Unpredictable life

Argh, lately life has been 'susah' for me. For so many days STILL no water, kns those ppl that don't pay and SYABAS for not trying to be reasonable. Quickly change our water meter into individual meter mai senang lor! Want us to gather up and pay the total of RM300++k only can, mimpilah! Now want to gather 8k per month also susah... really kns, sigh!

The 'battle' between me and Sum has subsided, but not yet ended. On one side I feel sad because years of friendship is torn just because of some meaningless fight. But on the other side I feel relieved as I don't need to see his 'fake' face anymore, won't be cheated (money involved) another time and most of all... no need to 'try' and sabar with his bad attitudes. Though he maybe richer than I am, but his attitude is also 'rich' (with bad sides). Until he change into a better man, I will still need to think MULTIPLE times before befrending him again. (I'm still terribly mad at him for cursing me with his lame excuses... sorry to say, I DO keep grudges, mwahaha...)

On the love side, nothing much happened... yeah, I still miss her (a little) but I am still sane enough to think straight. I know me and her will never be together... Friends are all we are meant to be. No matter how much I miss her, think about her, dream of her or wished to be with her, it will never be. I have accepted the war outcome, but still struggling to end the war. Yataa! (yup, just seen the episod one of season 2 Heroes today, lol)

I can see my friends are having a headache about their life too... mostly about their work life. It will come a time when I will join them, but I have things to handle before I can go that path. Until then, I hope all my friends will stay strong and don't overdo themselves. Life is about giving all we could give, nothing more, nothing less... Do not be tempted to jump ahead if you know you can't, or else you will fall into the darkness of the pit. ~Cya!~

No work... for how many days?

Just received a call today from my company saying I don't need to go for work these couple of days... no, I'm not fired! It's just that one of the PC in the office is down, and you know how important is a PC to a Graphic Designer. So the guy will be using my PC until his is fixed, and then the company will call me back to continue my training. Oh well, holidays for a few days then...! And just in time, cause I need to do the freaking 3D animation project which is due next Monday, and I couldn't possibly finish it if I work the next 4 days! :P

Eating in the office...

Here I am, all alone eating bread in the office... Wanted to save some money and diet at the same time. Plus, I don't want to eat together with the damn AD (he is AD, not CD, my mistake). So I untung 3 things at one go, thats y I prefer eating alone in the office, haha... In the office somemore can play internet without anyone watching, and write my blog like I'm doing it now... So free, alone... well, sometimes I do feel the loneliness, but there are my songs to teman me and the internet too. Maybe I will go CC and chow kei today? Waste RM2 but saved RM4... good deal wat, LOL :P

Life at work... vol 2

TUUT la... today my prject kena tuut n rejected again, so tuut tuut tuut la... as days passed by, the amount of tuutness semakin banyak. I wonder how much more tuut I can take before I tuut the tuut tuut tuut back at them...! SO TUUUUT!!!

In the end, feeling sooooooo down, I reward myself with a nice A&W waffle and a single scoop ice-cream root beer. Ahhh... feels much better. Done a lot of thinking as I sit alone, enjoying my meal and looking outside the window. Will my life really end up like this in the future? Oh tuut tuut, I don't want this tuut tuut life in the future!!!! ARGGGHH!!!!!!

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Rainy days...

Uhh... lately keep on raining, and I'm not at home to enjoy it! The office is already cold, with the rain outside, I feel even more cold!! Brrrr... Lucky I drank coffee just now, now I'm wide awake. Long time no make coffee, accidentally put two whole spoon of nescafe into my cup, *OMG! SO PAHIT!!*... so after drank a few gulps, throw the rest into the drain. What a waste... but I don't want to force myself and in the end might end up fever tomorrow, lol.

Oh, yesterday started to play forums in the office... yeah, bad me... but cause the office is not giving me my pay (until now), so might as well waste their resources as my 'payment', wahahaha...! Sot like Daniel liao, lol... :P

~Scold me for not forgetting you, broke my heart for not accepting me... yet, I still madly in love with you. Call me a lovefool, but I will rise and free myself from your grasp, one day, someday...~ JIL Words of Wisdom

Life at work... vol 1

Argh... I know work is hard, but not THIS hard. Ideas rejected, deadline on the neck, look at the computer LCD screen 24/7. OMG, is this really what I will do for the rest of my life??!? Yes, no doubt... T_T

Tomorrow going to stayover at fren's house, so will be feeling better a bit gua. Didn't expect 'her' to go too, cause she is usually busy with her worklife and I thought entertainment is not that important to her. She works on Merdeka too, for crying out loud... Oh what the heck, she is our fren too, so calling her go is just normal. Guess I have to act 'normal' in front of her tomorrow too. Hard, but gotta swallow it. Adrenaline pumping, heart rushing, eyes key into her... but gotta resist it. It's do or die! For honour...!! Hiyeah...!!! (lol, wth am I saying?!?)

Sry for updating lesser and lesser cause I am just TOO busy... becoming a robot like Daniel soon, sigh...! Somebody help me! Argh!!! >.<

Tomorrow work, second week...

Ah, so fast past 3 days... and my 4 days work starts again soon. Well, I'm not really bored of working there, but not that happy either. Maybe cause my 2 friends are not so 'friendly', so when I go to work and back, I usually slept in the car. They keep on chatting and think I'm an invisible man. So sad, so mad... -_-;

Lucky my work place collegues are nice and friendly, I am more friendly with them than with my school mates... imagine that! That's why I stick with them after lunch as they sit, chat and jokes around before going back to the office. It's better to stick with the pros right? :P

Wah, now have to do a small project but asap, cause they are giving us training to see how fast we can finish it in time. I hope I can finish it faster than the 2 of them! I will, I must, I can! ^^;

Four days of 'work' finally done...

Ahh... Sat is here at last. So damn busy the past week, have to go for class, then work at Cheras Plaza, endure traffic jam (and lost in traffic), do new stuffs (and learn) plus meet new working collegues. The working life is quite bad, as expected...

First day, I was assigned to sit with the 'big boys' while my two other fren sit in another section which is new and only got 1 guy stationed there. Oh well, the two r frens and they dont mix with me much (although I tried, but man... some ppl r just freaking unsociable and arrogant!). I was quite 'untung' cause the guy in charge of me sit just next to me, while the 2 fren is under another guy, who sits in front of me. We then are assigned to do some logo design. The day end with only 1 of my logo need 'improving' while the other 2 has no news whatsoever. Happyla...! ^^

Second day... Life getting more bored when we still sit and do the damn logo. Think until want to explode liao, still doing the same thing. Later our work are evaluated and all my works need to be 'changed', AGAIN... SIEN!! -_-

Third day... Given new project, do cover design (front and back) for an annual report. New stuff, so okla... not boring anymore. At the end of the day my work need to 'change' again, while the 2 is OK and need a bit chg only! Argh... Only then I realised, my work is changed a million times because one person like me do a way, then another like me do ANOTHER way... SO who's WAY is right!!?! SUPER SIEN...!!!!! >(

Forth day, yesterday, last day of the week... Still doing the cover when suddenly we are given a new task. To do the layout and design, of the inside! So we need to do a part of the annual report, using Indesign. Omg... I dont know how to use it liao, so long didn't touch Indesign! Luckily some senior teach us how, and we slowly become good again. It's a wonderful feeling to be able to learn something new, isn't it? LOL... The day ends and we say goodbye to our collegues. Until next Tuesday!

So what do I learn after working for 4 days? Well... working is hard, mostly stressed and not fun... but sometimes interesting too. The funny ppl (GD ppl is weird, like Daniel, lol!) in my office is also a motivation for me to learn and work in a stress-free environment. Next week I will continue learn new stuffs AND decorate my table. Wonder what should I put next to me, so I can see it everyday, for 4 days? Hmmmm...

Start school on Monday, work on Tuesday...

Ah, the time have finally come... My vacation is going to a halt, and I will start my studies and practical next week. By then, my only free time is on weekends. So, like those who's working (LY, YB, Daniel, etc) my blog will soon be updated more and more LESS. What to do, I need to do my final year project, work like a dog and try to relax at the same time. Sigh... :'(

Hope my working place isn't as scary as most GD companies... where u work like a dog, think of ideas until your head explode, ideas rejected until you want kill yourself, OT like siao and no extra maney paid AND you need to go back work early the next day! Robot meh? LOL...

The interview has been done, and the verdict is...

Yesterday, finally... Took LRT, then bus and walk as fast as I could to the Cheras Plaza and reach there at 9 sharp... then only I realized the meeting was at 10am! OMG... nevermind, so I sit there, read my Sun newspaper, see TV (got astro wa lai toi there!) and a magazine... Near 10am, the 2 more MIA student came. It was a boy and a girl. Then the CD ask 3 of us to take turns and go in meet the Managing Director one by one.

The girl go in first, followed by me then the other boy. In the room, alone with the MD, it was not so scary but serious. I think he was the only one who dress up formal in the whole work place. He talk to me the rules of working in the office (does that means... YES! I'M ACCEPTED!!). Also the works are P&C, we need to have the spirit to do any work handled to us at anytime, etc. It was not easy, but I take it as a challenge and will do my best! :P

After the 3 of us are done, we are allowed to go back. My 2 new MIA friends send me home until in front of MIA. Then I took a taxi home and spread the good news to my family. Now all I left to do is buy my new this weekend and I can get ready for my new 'lifestyle' next Tuesday. ^^

Went for my first interview as a GD trainee yesterday...

Yup, the long wait has finally ended... I keep on feeling uneasy because of the interview, and now that it's gone, I feel like I could fly once more! lol... Dany send me there and reach 15min earlier, lucky no late cause he need to do something before that. When I went it, I was greeted by a leng lui. But I was shocked that the Creative Director, who should interview me, took EL (emergency leave)! But she still invited me in and I sit and waited in the meeting room. Later a nice guy, the Art Director, came in and he do the interview with me instead. He was a kind and nice guy, luckily... so I don't feel 'gelabah' and it went on pretty smoothly. We chatted for a while (on what its like to work there, the req. and stuffs etc.) and I left after the 20 min interview. He say he will call me in 2-3 days to let me know if I will be successful or not... Fuh!

Then today the Creative Director called me and asked me to go to the office again, next Monday. So Fast!?! I was stupid to ask if she could delay the meeting from 10am to 11am (LOL) and she said I need to come by hook or by crook at 10am, cause the boss wants to see me. HA!?! THE BOSS!?? Urgh... just enjoyed freedom and no need to worry cause the work starts on 1st August (if accepted) and now I need to worry again what will happen next Monday, when I will see the ganas (through her voice) Creative Director AND her BOSS!!! Sigh... "Welcome to the cruel world of working people! (youngbrat voice)" T_T

Will be busy...

Sorry for not updating for quite some time. Busy lately with school... and I was asked for an interview with a Graphic Design company near Leisure Mall next Tuesday...! AND I need to present my portfolio to the Creative Director too, which I havent even started now! So will be busy preparing for the BIG day (my 1st time interview in a SERIOUS work) and if I DO get it, will be busy doing practical training there for a month. Argh... Dont know if I should be happy or scared, my first job and it will be such a serious one. Dont know if I could handle it, but I will try my best! Wish me luck... Hiyah!!