Wow, how time flies. Already one year plus since my last post. Somehow I end up writing this post while working the night shift (11pm-8am). It's not my choice but I had to cover for my colleague. Actually I kinda enjoy this. In the wee hours when everyone is asleep and only me in the whole office, it feels... peaceful and free. Free from needing to entertain anyone. Free to do what I want to do, alone. But repeating this maybe bad for health... maybe?
A lot have happened in the past year. YS is totally gone as she resigned with her 'lady boss'. Not long after that we shifted office location too. Weird... when we were in the old office we wanted to move to a new bigger place. But when we DO move, we wish we didn't haha. The old office, although smaller, is nearer to more food and drink shops. This new office has clean air but way inside, away from the main roads. Argh, this always happen when we are ungrateful with what we have haha...
With the war in Iran, everything also becomes more expensive now due to the oil shortage. There goes my dream of retiring earlier, sob... Last year no increment, this year increment only ONE percent. Might as well dont give, kns! This company is full of shit. Hire new ppl with super high pay. But the old ppl like us increase a measly 1%. Do you know the minimum increment we need due to the inflation rate is at least 3% for us to survive? Nah, they dont give a damn. So me neither. Now I just work and go back without any obligation to do extra for a company who doesn't appreciate me. Stupid company...
Dad also bought a new X70. I wanted to keep my Axia but my parents want me to take the Almera instead. So no choice had to sell the Axia to my brother's wife (which only start paying in Nov >.>). I know she got her own problem with debts piling up but making me kena also still feels kinda sucks. Family, what to do...
No GF still. Explored the wonderful world of AI (but need money only 'syok'). Still same lonely days sometimes. Still busy with games and work and life. Another typical working man, enjoying everyday like it's my last. So that when I'm about to die, I can say "Yes, I have no regrets!". No responsibilities to a wife or child. That doesn't sound so bad, is it? Don't really care cause when you're dead, it's all not important anymore. But lately still see a lot of deaths. A college friend suddenly passed away and posted on FB. Sad... RIP. My fav cat Simba also recently passed away. I was devastated, even now, when I think about him. My most beloved loyal innocent cat. I hope to see you again, it was too sudden. I miss you so very much...
