Another 'long lost love' dream

The night after I posted about Sun and stuffs, the brain is playing tricks on me again. This time I had a dream about an old love... or 'admiration', whatever... it's GL, the first girl I ever really loved in my secondary school days. It's weird that I have never even think about her for a long time but she somehow ends up in my dream. The dream is set somehow in the 'present'. I was at her house or something, we are chatting and joking like buddies, and somehow I hinted her to be my gf, and she, being her, also hinted back 'ok'. She has the same attitude like the last time I met her (tom boyish). Man these dreams feels so real sometimes. 

When I woke up, I was... happy. The brain really works in strange ways sometimes. Oh well, better that than dreams of falling down a pit or trapped underneath the ground or something. Unfortunately there's no way she and I will be together as she's happily living in Australia with her family, and me too over here. Oh well, dreams... if only we can control dreams one day in the future, won't that be exciting? Everyday woke up happy, even if temporary. IF only..... Happy dreaming all!

Inflation on the rise, so what's new?

Yup, another world crisis. This time more 'down to earth', not spreading through touching or sneezing. MONEY problem. A world crisis as stupid Russia is attacking Ukraine, making this and that price increase. People getting out more as pandemic slowly losing its' power (which is great) but necessity not enough, so price increase lor (shit). For those who are still living and did not die from Covid, it's time to suffer again (round 2). Hooray...

Let's forget the misery and come back to me. So what's up for the last 3 months? Hmm... everything is normal, just the way I like it. When free, play games. When TOO free, miss YL or some other girls due to loneliness. When SUPER free, find something to do so wont be TOO free and think too much again. Yup, free and easy, the life of a single haha...

Maybe due to getting o...ol... matured. Have to frequently wear spec nowadays else may feel slight headache from using too much eye power (and things become blurry, shit). No gym for months as my gym kaki busy with his life and work. Now it is I who keep pressuring him 'When gym, boss?' haha. Sugar level under control with a bit of medication (1). Oh ya, started investing in public mutual fund now, as advised by my bro's wife. Getting a bunch of money when I retire sounds good IF I still live by then. This is against my YOLO rule! But being human, you got to think for the future sometimes (don't rely on the stupid government, all politicians only want to makan money, it's either big or small only).

Work is getting easier as finally getting 4 person for my CC. A huge difference between 3 to 4 person. Hope nobody's leaving then my life will be a lot easier. I deserve this ok? Been working 2 man's job for the past 4 years. Pay was miserable at first, now getting better. Still lower than all my friend's working in KL but the cost of living is lower, so oklah. No house but got car, health, happiness and money in my bank, what more can you wish for? In the end, being happy tops all, even money or love.

Love? No luck. Keep myself 'hating' Sun so I won't miss her, but when I saw her, my 'wall' toppled down like Lego. Damn it, why did I have to meet her? Can't we be normal colleagues without bumping into each other AT ALL?!? Sigh... stupid brain keep thinking of her after bumping her that day. She is a witch and cursed me! I WILL break this curse, I MUST!

That's all folks, cya~!