New style for my bday...

So how do you like the new style? Thanks a lot to Beve for teaching me how to use the templates and stuffs. And again thx to all my friends who wished me today and last night. Jimmy was the first to wished me by SMS at 12.02am. Thx man! But sad to realised that my friends maybe to busy to celebrate my bday after all... sigh. Oh well...! T_T

Tomolo is d' bday...!

Hmm... I wonder who will remember (except the one reading my blog la, lol) my bday tomorrow? Who will be the first SMS I receive from? 100% 'she' wont be in the list (no, make it 1000%!) but I guess some other maybe too busy to remember also. Oh well... cant blame them... gua :P

Maybe will just celebrate with my family tomorrow, how? Just normal day (with a wish only) OR mom may buy some nice food to eat? Who knows... will keep u guys updated tomorrow. You guys and gals also can be very ~nice~ and send me a creative picture wishing me la! I will deeply appreciate it. Who knows? Maybe I will pick the best one and give an award (a shoutout!) here? Haha... Oh well, happy bday toooooo... ME! ^^ XD :P

Good news (bad news)...

Sorry long time no post, been busy with projects... Oh well, the good news is now I have little time for games or other stuffs, cause my assignments are due very soon, and I have not even start doing it! >.< Have a bad feeling that I will fail at least one with the limited time set by the school (all my classmate die with me also, lol). Such unjustice, but I malas complain liao... if really fail then maybe I should write a letter to the editor complaining about my shitty school? maybe...

Argh, some more my bday coming soon (end of this month)...! All my friends also seem to be busy. Hope I can 'delay' my celebration and do it maybe after I'm free, or during Christmas? Up to them la... Hope my bday will be as fun as (or more than) last year. Once a year wor, of course must be unforgetful lah, right? ;P

Me, and my fav FF char...

Which Final Fantasy Character Are You?
Final Fantasy


yup, this is me... handsome tak? XD

Those eyes...!

I keep wondering... what makes me all gila about her? She's not that pretty, not that kind... nearly the opposite of what I desire in a woman... yet I fall head over heel for her. Maybe it's love... maybe it's a curse... maybe it's her eyes?!? I'm sick... -_- Arrghhh! *wants to die but couldn't* X_X Somebody spank me! *Jim Carrey voice* XD

Life at my place

Today early morning send my mom down (walk 12 floor down n up) then when walking up from downhill, I stop and rest for a while near the poolside bench. Ahh... another nice view. I hear the sound of water dripping, the reflection of the nice sun on the pool... and then only I realised, my condo pool is surrounded with trees! Wow... look so nice, cool! It was really relaxing, but I know I couldn't stay there forever... I need to go back home and do my sickening GD project. Sigh... life is getting harder by the days!

Presentation done

Today really bad day... although I know sure kena critisize by the teachers, then he give me some kind of shit... that I also dont understand!!! I am doing post sign designs, but he told me to do it in 3D animation OR make small sizes of it (like those mini house modals) WTF!?! Then he told me he wont accept if I do it in paper form... then how the hell am I supposed to show the info out if I dont print it out!?! Bloody confusing... now I dont even know which direction I'm heading! Is they supposed to teach us...or make us confused!??! -_-

A nice warm day...

Wow, today wake up so early but didnt look outside... now only realised what a bright and sunny day today is. If I were outside, I will sure sweat like a pig and complain about the hot weather... but because I'm inside my cool house, outside look so sunny and nice. LOL, isnt that ironic? Wish I could be with my friends on PD right now with the nice sunshine on our face (then we will become 'orang hitam'). But everyone is so busy with their work, and even more busier as the end of the year is approaching. Sigh... I should get myself busy too...! :P

Wednesday present visual layout!

Got approved my stuffs... and in the end, I'm going to do signage publication design (or something like that). The teacher say I will go work with the signage industry if I do it (ha!?!) for my portfolio... Argh, what the heck, just do it la! This wed need to present liao, no time to chg or think! Damn... so much to do, so little time. Want me die meh!!?! >.<;

Today and yesterday happenings...

Yesterday went to the zoo with Daniel... at first we do some stuff then reach zoo at about 1pm, I think. Took a lot of pic, of animals, signboards and etc. The main purpose is to do my project, but looks like Daniel enjoy taking the pics more than I do... @@; But donno why, like a curse... always go zoo must rain one, so is this trip. So we stayed in the reptile house, took more pic, chat... then we move again, in the drizzling rain. We stayed until nearly 8pm... siao man. But still thanks a lot Dany boy for helping me do my project (while having fun)...! ^^

Today on the other hand, was a fun yet unlucky day... Early morning wake up, then me, Oon, WingC and SG went to play tennis. Didnt book TARC so cannot use the tennis court, so went to try our luck at KCP. But the receptionist say we need to have a member with us to go in as guest... kanasai! Then we try our luck in an apartment near Setapak. Wow, there is a tennis court there! Can use for free, but some ppl r using it when we arrived. So Oon and SG go to the nearby swimming pool and swam, while we hang around and wait for them to finish using the court.

At 11am++ our turn to use, and we beginners play like no noobs have played before... LOL. It was fun and entertaining, tired yet funny. I did the most running and looks like the most amateur among all (really? rofl...!). Got rain sometime but we continued to played also (kena a lot acid rain >.<;). After nearly 2 hours, went to eat the nice Pan Mee restaurant, with it's special home made dry chili mix. Very nice, and reasonable price too! Then went to buy some bread from a nearby bakery. Then we drive to TARC, thought of playing basketball but the stupid guard dont allow. So we just have a memory lane walk before sending me home.

On the way home, at the stupid junction... a reckless motor come sweep to the right, as we are heading in front. What else happen, but we crash right into it. The motor fell and the driver tumbled. Oon and SG then send the motor to a nearby motor repair bengkel, me and wingc send the driver to the doctor at Klinik Kotaraya. The driver's wife works there, no wonder... -_- The bill was Rm40++, then we went to the motor shop with the wife. Fix motor RM102! Oon and SG paid for it (omg, I owe them all one!). The greedy driver even ask us how about his broken Nokia camera HP...! The accident is also part (or most!) of his fault... no need pay anything r!?! So she then sent me home and it was the end of a nice day turned bad. Sigh...! T_T

An old PD photo

Find back an old pic I took last time when it was only me, Daniel, SP and YL went to PD together. We have so much fun then... but alas, like the beautiful sunset in the pic... good thing never last. Cherish every moment in your life... because you will never know... when it will be gone. ~Cheers~

Sports day this weekend

Wow, my friends sure 'semangat'. Wanna go play tennis this weekend wor... okla, I also long time no sport liao (except if u count walking up 12 floors as a sport, lol) Will be playing tennis, but donno enough racquet or not. I think all of us also donno how to play tennis, so the ball sure fly away one (it's a homerun!). Oh well... serve ball!

Vacation mode gone...

Ah... the PD trip just passed a few days, yet I can still remember like it just happened yesterday. The dark sea, the cool breeze... I hope to go there and stay maybe one week straight, cause 2 days is just not enough! Well, all vacation is not enough... who wants to go back and study/ work when u got the time of your life, resting and enjoying freely with your friends? No wonder Wingc and Dany love vacations so much... it really brings out the tension and refresh ur mind, body and soul one time... before you go 'suffer' again.

I miss the laughter when Zephr pee on Dany's leg to mark his teritory (rofl, lmao...!) I miss the 'togetherness' spirit when we cook food together for dinner. I miss watching how funny Sum is when he tries to learn swimming for the first time in the sea. I miss a lot of fond memories... I miss my vacations with my friends so much.....! T_T

Robbery last night

Wa, a robbery happened at my place last night. We could only hear screams and yelling, but dare not go down in case we also become victim. Today we got the news that a Chinese man was robbed by 4 Malays, slashed on the forehead and neck, making him bleeding all over. They stole 3-4 big bags of valuebles, believed to be pawn shop items. So it's a plan robbery after all... but still scary. When I walk up the stairs, I saw some blood near the stairs of floor 4. Suew betul, 4th floor kena... but the guy didnt died, thank goodness. So becareful ppl, you may not know when evil suddenly strikes... >.<;

PD trip last Friday...

Fri night... waited for Daniel, Sum and Lisa to come to my house and take the cooking stuffs for PD steamboat + teppanyaki on Sat night. It was a bit later than usual cause Dany busy do some of his leftover office stuffs (rajinnya... lol). After chat for a while with my mom and June, we move out. Climbing down 12 floor with the cooking utensils aren't so hard with so many ppl to help :P Then went to Cheras, fetch Oon (who slept as he was waiting for us...) and we start out night journet to PD. Reach PD one hour ++, then go to a small restaurant and eat burger while we yamcha (there is even karaoke there, lol...). Feel a bit awkward as all the ppl there are Malays, but wth... lets eat and drink!

Sat 12 am, at the beach I think... the beach was not that dark as there were some lights on. The beach was near a hotel, so maybe they open it for their customers. At first we had a walk, then slowly we felt tired from all those chatting and walking, so we went into the car to sleep. I told them but they dont believed, so 5 ppl in the car slept... and 10 minutes later 3 of us get out cause it was becoming a free sauna in the car! LOL, mana boleh 5 ppl slept in the car with just the windows slightly opened!? So me, Dany n Oon sacrificed and went out of the car while Sum and Lisa slept soundly in the car. We went to find some place to sleep on the beach. There was a couple of logs and we tried to sleep there, but Dany and Oon kacau me when I was heading for slumberland (cis...!). So I teman them and walk around some more, chat, look at the dark sea, enjoy the lonely beach, etc. Soon it was morning and we went back to the car, ask Lisa and Sum to wake up and went to eat breakfast. It was a bit expensive but better than most I guess...

Then drive back to the beach's parking lot, and this time our turn to sleep! Lisa and Sum walk their dog on the beach, while the 3 of us slept for 2 hours in the car. Then we headed to the apartment. Somehow we got directed to another woman and she said she could rent another nearby apartment for RM140. We thought it was cheap, so we go ahead with it. After looking at the apartment, we agreed to it. Later I asked Dany how much was the real apartment we rented, he said RM160. Cheaper by RM20, not bad... then we suddenly realised, what about the 4 free breakfast!?! Cheaper by RM20 but lost 4 free breakfast!? ..... It was too late, we already paid. So we go ahead and took our luggage up the lift, floor 9.

Jimmy, WingC, YL and SG was late... so I called them, and they were... watching some horses!?? -_- come PD go see horse, wtcrap... I told them to come faster, then we rest. Play with the dog a while, some sleep... then they called to fetch them. Fetch them to the apartment, but it was raining. So decided to go eat lunch (SG belum makan, lol). Only Sum, Lisa n the dog stay in the apartment while the rest of us go eat. Ate yong tau foo plus 3 type of mee. It was ok, and the price was nice too. Value for money! Went back to the apartment, all feel sleepy, tired and no mood go out cause raining (on and off). Some chat, some sleep, some play cards (me included) and later start to prepare the feast of the night.

At BBQ and teppanyaki as planned, thou the food was a bit less than expected. Accidentally broke WingC's small knife (pressed to hard... >.<) but all was fine. Lucky I bought meehoon (free for them, lol) and it become perfect, with only an extra checken wing as leftover. Everyone was full, some too full (like me, cause help them eat ma... ^^;). Then clean up, rest a while... and we head for a night walk on the beach. It was on another dark beach, lucky got torchlight. We adventured in a group and it was quite fun (and fake, rofl). But soon Jimmy's torchlight no battery, and we head back with our hp lights on, lol... Then went to the beach with lights (the one we tried to slept at earlier), and they drank beer while we sit on the log and chat. Only me and SG didnt drank, but we bought a strawberry milk (to ganti beer, lol) but we drank it only when we went back to the partment, cause no cup. Sampai apartment all nearly die of exhaustion. I laid on the bed to rest for a while and was awaken by the dog later, realised I accidentally slept for quite some time. Aik... -_-; Went to bath (omg, so cold!!!) and went out the room. They were watching a chinese ghost story VCD that Oon bought (with the VCD player provided there) but most of them slept while watching, including Oon, Daniel, Sum and Jimmy (means all the boys lor?!? lol...) So see it's time to call it a day, I went back into the air-cond room and slept. But soon Sum came in, followed by Jimmy (argh, the bed is for 2 person only, not 3!). Worse, Jimmy who slept in the middle snored, and my side of the bed became smaller and smaller. I give up and went out to sleep with Dany and Oon (who was already sleeping). The girls already slept, with YL sleeping the earliest (maybe same time as me accidentally sleeping earlier). The sofa was not bad but the 2 seater was booked by Oon, so I slept, sitting. Sunday morning, I was awaken by footsteps noise. With my danger senses on, I decided not to awake in a hurry. Slowly I peeked, and as expected, it was YL, walking here and there. I decided not to wake up early with only she and me, so I tried to continue my sleep. Later Daniel also woke up by YL's noise, and he tried to peek through the curtain to see who was on the balcony so early. Then I told him 'It's YL..', and he was suprised I am suddenly awake and told him that... lol. So he also woke up and went to his car downstairs to take his bread (hungry). I then wake up with the opportunity, and called some of the others to wake up too (cause we need go to the beach early in the morning). Everyone got prepared and YL drink (me and SG's) strawberry milk, without our permission, LOL... Went out to eat at a Chinese restaurant for breakfast. My meehoon with wantan only cost RM1, so cheap! And it taste good too! Poor WingC ate her wantan mee but there was a dead fly in it (so she dont need to pay and stop eating liao). After all was full, we went to the beach to find 'lala'. There wasnt many and most of them too small, so we didnt catch any back. Went to a nice beach and we go into the water for the first time (this trip) there. It was salty as normal, but overall enjoyable. Only SG didnt go into the water, cause she didnt bring extra clothes and her 'time' just passed. Only then I realised that she thought of not going earlier because of that but sacrificed and come along in the end. So nice... thats what I called a true friend! WingC played only a while, then go off and walk along the beach with Jimmy most of the time (cause Jimmy sick) . Poor them... >.<

Me, Lisa and Sum bath at the public toilet (RM1 each) while the others only chg clothes or dry themselves and wrap with towel. Go back to apartment and realised, the lift is broken!! Me, WingC and SG walk up the stairs while the others go to the pool. Then the others joined later. After pack everything, we move out and Dany took back the RM20 deposit from the lady who rented the apartment to us. Then went to eat seafood for lunch again, this time really nice, especially the 'lai lui ha' prawn. But very expensive... oh well, u get wat u paid for. After that we parted, and we went to Cheras yamcha before sending Oon back home. At my house later, lepak and chat with my mom before they went back home. Overall the cost was RM70 like that... okla. The trip could have been better if it didnt rain and some ppl dont have problems of their own but enjoy the vacation, like a true vacation. A nice PD trip, cant wait for the next...! ^^

What a wonderful PD trip, but it could be better...

Had a wonderful PD trip the last 2 days... it was very nice, but could have been better if it didnt rain and ppl REALLY focus on having fun instead of other stuffs. Anyway, too tired to write about it now, tomorrow then... night! ^^

Tonight's the night...

First time going for a vacation at night BUT not staying over. All these crazy ideas is none other than the weird Daniel's idea! lol... I hope I dont get sleepy and the next day sleep in the hotel rather than go out to the sunny beach... wats so fun at night at the beach, I also dont understand... >.<;

Oh well, plan liao then just go with it lor... at least today still 'free' before Sat, when they come with *ehem*... Will eat Teppanyaki and steamboat at night, but what should we do in the apartment, when not going outside? Poker cards... what else? Chit chat and maybe see a video with Oon's VCD player, seem like a bit boring... but the most important thing is to feel the cool breeze and enjoy the beach scenery.

I want to be alone on the balcony at night, without a thing to worry about... and let the wind blow my troubles away. Watching the dark sea I wonder... 'When will my life truly comes alive?'... but only the glittering stars sparkled, and no one could answer my question. I sighed... and continue to dream away, on the lonely night.....

Love... again.

What is love? I have ask million of times yet I am still confused until now. Love can come and go. Even if u found one... it can still fly away. If u dont want to find one, it may even come banging on your door! So headache, so much pain and sorrow, waste money, time and energy... is it really worth it? Most single people will say... OF COURSE NOT! (daniel one of them, lol... jk)

Really getting sick of the thing I love most... sigh! I have no one to blame but 'her'! (sengaja one, lol) She waste my time, my love, my power, my soul, my money, my tears, my energy, my feelings, my heart, my happiness, my pain, my memories (the list goes on forever...). Looks like I'm also going to be one of the 'stressed' ppl going to PD this weekend, sigh... >.<;

Why I suddenly write this is because today I chat with one of my friends on this subject on the MSN for almost 4 hours! It was fun but a lot of cruel facts made me realised love is harder than what I thought it would be. A mix feeling of mad, happy, sad and unsatisfaction gushed into my brain from my heart. There is no word I can describe my feelings for 'her' now. When will it all end... WHEN!?!!?! T_T

Projects and PD...

Yesterday's presentation was over... I was not given any comment (lucky) by the teachers cause my info was comlete and acceptable. So now confirm will do zoo negara, need to be more creative as another student from sem 6 (earlier than my batch) also doing zoo negara. Fuh... relieved that my title has been approved, now just need to concentrate on the ideas and work.

Suddenly yesterday my friends (and Rukawa) ask me to go PD... it was long planned but I didnt think it would succedd, cause I see most of my friends are busy with work. But it DID go on as planned, and we will go PD this Friday night... that means I have to skip my sat class! >.<>.<; :P T_T Hope all goes well this weekend. Cheers! ^^

Girls...

Yeah, girls... what do you know about them? Some may know them well (like Rukawa) and some dont (like me). I find them pleasing sometimes, but bothering the next... Well, most of my girl friends are nice, cause we dont drink, smoke or talk vulgar words. Maybe lucky or not, but we dont have any 'wild' girls in our group... maybe that's why I'm naive and innocent, hahaha... >.<;

If given a chance, would I go out with those 'wild' girls? Hmm... maybe not alone, except Rukawa tarik me go la, lol... Oh well, my point is there is still a lot of fishes in the sea. Although I'm looking for that one special golden fish, I dont know when will I able to fish it out. It may not come to me and swim far far away... thus I have to be patient (like when u always fish)... and wait for the bait to bite (or me go bite fish? lol...). Anyway, gotta be a man and wait for the right moment... -_- .............. but when??? @@;

Sat also got class...!?

walao... now chg timetable, sat also got class liao. wth!? somemore it's 3-5pm... so make me cannot go out on sat liao lor!?? argh...!!! stupid school...! y among all days have to be sat!?! mon AND sat only got class... wth, wth, wth!?!! >.<

Title do zoo...?!?

Argh... looks like no choice, I think will folllow teacher's suggestion to do zoo la... I didnt think he will approve cause near my place, but he did say it's ok... so maybe I tell him tomorrow I will try to create a new image for zoo negara la. looks like will have a lot of trips going there, who wanna folllow? lol... >.< T_T

What the hell do they want...!?!?

Omg... I'm getting sicker n sicker, wth do the teacher want leh!?! For my final project, I have to choose a topic which has not been done before. then, he say cannot be newly created item, cause u cannot advertise as you donno ppl will buy or not (just created ma)... ok, new but not new..... then need to be not famous, cause famous already, why advertise!? tulan... then he say , must got ppl want to advertise only u choose that topic... WTH!?!! CONCLUSION:

new (but have been created)
cannot be famous (but ppl want to advertise it)
new idea (but must ppl can accept, government wont ban)
creative (but think, will ppl buy it eventhough it is creative?)
real-life (with the current economics down, will ppl buy or advertise it?)

wth... its like crappiness with a whole new meaning! can but cant! new but old! special but normal! make my head gonna explode...! who says GD is easy!?!? >.<;

Sien morning...

Wake up early today bersemangat go find teacher, cause want show him some of my project stuffs (for approval) and report. Then he told me he busy, come back find him at 2pm! WTF... his class starts in another 20min and I need 10 min but he doent even want to give it to me! So have to go allllll the way back home and wait till 2pm only go find him again. Waste my money, time and energy. Mafan kanasai teacher...!!!