And when you're bored, you sure will have a lot of free time to do nothing. So LG again pops into my mind... that's why I hate boring holidays! But I noticed how silly man are to make themselves suffer (include myself) by thinking these stupid and useless things, while girls will not waste even one minute thinking about the boy... That is why although man are born with physical power than won most woman, they usually lost in terms of mental strength too (man get tension faster than woman do, scientifically proven). That shows how equal humans are...
Idiotically I suddenly have the urge and smsed her yesterday, asking how is her exams, is she back in hometown? One part of me says there is nothing wrong doing that, cause we are just friends... but another part of me says how stupid it is to that, because it will sound desperate and weak. F**k, I did it already, don't give a S**T about it anymore. And she haven't reply me... not that I care (haha...).
I need to change my attitude since the second year of my studies is coming... change my image too if possible. Change my feelings cause it's useless... and change my target too. Be a stronger class rep and a smarter student... This is my vow for the second year! Yataaa~!!
