Showing posts with label comic. Show all posts
Showing posts with label comic. Show all posts

Friday, July 05, 2013

Passing time

Slowly but surely, keeping myself busy so I won't wonder my mind over to 'her' again. Today while I was surfing facebook, I somehow got redirected to a comic strip blog, which I seen before and is very entertaining. Then they were having some kind of 'meet up' with other comic strip blogger, so I visited some of them. One of them was... how can I say... an 'emo blog', like mine haha. Anyway, the comic was simple, short but the message was clear. And I unexpectedly clicked and look at some of his older comics, which shows that his comic strips was not bad!

Hmmm... have thought of this before but never really make it into a reality, but I want to make a comic strip too. Rather than just typing my feelings into my blog, I can draw it out for people to see and maybe entertain them too, haha. I know because 'reality sells', especially when its real and from your own life experience. But how ah... draw on pen and paper, scan, color then post into blog? Or draw from comp straight and color from there (I think need the com pen thingy). Somehow feel motivated but also feels lazy... scare will just be a waste of time since not much ppl visit my blog anyway, haha. Wait... I think should make a new blog so ppl can't see my private blog in here. Don't want the whole world to know about me and YL, do we?

Will have a long and deep thinking about this... if it is to be good, it needs to be updated regularly, which I'm scared will not be easy doing it alone. Who wants in? Lol... stupid idea really, but I like to draw (even if my drawing sucks). Will try to make one next week. Must... remember!


P/S: YL, I know you are not watching this, but I just want to say... "aishiteru"

Sunday, January 20, 2008

Gantz


Watching those manga are fun... yet sometimes, it makes me feel 'lonely'. Watching the main char having a nice, faithful and cute gf really makes me feel even more 'desperate'. But it slowly turns into nothingness... only a bit sad, but I can still hang on. There's games and friends to make me forget.

But suddenly, I accidentally browse through my folders and saw 'her' face. Totally not a suitable time for me to see her face, specially since I'm reading the manga. The feelings come rushing back into my heart... I can feel the urge to love, the loneliness and sadness... all over, again. Why cant the human control the heart and the mind at the same time? Why must I do all these stuffs to make myself suffer even more? These are the signs of... alone... loneliness......

I miss her so much, I hate her! I want her so much, I despise her! She treats me like dirt, yet I can't stop thinking of her! My mind told me I'm a stupid fool to keep wishing, but my heart beats faster when I saw her! Love sucks! Love sucks! Love sucks! Love sucks! Love sucks! Love sucks! Love sucks! Love sucks! Love sucks! Love sucks! Love sucks! Love sucks! Love sucks! Love sucks! Love sucks! Love sucks! GET IT OUT OF MY HEART NOW!!!!!




Ahh... feels better everytime I post an emo post. So please try not to make yourself a headache, and just skip reading the above, ok? Thanks!

Lately lazy to blog as I am busy reading an online comic called 'Gantz'. Introduced to me by Eddy, I thought it's another one of those normal action and fighting comic like Full Metal Alchemist or Trinity Blood... but it isn't. It's a totally horifying comic, added with some love and suspense. It's a story about how a boy try it's best to stay alive, as all his friends are dead (chopped, poured with acid, sliced in two, munched by dinosaurs, u name it...) yet he must try to stay alive... so he could be out of this strange world. The adrenaline rush is the same as when I was watching Heroes season one... totally unpredictable, anyone could die... so exciting!

But not all live a happy life forever... during these past few days I have been blamed and scolded for doing things I didn't do. Sigh, being the eldest in the family is no fun. You are always responsible for everything, most of them are bad. You do not get anything good in return, except a title called 'Kor'. You do everything you can, yet it is still not enough, and whenever another bad thing happened, you get blamed AGAIN. Sigh... life is so unfair!

It's her birthday, again

 So today is 'her' birthday. The old me will be thrilled. It's like one of the most important date of the year, as important as ...