Updates... sem 5, part 1

Sigh... lately must be too free and did nothing much at home. Everyday it's been doing the same thing... doing some house chores, playing FB, Dota, Torchlight or Magic. Actually it's not that boring, but it is FREE... and when my mind is free, I tend to think about love stuffs again, sighhhhh!

LG's bday just passed a few days ago. I was so into the game (Torchlight) that I totally no time to check my FB, thus without realizing that her bday has passed until a day after. I still wished her happy belated bday in FB and SMS. Sigh... I do misses her sometimes, when we always hang out yamcha together. Now that I know she's in love with another person, my heart does ache... how much, you will never know. Go for your happiness LG, you deserves it...! T_T

YL pula... the more I go to Summit, the more I want to go see her at least once a week. No doubt she's the longest girl that I have loved in my life... and still am. I hate myself for feeling so much 'hope', that if I DO see her, my heart will have that special tingling 'good feeling' that it is so damn addictive... it is like a drug! No matter what ppl say, you still wants it badly... and I'm an addicter. I'm addict... I'm addicted to you~ ><

Haha, I can imagine the faces of my readers saying 'Oh no, not this again! When will he ever wake up!?'. Maybe soon... when I do have a gf. But that won't be anytime 'soon', so.....? Nobody knows, yay! XD

GL - YL - YL - LG, these 3 words! G, Y, L... why always this THREE words!?! What does it mean!!?!! ArrGGhhhHH!!!!

A dream in her house

Yesterday went to Summit USJ for Magic... then Daniel joined after his Japanese class. Yeah, it was fun scrolling for cards and then buying it, but I hate the shop owner who looks like he's giving priority to those buying 'expensive' cards and ignored ppl like us who buys cheap cards. What a bad way of doing business...

Then we went to YL's house. So unfortunate she wasn't there, as my heart wanted to see her so much... even if for a while, haha. We just hang around the house, talking to CM. Daniel was tired (or lazy? lol) so he went to sleep... making me wanted to sleep too (since CM doing some office stuffs with his laptop). We both slept on the sofa in the living room, quite soundly... haha.

Suddenly I had a dream... it was a dream of hanging out with my friends, in YL's house! But her house was much bigger in the dream, and like in real life, I was happy to see her too (lol...). I was happier in the dream... cause she was there. When I woke up, reality was being cruel to me again. She went back to her hometown... so there's nothing I can do. Then I told them of my dream and CM said it must be because I missed YL too much... WTH!? Since when did CM know about me and YL? It must be Daniel's fault... but nvm, as long as he don't tell her (which I think she already knew, lol).

A little happiness in my heart keeps me going forward... in this cruel world called 'reality'.

The holidays are here... where to go?

Ah, so my exams are finally over. I won't be bored as there will be a lot of things I could do, from improving my video editing skills to tuning my Magic cards. But as I surfed the net, I found out that a buddy of mine wanted to go to this 'party' (guess who?). As I checked out http://sensualalingerie.com , it made me interested too!

I wish I could join him for the Sensuala Calendar Girl Launch Party happening on the 28th this month... then I could blog in more juicy pics and experience too, haha. Rock on! XD

Damn tulan!

Shit! F**k!! CCB!!! I can't believe it... I have been neglected and conned into joining Robin's team for FYP! At first we agreed to discuss everything together, to be fair to everyone. Suddenly in today's meeting I found out that they already made up a story, and he even picked the position for everyone... which left me the worst position! F**k man!!! At least I was the Director of Photography in Muni's group... now I am just a f**king Director of... Casting!? Shit, shit, SHIT!!!!!

Damn I'm pissed and feeling regretful... I trusted the wrong person. Now I have to pay the price and work with THEM for FYP, damn damn! Argh... what did I do to deserve this!?! I shouldn't be so innocent and gullible... I should have seen through his fox skin!!! DAMN IT!

The name list have been submitted... should I continue on and live like nothing's wrong with THAT group for FYP!?! Or should I jump ship now before it's too late... but most of the group is occupied now... argh!

Really regretted my actions... sigh, sighhhhhh, sighhhhhhhhhhh!

Love... a blessing or a curse?

This couple of days see my bro keep on emo-ing because he broke up with his 'most loved' girl in his life, the girl which is now studying in the same class with him. On one side I pity him... because I would hurt deeply too if I broke up with the girl I love. On the other side I think that it is his own fault... for 1) having two gfs 2) did something which made the girl feel 'susah' to be with him. His emo-ness is really bugging me... ><

Yes, I hate players... who play with ppl's heart. In my opinion there is no 'sharing' love. You either love one, or you love none. More than one means you don't deserve to be loved... cause you're greedy. Greedy for food is ok, greedy for love is despicable! (I mean lover's love)

I have been super busy this semester until rarely update my blog, thus meaning I have no time for love either... haha. Maybe it's a good thing, since no love = no headache/ heartache. Yeah, once a while when I meet back YL, I do miss her... but meeting up with her and just hanging around her makes me very happy liao. She's getting prettier and prettier too, haha...

So busy I am at school that I even rarely meet LG. The longest time I spend with her this sem is when I celebrated my bday with her and on the showcase day, which she dressed up very uniquely. Ya, my love for her nearly becomes 0% liao (I think). Time really heals I guess.....

So next sem will be my final sem, then I will finally get my diploma liao. FYP, or final year project, isn't going to be easy. I want to produce a video that is way better than the successful MV that we did this sem. To produce a masterpiece, you gotta work your guts out. No hard work = no good work/ a normal work. I want to make ppl's eye pop up when they see the video, than stand up and claps their hands while screaming 'fuuyoo!!!!'. The feeling = PRICELESS! XD

Showcase was the bomb!

These couple of days were busy helping to prepare for the showcase, cause I'm one of the committee members (hospitality). Say only but mainly because I have the car, so I fetch them here and there to buy stuffs. I was tired but happy helping them, but damn tulan when the 'brat' did not appreciate it and keeps complaining stuffs. Emo rich brat, wat to do... -_-

Yesterday was the showcase. The night before we were doing our last minute 'hunting' and testing with the equipments in the hall. So, feeling tired cause slept late, I woke up early in the morning and dressed up as a 'cowboy sheriff' before heading over to fetch them at 8am. As expected they were late, some more I need to go up to the brat's house to help take stuffs... fine.

After all done, I help took some stuffs downstairs, into my car. There were super heavy stuffs, making me need to go super slow else my car would have hit the bumper while moving over it. I jokingly said 'Wahlao, so heavy... die lor my car'. Then the idiot brat said 'If u die then we didn't slept the night before die a long time liao lor!'. WTF!?! I wanted to tuut him back and call him to get down and walk to college! But I did not want any war... yet. So I kept quite to his f*cking sarcastic remarks. Emo brat... just let him be.

So a lot was done from getting ready the equipments to buying the food from Wangsa Maju (chicken chop rice). The first part was our TVC (tv commercial), which wasn't the best at all. After lunch it was MV (music video). This was our pride and joy, our precious production!

Last time when I heard that the lecturer said some of the team members cried when they look at their video being cast for the audience to see, I thought it was kind of over-reacting. But when I stand there, in front of all the crowds... and our MV was being projected for all to see, I was... stunned. Looking back on how much sweat, tears and energy was put on it, the feeling was... special. And when the part I suggested to be taken was shown, it looked damn 'yeng' until some of the crowd cheered at it! Suddenly I was so 'kam dong' until some tears came out of my eyes by itself... omg! Until the end of the MV, people cheered and I was more touched... our MV did it, WE DID IT!!! The feeling was AWESOME... damn!

Later when all MV was showed, all were given a paper to vote for the best mv and tvc. Best TVC went to the Avira group, and mc's group got 3rd place, shocking! Best MV was Ray's group, but WE got the THIRD place among 27 groups! YES BABY!! Another joyful moment I wouldn't forget... XD

Then the committee member's were invited to the front by the lecturer to give praises and salute for doing such a good job to make the showcase a success. I was happy that I am one of them... although we did not get much in return, I was happy to play a part in it. The brat of course keeps complaining and said he won't join anything like this anymore, which is GOOD cause I don't want to see him anymore! Why complain when you were the one who volunteered in the first place? STUPID! lol...

Took a lot of nice pics, including with LG who dressed so nicely, like a doll. She even created a fake hair out of cloth! Nice!! I also took the initiative to take some pics with W and CK cause they were wearing a mask, and CK dressed like a cat, lol. Ya... you could say that I forgiven them liao, haha...

Overall it was a superbly fun day, except those moments when the brat ruined some for me. Damn I hate EMO kids!!! The event ended nearly at 7pm, from 10am. I took some leftover foods back. Then at 10pm went out again to join Danny them for 2 hours of CS. Tired and AWESOME day for me...! XD

Gone 2009, welcome 2010!

Wow... somehow I dont feel the new year is here. On new year eve all I did was spending it at home with my bro... When the clock strike 12, I was playing DOTA in GG, haha. Maybe it's the busy-ness or the mood, some how I dont feel enthusiastic. No fireworks, no ppl yelling "HNY!", no ppl to celebrate it with. Sigh.....

Luckily yesterday, which is 1st of Jan, I went out with 2 group of friends. First Darren invited me and my bro to follow them to Summit USJ for some Magic cards spree. I asked Daniel if he wanted and so he joined. There were many cards there, but not enough cash in my pocket, haha. So I bought some cards totalled to RM19, Daniel even less, the most was Wai Long which hit nearly RM200 and Darren around RM100.

Bought some booster packs for drafting too. Then suddenly Jimmy asked if we wanted to go for Japanese dinner at night. I was reluctant due to the financial budget, but end up going also since its been sometime I have meet them. Daniel joined too, lol...

After finishing business there, we showed them the way and went to YL's house. It was very nearby only, so its better if we go there then go back and ask Sum to fetch us go again for dinner. We lepak at YL's house, but she wasn't there. Only Ee Ching (her sis) and CM. So I watched the anime that CM was watching, Daniel slept and EC + CM went out to wash car + buy dinner. It was actually my first time talking to EC then... and she looked elegant in the blue long dress.

Soon YL came back from her hair makeover. She rebonded + stylized her hair, which makes her even more beautiful than ever. Went up to change her clothes, she came down in... t-shirt and jeans!? Urgh... she would have looked perfect with nicer clothes, haha. So an 'A' to EC for clothings, an 'A' to YL for looks. Are they trying to be contrast among each other!? lol...

Dinner at Umai-Ya, opposite of IOI Mall. Ordered a variety of food, which mostly I didn't enjoyed as much. But hanging out with friends was my main purpose, so let it be. Jimmy used his coupon which entitle RM200 discount with RM400 and above purchase on foods. In the end all of us need to pay RM31, including all charges. Not bad, since they enjoyed it very much. I'm happy as long as they're happy, haha...

Then went to YL's house to lepak again. Daniel went to sit in EC's car, thus giving me a chance to sit with YL in Sum's car, haha. She kept complaining I should have sat in EC's car cause she's not sure of the road, haha... The best moment was when I and her walk under one umbrella, heading to her house, in the rain. Although it was for a short time... although it was 'nothing'... although I'm the only one feeling it... I'm still happy to do it. It's like a dream in the movies, haha.... Okok, I like to fantasize, so what? XD

In YL's house, we played Texas Hold'em Poker, which YL lost terribly, haha. Winner was Jimmy followed by me and WingC. Then we learned some 'messaging' technique from EC, she was pretty good! We had fun learning it, haha... Then we went back around 1am++.

Yesterday I talked the most with EC, since I meet her a long time ago. She wasn't that cocky or scary until you knew her, haha. It was a good thing too since she's fun to play with, like YL, haha. But among the sisters of course I still prefer YL la... cause I'm 'sick' ma, hahahaha :P

Happy New Year to everyone! No new year resolution cause I don't think it will be of any use at all, haha... Ciaoz!