Another outing, just the 4 of us

Wow, slept only nearly 5 hours, then quickly rush n drive to Jimmy's house yesterday. Yeah, I was later arriving his house, where I then parked my car and followed in his new car to fetch SG and WC. Our destination? To The Curve and karaoke~! XD

As usual, I sang my heart out with SG who chooses all English songs, my fav! Now they have unlimited flow of water, just that a bit mafan need to call them come in each time we need a refill. At RM16.50 for 3 hours singing and lunch, worthy la~! :)

Then have a tiring journey of walking here n there shopping for the girls, argh my legs! But it is always fun to accompany friends in doing activities, haha. Then we went to Murni for dinner. A bit expensive but worth the amount spent with the amount of food consumed. Chat more around until nearly 9pm and we start our journey home.

Had much good conversation with SG. Yeah, I agree that YL is not what u call the 'perfect' choice as a gf, nor will she be the best wife. She asked me if I still love her and I paused a while... then answered her 'slowly diminishing feelings'. Yeah, I'm mad at her for not joining us for Karaoke today. I'm even more mad at her for not joining us at Murni. Her reasons? None... but I already know her reasons is always only 1... "lazy/ no mood". Pft~!

Slowly I regain my senses... I think I love YL for so long is because she is the ONLY girl I see, without broadening my horizons to others. No I didn't say I want to woo SG, but there is a lot more nice girls out there like SG that I should search for, not clinging to a girl like YL that I know will totally make any man beg under her knees if they marry her, haha. Too rough, not my style. Goodbye YL, you are not my target anymore. I know the remaining feelings inside me will subside if you continue to be the arrogant, lazy and ignorant girl you are now. Which is the same attitude since I fell in love with you 9 years ago, sigh... I guess something never change, do they?

A weekend with friends

Last Thursday was my last exam, then I was finally free. Friday went to EM with Daniel, I drove. Was shocked and happy when I realized they installed a big LCD TV there, with X-Box 360 too! And Street Fighter was there... Omg, when can I play!? But no one was there, so I only played Magic with Daniel and opened some boosters.

Later a guy came, with his PS3! And he was playing SF too... ah, I want to play too! So after some rounds of Magic with Daniel, we stopped, he do his work and I tested SF... woot! At first I looked at them play and realized they are not so pro, which means they just mash up the button without real strategy. But having a closer look, they are quite good... so I asked them if I could play and they say ok. Sweet~!

Thus started my adrenaline... I beat the dude, and the 2nd, 3rd... a lot times, haha. I finally lost when I used some weaker characters like Vega. So I stopped and rest cause my hand is in pain because long time no touch controller liao. Played some Magic as David came. Then after too much Magic, I stopped again and went back for SF... Round 2!

This time I was serious. He (the owner of the PS3) is good, so I used my best characters. Started with Akuma and won around 12 rounds, then lost to his Sagat. Beat guys including 7 chai too, he was not bad, but I was better, haha... Then I look around and stop a while. Then took the control again, this time using Ken. Won another 7 rounds ++, nd lost to his Sagat again (after beating once). Ok enuf, only will lose to that guy with a 50% chance if we both use our best characters. But final before we go, I used Fei Long and completely pawn his Jun... wakaka XD

Daniel also got play and he won 1 round. But seing how keng that guy is (when he play serious), I told him better stop with 1 win, lol. It totally made my day, as I managed to pawn a lot of ppl in one of the earliest fighting game I ever played, when I was small. If I got PS3 at home, I will definately pawn that guy too, lol...

Then we went for dinner/yamcha at the mamak near YL's place. CMing was a bit late but nvm as we chow down our dinner 1st. When he did came, it was a let down as YL was not there. He got ask her come but she doesn't want too. I was a bit upset and mad at her, cause I came all the way there yet she still doesn't want to yamcha with us... what a letdown. But out yamcha session got interesting as we went into 'guy talk teritory' which is not possible if a girl was around, haha. So what if YL is not there? I still enjoyed my night there~!

The next day was another yamcha, this time I requested nearer as my parents don't like me travelling so far, 2 times in a roll some more. In the end it was Desa City Park, Kepong. I flew there with my car cause I was late, but only WingC and Jimmy was there when I arrived. Very late later, SG, CMing and YL came. It was strange... not because I was extremely happy because I saw YL, but I just felt 'normal' happy when I saw ALL of them came. YL wasn't in my world at all that night, haha...

We chat while drinking coffee bean. Then Daniel came, very late until the shop going to close d. So I proposed we have second round nearby, at that we did... in a mamak. Was suprised with Jimmy's new car too... nice white KIA car, looks like a luxury car but cost around RM80k+ only. Ok, its quite exp also la, haha. At the mamak we continue on with our chat. That night they got talk about their trip to Hanoi, we discussed on the coming Jimmy marriage and Choy Yen's wedding next month, and etc. It was nice, and it ended around 2.

I flew back, and luckily did not caught by speed traps as there were police road blocks, fuh~! Joined the Magic gang in Choice a while (so did Daniel) then went back home, happy and contended.

YL... seeing her has no reaction with me, I also did not have any reaction towards her. Maybe I slowly realized YL is really no queen, no fair maiden... not my perfect choice as my soul partner. She is just too 'carefree'... its ok, but not with the person you love. Looking at how she doesn't give a positive feedback to me, I don't feel any spark with her anymore = goodbye YL. I should not care or mind, cause she doesn't love me in the first place too! *Facepalm*

Ok wrote too much, nite~!

Long time absence part 2

Wow... after reading, I realized I was really emo in my last post, lol. Maybe it's what I have been keeping inside and not letting it go for a long time. Stress... everyone have it, and I released it here (games only help me soften it). Here goes part 2~!

Girls... actually I don't really miss anyone when I am busy, no time to think of love. This Monday I started to be free again. So I asked 'D' how was YL, since he sometimes find them for yamcha. He told me a story where YL saw a man from behind while they were yamcha-ing, and thought it was me. o.O'' I was stunned a little. One part I was happy because she 'somehow' thought it was me... another part was me scolding myself again, saying 'Hey, don't get any bright ideas here buster!'. It was a short lived happiness, but I know it meant nothing... and down to earth I fell, again.

YL... I think 50% of all my post in this blog are related to her, lol. I know I couldn't get her yet I still cling into that tiny winy hope that I could. I wish her to find a good boyfriend asap but I know that day will then be the saddest day in my life. I say I don't miss her but everyday I think of her. Yup, still sick... Oh well, I have been sick all these while, might as well get sick till I die? Haha...

Old news... like what I said, finish study and work. No money to love, no ability to love. G'nite YL, sorry I couldn't celebrate your bday (past)~

Long time absence

Wow... in a flash of an eye, it has already been 2 months plus that I didn't update my blog. Busy is the only word I can use to describe it. So SO soooooo busy with assignments until hardly have any time for games, not to mention yamcha with YL them. Yeah, I miss them, but what can I do? Some more cannot always drive there as I no more working as intern, parents start scolding liao. Sigh...

Life has not been easy for me these past 2 months. Friends are tested... non remain true until the end. I got a small group of friends, consisting of 4 of us... but the bond is so fragile, I feel it could be swept away whenever I do a 'mistake'. Very sad, but no choice... I must see this finish till the end.

I feel weak, depressed and tension. The kns lecturer keep giving me pressure... one time he wants this and suddenly he wants that. I am afraid that I will fail my FYP because of that sucker. Sigh... I hope I can pass and not waste another year doing nothing. Fu*k HIM!!!

Games... I indulge in it to make myself forget all the misery of this world. If not for games, I would have gone psycho a long time ago. No love, no true friends, my mind keep thinking of negative stuffs... maybe loneliness has really taken its toll on me. How long more can I stand it, I wonder? No... I must go on. For my parents... for myself!

Feeling sleepy, to be continue...