Then a bad news came...

After sending dad to the airport, I drive back home. As soon as I opened the computer when I reached home, I saw Sum MSN me. To my horror, he decided to dismiss the guild! Here's a summary of what is in the MSN:

Me: Why disband suddenly!?
Sum: I have no time to manage. If want continue then you and your bro find more members...
Me: (YOUR guild and you want ME to do!?) I have no time... then why don't you just leave it there? Why must disband?
Sum: I want to join WOE... so I will join other ppl's guild.
Me: Why don't join WOE with our guild?
Sum: No time... I want to 'suka suka' online and join WOE. I'm busy with work, gf, life... so no time.
Me: No time then don't join WOE and just leave the guild as it is la!
Sum: No... I want to disband and join WOE.
ME: ................................................

No need to say, I was damn tulan and pissed by how he replied my answers. No time, still got time, but then NO TIME...!?! He is either damn messed up or plain self-centered (which I think is BOTH). I'm pissed because as I;m one of the guild members, I have been contributing 'taxes' which is experience points. After contributing more than 20 million of exp (those are a LOT of exp), he told me he's gonna disband the bloody guild! I feel like choking him then giving him a choke slam right at that moment! But I took it all in without even one word of f**king him...

I then made my own guild (which I should have done years ago) and invited 4 of his bots to tax him back, to 'repay' what I have lost. But he say only until guild lvl 3, which is around 7 million of exp, then he will leave the guild to do his own 'things'. 20 minus 7, he still owes me 13 mil of exp. How will he repay it? Just a single 'sorry' lor! >(

How I am able to stand up with his kind of attitude until now I'm also amazed. Although I may not accomplish anything until now, at least I'm FAR a better man than he is. Working at his dad's office, does that consider an accomplishment? I DON'T THINK SO...!!! It's not just me who can't stand his attitude, even his gf is fed-up with it. Good luck with your so-called 'accomplishment'!


P/S: Sorry if this post is not 'nice' or 'emo-ish'... It's just one of those days when I can't stand it anymore and need to express it out, loud. After a few days of not interacting with him, I will cool down... most likely.

Irresponsible and insensible

This is mostly forwarding to my 'Guild leader' in RO... Ok, maybe it's just a game and you don't care but I DO. I susah payah give you tax, made my char lvl up slower liao. Then you without a sound go and DELETE my char from the guild, without even notifying me first...!?! So means I contribute all those exp for nothing la!?? Yes, u untung cause it's your guild... but I don't even get a gratitude and kena sacked. Next time don't tax me if you think my char as a 'side char' la... Even if you add me back now also no use liao, the tax I contributed is not listed anymore...! Please be more considerate next time, you're a Guild Leader, for Heaven's sake! -_-


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Friends... sometimes they hurt you without realising it. But what can I say... when I like something, I do it full-heartedly. And if I do it with all my strength but in the end get no gratitude or even a tiny respect, of course I'm MAD! I'm a human, and my patience have a limit. Don't push me too far or you will regret it! >O Roar!

Pushing those aside, it looks like I maybe buying a new com tomorrow (or today, Friday). Why leh? Cause weekends cannot, going to balik kampung and visit my grandma who hurt herself a couple of weeks before. Poor grandma... sorry we can't visit you earlier because my mom was busy with her new work. >.<

So the first Malaysian on the moon took of yesterday night. I didn't see the lift-off because busy helping my mom to cook in the kitchen at that time. It's kinda sad to know that now only we did it, when other countries went to the moon how many hundred of times liao. But we are just 'growing', so it's better late than never right? XD

Last night also got a fire engine came to our apartment, but not our block. I thought got fire or snake, rupa-rupanya got ppl trap in lift. Trap in live is NOT something you should try... I nearly kena once, and I never want to really kena again(touchwood!).

These feelings... sigh

Last Sunday went to Sum's house to play Magic with his cousin (who brought along his friend) and David + my bro. I didn't play cause there seems to be no mood in playing Magic lately...

The reason why maybe because I'm busy doing the 'pet egg' quest for RO, which enable you to get random pet eggs after each time you have completed the quest. I keep on trying to get one of those cute pets which is identical to a female character (like Alice, Chung E, Bongun, Sohee or Zelthish) and finally Alice. Then I ask myself 'Hey, why am I wasting time to get those girls pet?'

Then it finally hit me... it's because I wanted to name my pet *ehem* and bring her along my side when I'm leveling or hand-playing. Swt! What am I doing!?! I know I'm still not yet recovered from this 'missing' feeling, when suddenly day and night nowadays... all I could do is think of her. SSIIIIGGHHHHH...!!!!! -_-; Somebody slap me awake!!!

Maybe after tomorrow, when the egg quest finally end, will I stop thinking of her... and live on my life as usual, again. I will try, I will torture myself, I will be *tuut* by Daniel... yet I must live on and face the fact... that she is not mine. I wish she will get a bf soon, for my own sake!! >.<

Busy with Ro

Ah... sry for didnt update these few days. Busy with playing the best online rpg game (in my opinion), Ragnarok Online for the past few days. It's quite a long time since RO existed but stopped playing it since the monthly fees is too expensive... >.< Now it's free! But it's still full of stupid bot players, sigh! Some more the GM (gamemaster) say will capture them (the botters), but until now no action at all! All talk and no action, again...

Also busy with uncle's house. Need to go there once day and night (to open and close the door) for the guy to paint the whole house anew. Until now also doing it... so mafan! Then as usual, become driver and send mom go here and there. Argh, when will my second bro learn how to drive...!?? >.<

Seem like my 'love mood' is settling down lately... maybe cause 'overruned' by RO. At times like this I will be able to think clearly and know that loving 'her' is just a dream... and I should not have ANY high hopes to be with her, at all. But I bet I will go into 'loverage' all over again when I meet her this Sunday for another friend reunion (to celebrate 3 birthday boy n girl together). But I know it will soon be over, like what I'm feeling now... what a strange cycle! Hahaha... XD

Another friend of mine was also 'hearbroken' when the gal he liked chosed another. He was like me... already know there is no hope, but still clinging to the one word that makes us all crazy... 'love'. love is blind, it makes us do silly things... >.<;

It's now all over, and I wish him the best to become a new man again. Hey, there's still a lot of fishes in the sea... no need scared nobody won't be 'pancing'ed by a good guy like you la! Cheer up dude! Ganbatte!! XD

Unill next time, time to rock with my Taekwan boy... counter kick! Down kick!! :P