Looking back of 2011

So the year's gonna end... was it a good year for me? So so la... not very good but not bad either. This year I managed to find a new group of friends in TARC, which includes me is 4 guys. Last year was bad cause I need to find a group every time there is a group assignment, sigh. So thanks to the 3 guys, I wasn't that lonely or groupless, which I am very thankful of :)

My family life is also getting better... bought a 42 inch LCD TV, which is a big level up compared to the 2 color CRT TV which we endured for a long time already. With my bro getting more works for his co-op business, I can help him do some work which also rank me some cash. Can say this is the first time I really earn money for myself, haha. Yes, a bit too old to only start raking in money but I have no complains :)

It was sad these couple of months as I failed my FYP, the guilt and pain of letting my parents down was huge. Nonetheless they understand it and hope I will do better next time. Feel so happy and thankful when they said that, haha. I will be a better man next year and try to find some real jobs to do while awaiting to finish my Advance Diploma! XD

Love life is not good... well, it's never been good in the first place, haha. YL finally has a bf, which I am happy for her (and I am lying if I deny having that 'sadness' in my heart) but overall... I really hope her the best. She is now more lively and beautiful, due to the power of love I suppose, haha. All the best YL... me and CM will hope for nothing less. :)

Also able to meet some nice good friends in Magic... especially Razif, Amie and Ezzy. It's nice to see multi racial can still sit together and have fun without caring about what racist crap there is out there. Also started to get involved in standard again, which is better as EDH is not tournament competitive, although its fun. Will try to be more serious in Magic next year, woohoo! XD

Since I am again free next year, besides finding for work... may want to try out something new for a change. New hobby? Diet? (old story set anew, haha) Improve my drawing skills? learn to be an expert in some softwares? New magic decks? (haha) With all the time in the world, I really should do something about it... not because I'm forced to, because I want to :)

Happy New Year everybody~!

Lately...

So what's been happening lately? Busy with assignments as usual... But I was sad when the teacher suddenly announced next week need to present and pass up an assignment which I barely touched. Not sad because I need to rush doing it, but sad because I have to cancel my plan of joining Pilla and LG going to Pulau Ketam. I really scare can't finish it or rushing it too much that the project will end up looking really bad. And Pilla was a bit mad that I FFK her... which added my 'pain' of disappointing a friend. LG going wor... and I can't go! You think I not sad meh... T_T

But on the other hand I am able to go for WingC's bday celebration which is held earlier cause she will be busy for the coming months (donno why). It's been quite some time since I last saw them, and going out with friends no matter how many times will always be a good (and happy) thing for me.

Today I even accidentally saw one of my old MIA teachers... actually I hated him last time due to something he did but when I saw him, I was suprised. We chatted a while and found out he was teaching part time in TARC too, under Mr Chen, wow. Time heals hatred too, haha...

Although I did my best to be as good as possible, there are still some rotten people out there who hates me for my guts. It is really surprising how some people just like to get into fights for no apparent reason. I try my best to ignore them but like pesky flies, they always come back. No one is perfect, including me... but why do they want to keep 'shooting' my weaknesses (which most are not true)... when they themselves have weaknesses? Do they feel more superior doing such childish acts? Are they so bored and nothing to do? Why don't they get a life and go bug some other people? Tsk... Tsk.....

Haha, I think I have said this more than once liao... but since this is my online diary, I can say whatever I feel like writing. Ups and downs, good and bad... It's my life, so go get your own!

Today went to Sg Wang with Sum

Having a nap at 12pm then suddenly Sum called and asked if I want to join him go Sg Wang... Hmm, better go out, stay home too much... so I agreed! He fetch me at 3pm++ and went to take bus from LRT Wangsa Maju to Sg Wang. It was still enjoyable as we talk a lot about games, games... and games, lol. Also got talk about 'her' and some gossip (shh...). I know I'm a fool, but sometimes, it's the 'feeling' I cant resist... like drugs! XP

Also talk about the good old days when we play basketball everyweek. And the time when I was caught 'ponteng' with Daniel to his house (I NEVER ponteng, but near SPM ma... nobody goes to school, so I followed! >.<) How funny and fun those time was. Wished I could have done more then. Now I realised, all those studying REALLY no use liao now! But that's SPM for u... @@

Tomorrow going with mom to IKEA (Damansara) and maybe buy a cake for her to celebrate Mother's Day (1 day in advance, cause I'm going out on Sunday with 'her' and gang). What Secret Recipe cake should I try this time... *drooling* Can't wait! ^^

Priceless memories...

Yesterday was cleaning up back some of my old stuffs and found back my old diary. Wow, looks like the recent 2 years (2006 and 2005) my diary only wrote half way, then totally stop liao. Donno because lazy or no mood... maybe because of bad memories so forget liao :P

Also found a piece of old paper which I wrote a poem when I was chasing YLin. And the old newspaper that I wrote to The Star for some 'love counseling' XD! Ah... what sweet times it was, then. The feeling of love was in the air when I was studying in college at that time. To think back now of those times, I was more happy that it happened... than sad, because it didn't work out in the end. The experience, feelings and memories of those times are priceless. I'm glad it happened rather than remembered nothing fun happened but studying in college years! XD

Also found back my old magic folder (Omg, finally... after searching high and low for it!!) which I also put in printed pictures of YL on the side (yes, back at those time I was silly, naive and romantic... or stupid -_-;) Again the feelings come rushing back... not of love, but of sweet memories WHEN I was in love.

YL... the girl I loved the most for er... how many years liao? 6-7 years I think. A lot of ups and downs (mostly downs T_T) happened but STILL I am glad it did. Like an old saying, 'Cherish because it happened, do not weep because it ended'... I should thank her for giving me such a priceless 'feeling' that I will remember for the rest of my life. So goodbye to the old, welcome to the new...! ^^

I will miss the memories... the memories of love......

Memories of pictures...

Have you taken out your old pictures and look at them lately? Well, I didn't... just that my friend finally gave me her collection of pictures taken with her digital camera on a CD. I have a look at them and OMG, those pic were as old as one year old...! Ah, so much have happened in one year. Most of our close friends are not as close anymore. Maybe cause they're busy, maybe they have their own 'personal' problems... but it makes me sad to see them drift away, slowly.

Ah... pictures. Pictures can make a thousand words, and it is so true. Looking at those old pictures make me think back what joy we had at that time. Feelings come rushing back... the best of old times really can't be replaced anymore. I hope you will take some time off and take a look at the old pics you had with your friend. If you feel up to it, do not hesitate to take up that phone and make that call, saying... "yo friend! long time no see! come let's yamcha tonight!" It's all up to you... my friend. ^^