damn, I miss her so much, too much...!!! *Hit myself with a book*
So what did you do at this special time? Sleeping no doubt... LOL
So what did you do at this special time? Sleeping no doubt... LOL
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
Activities on Labour Day...
On 1st May, here's how I spend the day...
Wake up at 7.45am, although set alarm at 8.30am. Play some Maple, wait for Daniel (Dan/ Den... which sound better? Lol) to come. 9am become 9.30, so I go bath. Then his father came (with Dan and his mom) in the new car and fetch us to the church. On the way saw a blue Ferrari on the road! Wow, so rare to see a 4mil car pass by, lol...
At the church they doing some rehersal, so me n Den (switch name, but u know who la) went for nearby mamak breakfast. Then go back in and soon, the competition starts (I didnt know it was a competition in the beginning...!?) There was 4 group- red, black, hat n multi color(shirt). Most dancing are 'very-grown up' ppl, ehem... And the winner is the hat team. Dan dad group took 2nd place. After the prize giving ceremony (where everyone walks away a winner), there was an encore and the 1st and 2nd winner dance once more. Then, most of the ppl join to dance together lead by an experience woman dancer. I 1st time dance so couldnt catch up and Dan dance also like kelam-kabut, lol... Nvm, it's the fun that matters! ^^;
Followed by lunch which I ate quite a lot, (most of them r hot n spicy, argh!!) some of the food, ecspecially the mini cream puff (I heard bought nearby Batu Caves) was delicious! I was busy eating n Dan busy yapping with girls. In the end, I walk a too-full man, he was a-bit-hungry man. Lol, told him to eat but no listen, at last the food was all gone...! :P
Then went shopping with his church member in Sg wang. Buy some stuffs, then we walk back to the church. Dan's parents still there, so we followed them home. On the way his relative called so we went to his relative's house and hang around for around 1 hour then only go back. At Dan's house it was like a party was going on. A lot of his church members are having fun inside, playing ping pong, card games, chatting etc. So me and Dan went upstairs and surf his laptop for a while. After he get ready to go out to his girl friend's birthday party, we move out and he sent me home. That's the end of a fun-filled adventure day, courtesy of Dan's family! :P
Wake up at 7.45am, although set alarm at 8.30am. Play some Maple, wait for Daniel (Dan/ Den... which sound better? Lol) to come. 9am become 9.30, so I go bath. Then his father came (with Dan and his mom) in the new car and fetch us to the church. On the way saw a blue Ferrari on the road! Wow, so rare to see a 4mil car pass by, lol...
At the church they doing some rehersal, so me n Den (switch name, but u know who la) went for nearby mamak breakfast. Then go back in and soon, the competition starts (I didnt know it was a competition in the beginning...!?) There was 4 group- red, black, hat n multi color(shirt). Most dancing are 'very-grown up' ppl, ehem... And the winner is the hat team. Dan dad group took 2nd place. After the prize giving ceremony (where everyone walks away a winner), there was an encore and the 1st and 2nd winner dance once more. Then, most of the ppl join to dance together lead by an experience woman dancer. I 1st time dance so couldnt catch up and Dan dance also like kelam-kabut, lol... Nvm, it's the fun that matters! ^^;
Followed by lunch which I ate quite a lot, (most of them r hot n spicy, argh!!) some of the food, ecspecially the mini cream puff (I heard bought nearby Batu Caves) was delicious! I was busy eating n Dan busy yapping with girls. In the end, I walk a too-full man, he was a-bit-hungry man. Lol, told him to eat but no listen, at last the food was all gone...! :P
Then went shopping with his church member in Sg wang. Buy some stuffs, then we walk back to the church. Dan's parents still there, so we followed them home. On the way his relative called so we went to his relative's house and hang around for around 1 hour then only go back. At Dan's house it was like a party was going on. A lot of his church members are having fun inside, playing ping pong, card games, chatting etc. So me and Dan went upstairs and surf his laptop for a while. After he get ready to go out to his girl friend's birthday party, we move out and he sent me home. That's the end of a fun-filled adventure day, courtesy of Dan's family! :P
When will I see you again?
Thinking of yesterday when Daniel ask me will YLing go this weekend, I thought to myself...
When will I see you again?
When will our hearts... be together?
Are we in love, or just friends?
How long do I need to suffer... or is this the end?
When will I see you again.......
When will I see you again?
When will our hearts... be together?
Are we in love, or just friends?
How long do I need to suffer... or is this the end?
When will I see you again.......
Monday, May 01, 2006
Today was a fun labor Day
Ah... What a fun day today on labor Day. It's a long story but I will tell you tomorrow as I'm getting sleepy now. As time have not passed, I wish to say Happy Birthday to my long lost friend, Mak Foong Yei! Though she may have forgotten a friend like me (like Reuben), I will still treat her as my friend. Wishing you luck and success all year long! Cheers...
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