WARNING: LONG POST, DONT SAY I DIDNT WARN YOU!
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Had a wonderful day today (not perfect though...). Wake up at 8am, then send my bro to LRT at 930 am. After that went to the market, buy a pau to eat, help my mom shop... then go back home, drop the stuffs then send my mom and bro to my uncle's place to clean up his place (moved). Hurried to LRT as the time already 11am (should arrive Times Square at 12pm). On the way, I remembered CY also going... so I called her and she said I could follow her there by car (she live at Wangsa Maju). Great!
She fetch 2 of her friends, then we move out at 11.30am++. Incredibly, she drove fast enough that we reached Times Square at 12.05pm! So after parking, we went to find them. My heart skipped a beat when I saw YL... she's still as pretty as ever. Then me, Sg and CMing went to buy an extra ticket for Daniel... nasib baik still no one bought the ticket placing next to us yet. Bought his ticket, meet them back... and we ate McD (CMing's idea, and I thought working ppl muak with McD liao... lol).
That's when the 'miracle' started... we ate and chat. It was a loooong chat as the film is on 2.20pm (2 more hours). We chatted as a group, then Daniel came (late la...!). He chatted with CMing (I was sitting in-between them XD), then WS chatted with SG. There were only 6 ppl on the table (CY and her friends went off somewhere to meet another friend and will join us again before the movie starts), I have no problem not talking and thought of listening to what WS and SG is chatting about. Buuuut... YL talked to me!
Incredible! She ACTUALLY started a conversation with me...! Ok, you may not know, but usually when
I talk... she
A.listen/
B. answer/
C.criticize my jokes (this is what usually happens, and I'm sad every time she 'targets' me). But now, I did nothing... and
she is the one talking to
me! Blood from my heart is rushing to my brain, I'm starting to panic... is this
REAL!?!? But I kept my cool... and I answered her back. We started to build communication... and it was so... so.....
nice.
I could not starred at her eyes for more than
5 seconds (or I will suffocate), and it will not be polite to talk and listen to her without looking at her. So I look at her, on and off... on and off... on and off (my eyes were like this @@). But the few seconds looking at her... make me soooooo happy and wonderful, I feel like
I'm dreaming in Heaven. I will
never get the chance like this (the minutes feel like hours)... looking at her sweet eyes, beautiful smile, we chat... like there is only the two of us, in this whole world. The 'moment' was awkward yet
wonderful, and I enjoyed it very much. We chatted about my family, me, what she do in her free time, her lifestyle etc. Dang! I should have bought my recorder...!! >.<
The precious 'moment' finally ended at 2.05pm, as we have to move out for the cinema. We watched '28 weeks'. It was quite scary, with the sound so loud, it was the reason we were 'shocked' at all. The terror was ... ok. Too bad the characters die easily, the story was not very creative and it had a bad ending (I hate bad ending stories...). A good film to 'wake' you up when you are sleepy (in a cinema, only). Sad... and I expected more.
Then it was goodbye. I waved goodbye to her twice, as I see her leave. My heart was getting heavier as her face grew smaller from my sight. In the end, I was left with SG and Daniel (but my heart wanted 'her'). As I chatted with the 2 of them while waiting for CY to go shopping with her friends for half an hour, my heart slowly feels 'lighter'. Lol... seems like what I read from Daniel's recent post were true.
Later CY send us home while SG took the lrt back. Reach Wangsa Maju, Daniel followed me go Jusco... cause I want to buy a Secret Recipe cake for Mother's Day. But so many ppl, there was none left (for one whole cake)! Disappointed, I called my bro to buy from his workplace at Mid Valley. Then sent Daniel home, and I went back empty handed.
Later fetch bro from LRT and I was surprised, he managed to buy it! So, surprised mom with the cake and we celebrated Mother's Day before the strike of midnight... ^^ Wow, the White Macadamia nut cake was really delicious... and full. One slice already kenyang till neck liao. So kept the 3/4 remains in the fridge.
Looks like today wasn't that bad after all. Went out with her and celebrated Mother's Day too! Still miss her badly, but I know the feeling will slowly calm down... as I told Daniel, she went through all the trouble to change and talk with me, I should not go back the old road and scare her off by falling in love with her again. Maybe she changed for the better and became more good in socialising, that's why she chatted with me for so long... as a normal 'friend'. Thus, I am grateful and happy today... thank you for making me feel that way.....
YL