Maybe I'm getting old but no more new year resolutions for me haha. Better just call it goals or targets. My aim this year, like all years, is to get fit, less fat and maybe get a gf. Maybe... although the last one doesn't seem achievable, haha...
So what happened these couple of months? Started to gamble bigger (big no no) and lost 1.5k on the last trip to Genting. Must stop thinking I can win back that money that I lost, which will eventually make me lose even more. Kns... Everyone turns into a gambling ghost in the casino. Or almost everyone. Best way to win is not go into a casino at all. Period.
Bought myself a new year present, a new Samsung Galaxy Tab S9 which cost around 2k only. A steal compared to my old S7 which cost me 3k. Amoled screen baby, haha...
Last week was our company annual dinner. Last year got chosen for lucky draw (ang pow money). This year kena again, the first name to be called for the lucky draw (10th prize) Sharp Microwave. Wow, not bad, even though didn't get the chance for the grand prize TV haha. But got played on stage when I was the top 5 male best dressed contestant (dance APT, omg). Needless to say didn't win, the winner was actually not best dressed but most famous and liked (who can play too). Oh well, the prize is just a box of chocolate haha. The food sucked although the place looks nice (new hotel in Butterworth). The old Juru hotel (which we held our company dinner nearly every year) although the food was boring but actually taste better, bummer...
Last month my dad was admitted to the hospital again for lung infection and too much water in lung (that's why he kept coughing for weeks). Luckily he was better and discharged in nearly a week. I was like a zombie that week (had to work and drive 1 hour to the hospital) and had fever for 3 nights (but resumed work the next day). Lucky my dad discharged early...
Love life... lately crazy for YS, not YL. The girl who blocked me in instagram haha. I feel like the Gods are playing a prank on me for she is the only colleague I accidentally meet outside our office (in 2 restaurant, in a pharmacy and today in FM). Yes I know I'm overthinking again but this time I pressure myself to remember, she hates me, remember?!? So I will keep my cool and just appreciate her by the sidelines, like I always do. Ok maybe she dont hates me, but she will NEVER like me, pronto! Stop thinking you stupid brain, sigh... This is what loneliness do to you *facepalm*
Heard our company either didn't profit much or lose money (how can we lose money if we all work like dogs!?). So bonus will be less or none, we shall see. This year will surely sucks as an after effect of last year (budget cuts, need to save here and there). Work will be abundant (to earn more and please more customer/shareholders). Damn it, who asked this company to be listed is the most idiotic person of all! Not only did our workload increased (and caused 4 person to resign BEFORE bonus), also caused a LOT of people lose a lot of money when they bought the company shares (which now dropped more than 60%). Now almost everyone in the company is demoralized and waiting for the bonus before deciding to call it quits or continue to suffer in a not looking bright company. I expect my dad to retire this year too, so I can quit also. But then YS... sigh.
CNY is coming soon. Here's hoping everything will be better this year. Good luck everyone~!
