After the last class, I realised my photography partner was sick, so I can't present the photography tomorrow. I can actually, but then it will be ME doing all the work, again. Sigh... see how la tomorrow. Anyway, after class I went to find Danny, who said he was in his car lending LG's laptop to use. Shocked, LG was in the van too. Just then David called and said he's on the way, so I told LG and she took her laptop back into the hostel first.
So I sit inside Danny's van, asking him what they talked about earlier. Looks like some of my ex-classmate who viewed my blog was betting 10 lollipops... to guess who I like, LG or W. WTF!?!? How the heck did they know!? Then some bet it was LG, but LG said there's no way I would like her, saying we are just friends. When Danny told me this, I was sad, but I know it has always been like that. LG soon came, but didn't even dressed for the occasion, saying 'cincailah'. I was disappointed, again...
We went to TBR to buy some stuff for our assignments. David arrived and of we go to Mid Valley after fetching her sis from church. But as we were nearer to our destination, LG keep getting calls... and I had a bad feeling. More and more of her society members are calling to push her into going for the gathering which she cancelled because she doesn't want to go for the buffet (becoming a vegetarian for 2 weeks).
I was getting irritated when she start asking me how to go back by LRT and stuff, if she wants to go back later after the dinner. I answered... but with a sad heart. After we reached Mid Valley and parked the car, she was getting even more nervous. She told David of her problem and when she knew our dinner would be so late, she decided to go back alone to her society friends, skipping our dinner.
Yes, I was totally infuriated... hyper-mad and so sadly disappointed in her!!! It was bad enough to FFK me last minute, but now she's FFKing me when she is ALREADY THERE!!!! Without even asking if we mind and totally wanting to go meet her society friends which she didn't see for 3 months, she kept asking David how to go to Sg. Wang. Although I know the way, I told her once... and she like doesn't believe I'm right, keep asking David the way. Furious, I kept quiet the whole time... while walking up and down Mid Valley to find a way back for her.
Luckily there was David to be the 'middleman', else I really don't know what to do. A part of me was telling me to be a gentleman, forgive her, understand her and help her out... while another part of me was superb-ly in 'boiling' mode, cannot understand how she could FFK me when she promised me in the first place, hate her for putting her society friends in front of us, mad at her to unable to turn them down, sad she didn't care if we would mind, totally 'exploding' inside like gila babi.....
But I must keep it cool. I will not let this girl make me miserable anymore. She doesn't care about my feelings, so why should I care about her? I just followed David and LG around, sounding only when the time needs. My face totally didn't show how furious I was, and soon LG was away in the bus. I hated that a part of me still worries about her getting lost in KL, when I was still mad.
She broke her promise and went with another group when we were already out, wouldn't you be mad?!? Maybe normal people won't, but since I have feelings for her, I definitely would. This will go down in history as BETRAYAL.....! Out to the planks yer scum!!
Ok, I'm totally emoing, but I will let it stop there, since she's gone. So I go with David back to MPH to fetch her sis n friend, then we waited for Daniel and a couple more of other friends. Soon, the gang went from 4 into 8 people. We choose to eat at a Thailand restaurant as the food was cheaper and doesn't look bad. But after eating the food, really disappointed...! -_-;
Played some games after eating, chat, joked around for some time before leaving the dining table and went sight seeing... and cam whoring. Later we split up, Daniel sent his friend home and David sent us home. Daniel called to yamcha and we continue another round until around 1am.
A truly fun day, David's friend was really friendly, so was Daniel's. I was a bit dull and shy, thus being silent most of the time. Although earlier was furious atLG, my feelings started to subsided and eventually became just 'pissed'. It wasn't entirely her fault... for instance, you can't blame the person who accidentally knocked you into a longkang with his car too, can you? lol...
Although David and Daniel was having a better time than I am, I am still happy and grateful that we had an enjoyable night together. Although already late, HAPPY BDAY DAVID!!! Friends Forever! XD
p/s: Listened to David's advice, I SMSed LG on her condition earlier. She safely reached her friends there and was having fun... hooray... for her. From now on I vow to forget her as a 'special' person. But we will still be friends... Yup, I think... we will.
