Sorry no updates...!

Lately really nothing much to blog about, so wait until I start back college on the 2nd of March... Maybe then will have more to blog about... just maybe, haha.

2 weeks LG free... it feels good when I'm not thinking about her. Why do I hate her in the first place? I'm also not so sure anymore. Maybe it's because she rejected me? Hmm... maybe. But knowing the reason upsets me even more than her just rejecting me. I didn't know she was the type to 'think' like that too. I guess she's 'normal' to think like that... sigh!

But what I didn't know was behind the innocent looking girl, she actually bad talks people... a lot! And it was even more foolish when you told somebody it was supposed to be a secret... Heck, you told a BUNCH of people not to tell anyone about it! This shows that paper cannot wrap fire, thus sooner or later, your bad doings will surely be known by others.

Sheesh, no more thinking about other people... time to enjoy my last week of holidays to the max. Boyah!

Life in the holidays

Wah... didn't update this blog for 11 days liao. But what can I say, nowadays holidays nothing to update! When at college at least I can write about my opinions and feelings, but at home... everyday become snake! Play PS2, dota, eat (repeat until sleep then repeat again). Oh, sometimes Mahjong too, since my parents still wants Mahjong after CNY >.<;

Lately no more thinking about LG... which is a good thing. Playing Persona 4 which acts like an RPG + courting girl game. One of the best game I have ever play! Truly one of the best game in PS2. Anyway, you can even learn from games about life, even increase ur knowledge through it! For instance, do you know which is the highest mountain known by human now? 

I'm also starting to accept the cruel facts of life which cannot be changed, no matter how evil or bad it is. And the hardest thing to accept is one's own weakness, deep inside... you may lie or ignore it, but it is still there. How many people can really accept their own deep, dark weakness? Very few... including me!

Ok that's all for now... enjoy life dudes!

Finally the exams is over!

Ah... finally the last exam, Photography, is over. Although its over, I am having mix feeling... should I be happy, or sad? Happy because there's no need to worry about exam or assignments, relaxing at home, take some time to do exercise (delayed due to college life)... but sad because I can't see my friends, cannot go out to cc/ pool/ hang out together, cannot study to learn more new fun stuff together, cannot see 'her'... Argh, just the first day sudah miss college liao, haha.

My friendship with LG has gone from worse to worst... seems like she doesn't talk to me at all already, and vice-versa. She doesn't look my way, and it seems like we don't know each other anymore. From one point of view its good for me, to keep me 'away', slowly recovering from the 'poison' that I made myself... On the other hand, its sad to see a friend that I enjoyed talking to so much... lost, just like that. I guess there's something in life that you couldn't control and when the time comes, it happens. Fixing it may worsen it, ignoring it may one day recover it. Sounds illogical? lol...

So after exam, as we wait for a friend to come out from the exam hall, LG suddenly came out, alone... dress in her new clothes, she looks damn cute with her pink shirt (Aargh, I'm still sick, I admit!). But so what? We didn't even crossed eye, and she went off after talking with my other friends. Then when my friend came, we went for snooker. Then Dota. Shocking thing happened is when we saw police came into the cc to 'capture' students wearing school uniforms, and put them into a police car. Wow... serious!?!

Then me and Danny pool again for one hour. Finished, we went to Jusco cause raining heavily. He ate, I buy a salmon head, then he sent me back home. Sad to heard tomorrow's Genting plan was cancelled due to some ppl FFK last minute... sien! So tomorrow do wat leh!? -_-;

P/S: Quite a good CNY this year... cause first my dad won the lottery (although not much) for the first time in 25 years. Then 2 pigeons build a nest and hatching eggs on my balcony! I saw it first and couldn't believe my eye... from 1 egg became 2! ^^

Happy happy CNY!

A lit have been done since I posted more than a week ago... most of all is went back hometown in Gopeng for 5 days. With no computers, internet or PS2, life would have een a bit boring there if it's not for the CNY festival.

Went visit people, people come visit, gambled (won money overall, although not much, hehe), drink, eat, see tv... the usual stuff for CNY. The part I enjoyed most was of course gambling, but lost most of my winnings on Mahjong... suey-ness!

Then on last Sat went out with my old TARC friends. Not much joined, either busy or lazy, but we still enjoyed as much. It was also to celebrate SG's bday which fell on Sunday. We went to 'Lookout point', which was the first time for me. Not as enjoyable as I hoped as parking up the hill 'force' people to take the RM3 jockey fee, so we parked downstairs which also charge us RM2. Walk up the hill wasn't fun... and not getting a table near the side of the hill to see the night view of KL was even worse. Still we enjoyed when they opened the disco light and passed the bday cake to SG, while everybody was singing the bday song, lol...

The people that joined were me, Jimmy, WingC, Sam, Oon and SG. After dinner we went to Sam's house to gamble. The biggest winner was WingC, although I won a bit too. Sam being the dealer lost around RM6. As it was nearing 2am, we said goodbye to Sam who will be departing to Abu Dhabi for 2 years and left for home. Another good friend who I won't be seeing for years, I felt a bit sad. He is the life of the crowd... our crowd. Good luck working over there, and may good fortune be with you, my dear friend!

It's a good thing Jimmy sent me home straight, else taking a cab in the middle of the night would be hard. He don't even want me paying for the toll... so understanding and generous indeed. Thanks a million dude!

Yesterday SG sent an SMS thanking us for Sat night. Looks like she appreciate it a lot like I do, when ppl celebrated my bday. I'm happy if my friends are happy, haha. Today suddenly fell ill... a bad case of sakit perut and cirit birit. Hope it won't last, I got a final exam on Thursday! X_X