Sorry no updates!

Wow, didn't know no update for one week liao. How time flies when you are busy doing this and that. Lately busy with assignments, playing Maple (cause got x2 exp) and last week Sat I worked for the first time as a Graphic Designer in my dad's company! Of course, people there don't know I'm his son... :P

I was a bit tensed, first day work as a GD, not doing practical this time... just part time. The place where dad is working is in USJ (near YL place again, wth) and it's actually an office and warehouse combined together. Luckily the work given to me was not that hard but their requirements are hard to be pleased. Work continuosly for the 5 hours, only went to the toilet for a break 5 minutes! Luckily only work half day... but then I need to bring the work back home do, swt. Until now still doing it cause the guy didn't send me completely the files I needed yet.

This Monday didn't saw LG as lecture cancelled. Tuesday also no see her cause she OVERSLEPT... o.O! Yesterday finally able to see her with her NEW hairstyle... My impression was... stunned. Before that some of my friend say she look nice while other said the hairstyle doesn't suit her. Since I like her, of course I would like it, most probably... And I did. Not only did she cut a 'special' hairstyle, she even straighten her hair. Now she doesn't tie up her hair anymore. My heart jumped a beat, but I kicked it back on the floor, knowing it will not happen... my feelings >.<

Oh, another happy thing was she gave me my bday present in advance! I don't know if I should open it or not in class, but since she gave the green light, I opened it... slowly and passionately, haha. It was a key chain that glows in the dark with the name 'Jason' (I seen it before). Touched, I thanked her a couple of times cause she even hand wrapped it for me. Unfortunately she won't be joining us for this Sat's karaoke with my first batch of TARC friends in Pavilion... but Sunday maybe will go out with THIS batch of TARC friends, so that one she will join... if it happens.

Argh, I'm lovesick once again...! Told myself to be like Daniel (don't invlove in feelings so much) but just couldn't. Wat... The... Fish!? >.<


P/S: My bday this Sunday, if you don't know...! XD

She reads the internet!

That day when I thought it was another girl that uses LG name to MSN me... it turns out she was actually really one of them! Then she told me she visited my blog that day too... Walao, lucky she didn't know I got a secret blog here, else really KANTOI...!!!


But I also wrote some love things there, although I didn't write who. Haha, LG is like YL, both don't like to use the internet. The opposite of me... so why do I like them? I also donno... -_-


These two days just say hi to her and nothing much cause she's busy with assignments and an exam just passed today. Somehow she passed... and I failed!!! I was like W...T...FFFFFFF!?!?!? I was so sure I passed, but then I FFFFFF!?!?!? It's because the questions was random, and all was objective. So who that get those easy questions and tembak lucky will PASS! I studied but FFFF!?!!!......... Damn I Hate Random Exams!!!

Nearly bocor rahsia!

Wah... today I finally finished the kns BM assignment, yesterday not enough sleep. Then after I come back from college, sitting on the computer... a friend MSN me. Then she say she is LG, I was like... WTH!? LG play MSN one meh??!? So I just try to chat with her normally, but then I feel something wrong... her English was not bad, plus it's not her style to reply me with those answers.

Then she later revealed that she is not LG! o.O OMG... Lucky I didn't say to much else the person behind the monitor would have suspected me. I was afraid because yesterday another girl asked me why I don't take her out yamcha, but only LG? O.O Why LG tell her one!?! Really freaking me out... please don't let this become a rumour and spread until the whole course knows. I hate it when that happens... -_-;

I shouldn't be worrying about this petty stuffs... A lot of projects are on the way, so is my bday! *End of the month... hint...hint* So I should enjoy the process of studying and do what I should do, as a student. FORWARD.... MARCH!!!


P/S: Daniel, will pass u back the camera asap... need to use it tomorrow, the whole week no touch it at all cause too busy...! Dont worry, I will take care of your wife like it is my life... XD

Another night of yamcha

Just now yamcha again with LG and Daniel. Though I know we are just good friend, and could never go further than that, I still think of her as a good friend... a friend that I could talk to, joke around and ask for opinions.

At first we took some photos with the guidance of Guru Daniel. Then we took even more photos, and David came to find us by walking from BRJ. After the photo session, we went to yamcha. Another long talk as I expected it to be... and just as 'informative' too! I done most of the listening as I play around with her camera. I could only catch a bit of what they are saying as it is mostly in deep Mandarin that I couldn't understand.

But from what she were saying, it shows that she is really mature in thinking, very much the opposite of me. There's good and bad in everything, so I really have no comment on that. Another fact I found interesting is that she is being stalked in college, and I did not notice it at all. Seems like she doesn't want me to know too, so I just leave it alone. She has her own privacy and problems, and if she doesn't need my help, I believe she could handle it herself...

There's really a lot of problems no matter where you are or what you do. Problem arises even if you tried hard to avoid it. Problem will not solved on its own, nor will it be solved if you do something about it. It can only get better. So what shall we do whenever a problem arises? I can't help you there cause I can't even solve my own! -_-;

Just do what you are borned to do... be a human and live life....... live!

Finally my English presentation is over!

Yesterday was a funny night. Thanks to Daniel, he fetched me and LG then send some stuff to an ex-colleagues, after that took us yamcha at BRJ. He even lent me his prized DSLR camera that I used for the presentation today, thanks a lot dude! As a token of gratitude, I belanja everyone... mamak only, ok la. Oh, David came later and as we sat down, he and LG talked the most about those love related stuff. So long that it lasted until nearly 1am! But being the reasonable dude, I asked that we split earlier cause Daniel got work the next morning, LG need to go out the next morning and I got a presentation to do! We can continue the 'talk' next time David, but you drive! Haha.... XD

Ah, I can finally breath a sigh of relieve, because the English presentation is over! I presented stuff about DSLR camera, and I was all prepared until I reached school by cab and realised, I forget to bring my PowerPoint presentation! So I quickly go to the com lab and finished in an hour, then save it in my friend's pen drive. I was all nervous and scared during my presentation but tried to keep my cool as much as possible. Luckily the teacher only said my presentation finished too fast, overall ok! Man, I hate doing presentations the most!!!

Then I was shocked that my friend didn't ask me to join in his group but instead he joined another one, leaving me alone. Never mind, luckily I still got others to join but the fact that he dumped me just like that without a warning kind of... shocked me. I guess he wasn't my best friend in the class after all...

I guess life is not what you always expect it to be. What I can do now is life my life as best as I could...


P/S: Now did I realised LG's hair looks a bit like YL's hair (last time)! Omg... -_-

Confused even more...

Saturday thought of going out with her to Sg. Wang, but end up she FFK me last minute! At first she say think first, so I didn't put so much hope in it. Then she told me she will go, so I was getting all happy... then she come back to me and say 'I think dowan la, I'm a bit lazy. You go la'. Girls really know how to make you feel on top of the world one second and then suddenly pull you to Hell in an instant, sigh...!

So in the end I walk alone, making myself happy by buying a Hong Kong bun and eat, then sleep at Pavilion (I didn't slept the whole night doing a project earlier). Sadness...

Aii... thought of giving up liao, then she still go on doing stuffs that makes me think even more. Yesterday for instance, she asked me if I am free on the 29th this month. I said why? She say nothing, just asking. So I said I don't know if got go out with my friends or not (my bday on the next day), and she say ok. Then she go and ask for my IC, which I don't give her see. Then asked for my driving license, so I gave up and let her see. Why is she doing that, I totally have no clue. In the end she just asked me to go out yamcha if I am free on the 29th... Sigh!

So now I am pulling my hopes down. I don't want to be hurt deeply again by another 'incident'. I will now treat all girls equally, and not concentrate on the one girl that STILL remind me to invite her to my wedding in the future. wtfbbqcrabfishstick!!!

Ups and downs of love

Sometimes you love her, sometimes you dislike some of her traits... sometimes you admire her, sometimes you hate her way of life... Argh, love is really complicated and 'not so nice' like you always thought it would be!

Just finished yamcha with LG and Daniel. I was trying to help her in doing her photography assignment and since she just got her camera, I asked Daniel out to help her too. It was fun and all, until we sat down and yamcha. Sigh, again I got to know some of her traits that I dislike in a girl of my dreams... I know its not her fault, cause not everyone is born to be your perfect life partner. Now I feel like a total idiot, again...! T_T

Now I felt like I'm suddenly a few steps backwards... aaaallllllll the way back to step number one. Is it a bad thing? The bad thing is, I'm too blur and confused to really know.....!! >.<

A date!? Not...!

After a few hours that seems like months of not seeing her, today I saw her in lecture class again. But a bit sad that there is no sit available beside her, else I would have sit next to her. Oh well, at least I sat at the same role with her...

This Sat got lecture from 8-10pm, just in time for Daniel to come pick me up for the Japanese class. But there's a twist this weekend, I asked LG and she agreed to follow me go Sg. Wang this Sat! IF she have no other plan la... she will confirm with me later. 50/50 chance better than none right? :P

Can't wait for this Sat... our first outing together (as friends), just the two of us! But don't worry Daniel, you can join us after the Japanese class, hahaha... XD

A nice night with LG

On Friday, after the last lecture of the day, I went over to LG and have a short talk with her (can't sit next to her cause no place). Don't know how but we suddenly talk about yamcha, and I say I sometimes go yamcha with my friends... and ask her if she wants to join. Amazingly she said 'Yes, next time call me la, I very boring at hostel'. Good!

And suddenly I wanted to yamcha on the same night, as didn't yamcha the whole week with both DC. I ask Daniel, and he said ok, so I also asked LG. She says can't cause out with some other society member to celebrate a bday. I was a bit sad. Then later came another sms and she says ok, wait for her in front of hostel. Wow, she really agreed?!? Good...! ^^

So later I fetched Daniel and waited for LG before fetching her from the hostel gates. Since she joined us for the first time, I thought of going somewhere more 'classy' or 'romantic'. Feeling Cafe seem to be the only one in my mind, and we decided to go there after I suggested it. As we sit down and chat, LG was really fun and not shy at all. She kept the conversation going and I was even more quiet that night. Later David joined with his bro and we stayed until nearly 1am.

Not bad for a first outing with LG. She really mix well with David and Daniel, which is a good thing. I thought she will be quiet most of the time, haha... She smsed me and thanked me for a good outing and said she was very happy. I thought of replying 'If you are happy, then I am happy'... but skipped that thought and typed 'Next time yamcha will ask you out again'... XD

We shall take it easy and let time shows us the way... Ciaoz~