English, sap sap sui!

Finally the easiest exam is over. English, as expected, is just what they say 'White Peanuts', lol... But it's strange that no one agrees with me, even from those scoring A in their SPM last year o.O I thought of looking at what W wrote for the exams but she doesn't let me see her paper >.< The one question I might get wrong was 'burned'... Isn't there a 'burned' word? Must it be 'burnt'?!? X(

After that took some of my friends to eat sambil yamcha in Wangsa Maju... The outing lasted for 2 hours, which was good as a 'relaxing from exam' event. Pity that W and LG didn't join only. The Chow Kuew Teow was still as nice and cheap as last time, yummy!

Even talked about the plan of going to Genting after the exams... but looks like a lot won't be joining, sad. Even talked about how gila my first batch of Tarcian are, where 13 of us slept in one First World Hotel room! Totally against the rules and we were squashed like rats in a hole... but it was fun!! I guessed not everyone can be as sportive as they used to be... :P

Next, Hubungan Etnik... Aaaargh, I hate sejarah-like subjects!!! >O

First exam in the year 2008

Ah, it's been a while since I took an exam... The first exam of the new beginning of my life ended yesterday at 4pm. The subject: Creative and Critical Thinking. Although just cover 30% of the overall marks (70% goes to coursework), I still hope to score a good mark. Went early and studied a bit with W. Saw LG as I was waiting outside the exam hall. I didn't went to talk with her, so did she. We were busy last minute studying... I guess. After the exam I was relieved as I could answer most of the questions. Past year papers really helps a lot!

Today went for Japanese class. Nearly two week of not touching Japanese, it seems harder than usual. Then went to find Jane and had lunch in Momo cafe. I ordered the Mongolian Chicken Rice, which was quite special and nice! Although a bit expensive, Mr Daniel belanja in the end! Thx again to him, lol... We talk a lot of stuffs but mostly about love experience and related gossips. It was fun exchanging ideas! XD

What is creativity block?

As I was reading this on the internet (also a past year question in one of my subjects), I can't really find the real answers. The question was 'Name five types of creativity block'. I googled for it and found no answers... there was 'types of creativity' but no 'type of creativity block'. So I guess the answers could be these... or not :P

1. 'I'm not creative'
Many creative people are afraid to be laughed at or thinking that their ideas may not work. They think too much negative thoughts, like people not approving it or rejecting their ideas. This is wrong as we must be confident of ourselves and have faith.

2. 'Creativity equal arts'
People misundertood that creativity only appears in the art field/ industry. Actually art also exist in many other forms, that we didn't aware of. Song writters, bakers, architectures, game programmer... even weapon designers are creative people. So let your creativity show no matter what work/ studies you're in!

3. 'Creativity is madness'
Some see too much of tvs and thought that only mad people or 'genius' people show creativity. That is totally absurd! Normal people can become creative. In fact, there are more 'normal' creative people out there than there are 'super' ones. So never underestimate yourself... you may become the next innovator out of thin air!

4. 'Creativity cannot be taught'
Because people that that creativity cannot be taught, most quit studying creative fields because of that. The truth is creative CAN be learned, it can also be inspired... experienced... tried and created in the end. Like most other subjects, we must see more, learn more and thus we will become a better creative person like that. Like the saying goes, practice makes...? (not pancakes!)

5. 'Creativity is a luxury'
Hmm... how should I interprete this? It means studying creativity is not just for the rich. Even poor people can show and study creativity and become successful in the end. Leonardo Da Vinci, the super genius, came from a very poor family! And we should not be proud of our creativity, we should continue becoming humble and learning more in life to become more successful, till the end.

The end.

The exams are around and I'm stuck at home...

Lately doing nothing much except staying at home and study (a bit, lol). Last Sunday Jimmy, Sam, SG and WC came, and we took dinner at Feelings, the new Wangsa Maju one. Luckily there's live singing else the trip there totally sucked. The food was not nice and they use cheap hot dogs... blegh! Waste RM28 that night but worth it. So long didn't chat and meet them up liao. We can even play Big 2 or Uno there, nice! (Seems like a lot of 'cafe' is doing these too)


Since I no go out, takkan I update my blog with what I do at home right...? So I will update less lately, until the exams are over or when I got something to blog about. Exam start this Friday. No sms with LG nowadays, but got talk with W la... cause she online in MSN while LG hates to online. Another fact I dislike about her >.< Oh well, adios amigos!

Time to study

Ah, finally the first Saturday in a long long time where I don't need to study Japanese or go out somewhere or do project. Since tomorrow is Merdeka, the Japanese class also took a holiday, lol. Yesterday I went to take my exam slips from the Class Rep, need to wait nearly one hour only can take. Course rep memang so un-pro! -_-

Yesterday was also the last day going for college this sem. The next time we meet, it will be in the exam hall. Today was supposed to go out either with Daniel's gang or Jimmy's gang, but I choose neither cause lately pokai liao and mom have been upset that I'm still going out even though it's near the exam. So this Merdeka eve celebrate at home again... hoorah!

This morning was shocked by my stupid brother. He installed some kind of fake antivirus (pop ups) and now it's stuck inside my computer. A pretty strong one too since I can't delete it and it even disabled the task manager and some other stuffs, saying only accessible by admin. Today whole day trying to fix the damn com, kns brother!

But good thing the TV aired Death Note, the movie at night. First time I see it actually (paiseh) and really good, as expected. Having mix feelings on who to support... Kira or L? Was supporting Kira until he go kill his gf... kns betul! -_-

22 min more to Merdeka... MERDEKA! MERDEKA!!


p/s: Lately LG have been dissapoiting while W is still cheerful as ever. Friends only, I presume. Sigh... Oh, good luck to Jane on her new work next week! Ganbatteh! (donno Korean, lol)

Happy 70%, sad 30%

Yesterday was a happy day... most of it. Let's start with the happy stuffs. Early morning send bro to school then aunty to the dentist. After that parked the car at TARC, walk towards the front gate where I asked LG to wait for me. Thought she dressed nicely but the same as going college kind of outfit, kind of disappointed...

Anyway, the bus came and we sat together. As most of you know, taking the bus is like sitting on the snail... damn kao slow! So it provided us a lot of time to chat and me showing some of the locations of KL. I got to know that it is the first time she took a bus to Sg Wang, also the first time going there!

Reached in front of Neway Times Square, nobody around. So we jalan2 some more. Near 2pm, then they slowly come. With student card, we got discounted from RM15 to RM8++. As expected, most of them sang boring Chinese songs, which made me nearly slept there. Eat and drink, then sing again. LG was pretty shy like me, we seldom sang. Then followed a friend to buy a Chocolate Indulgence cake from Secret Recipe. All add up cost me a whooping RM24++! It's so expensive cause we ate 7 small bowls of tit bits that cost RM7 each! WTF... not going there anymore!!!

After karaoke, walked around a bit before disbanding. Luckily a friend of mine (which I just realised got a pocket money totalled RM1.6 k each month!) send me and LG back in his big car (bigger than Waja) as it was raining and getting late.

The bad thing about yesterday the stuffs we talked about, when I was alone with LG. There's some, not a lot, but then it was a bit too sad to even mentioned here (for me, only). One of them was when she was joking 'Next time when you are married, don't forget to invite me to your wedding dinner!'. I was laughing while my heart was weeping. Sad case, I know... T_T

Oh well, at least bday boy Robin was happy today as he SMSed us all saying thank you and how happy he was yesterday. The present we gave him was treating him the expensive karaoke and cake. Not a very bad day after all...

Night yamcha

After the last English class (gonna miss the funny teacher, lol), we went for yamcha at BRJ. Mom was not pleased cause nearing the exams and I still go out :P Thought of asking LG too but his parents came to visit o.O

After yamcha with around 10 classmates, we splitted back home. Then later online DOTA with two of my friends who says want to challenge me 1vs1 (ok, it was I who actually challenged them, haha). They was good, but I was better... won all 4 matches, haha.

Then around midnight SMSed w and LG if they going for tomorrow's karaoke (celebrating a friend's bday). w wont go because of no budget, no girls. LG also dont want to go cause donno how to go and near exam liao, but with a bit of persuasion from me, she finally agrees to go...! XD I told her I will go with her today, and will also teman her back.

So today will be first outing with LG, in a group. Oh no, dont tell me karaoke time will sing all Chinese songs again! >.<


p/s: SO ppl, enjoy ur movie tonight!

Today is a happy day

Finally finished my last assignment, pass it up and kautim. Suddenly my friend in need of help, and I offered to help. His 'crush' wants to print her assignment, but he didn't bring it in his thumbdrive. Luckily the girl sent it to me the night before, so I offered to go my house and take the file to print (but they all followed me climb 12 floors, lol). Helping a friend in need makes me feel better...! :P

Then comes English class. The teacher was giving back the journal writing and grammar test papers, and also announcing what marks our 'speaking' test came out with. Journal writing... hmm, I'm proud to say I'm one of the highest, maybe THE highest scorer among all, haha! But then I scored moderately for grammar test! >.< I scared my speaking test gets low marks, but I got a perfect 10! Woohoo! In the end I was the second highest scorer in the class, lost to 2 person, argh... But won most of them, haha! XD

Then while I was walking to my car, I saw LG walking behind me too. Not trying to avoid her, I waited for her then walk together. As we chatted, deep inside my heart I felt sad that we couldn't be a couple, for now. Then when I reached my car, I offered to fetch her 'nearer' to her hostel. She actually says no need but I insisted :P After 10 seconds of driving, arrived liao, lol. But the reward I got was she keep saying and waving goodbye to me, as I go. Even as she walk quite far liao, she still turn back and waved goodbye to me... :P

Ah, that reminds me that I even SMSed her the phone number of the house in TBR. It's now for rent, not for sale, but I asked her to still give it a try... who knows? If she stays here, we can find her yamcha more often! :P

A painful day

Yesterday I didn't have enough sleep cause the day before only slept 4 hours. Then today early morning need to wake up and send my mom to buy breakfast. The good thing is I can eat my favourite Che Cheong Fan. After that went to Daniel's house and soon he brought us to the Japanese class.

Just after studying for ten minutes, my stomach starts to feel pain. I thought it was just a little 'air' in the stomach pain, but it grew bigger and bigger. Soon I was left studying Japanese with a stomach ache and half-awaken mind (sleepy). To make it worse, I was clueless most of the time as I skipped last week's class for Sports Day. Argh...!

After 'releasing' it at Daniel's church, I felt much better. Then we went for lunch at Wangsa Maju. It was fun and relaxing, as we didn't hang out at all last week due to my busy schedule. As he was sending me home later, LG called. I was shocked and even 'scolded' for giving such a big response from receiving 'just' a call (ok, my fault... -_-;). The reason she called was to ask for the number of one of the houses for sale in TBR, cause maybe her parents want to buy it. Sinced I THINK I did promised her, earlier, so I told her I will look for it later.

My conclusion for the time being: 'w' is a very good friend. I will treat her like my best girl friend like when WingC once was. LG on the other hand... I donno. Miss her but hate her, wants to avoid her but still doing things for her... on pending! (stamp it). I'm hopeless, I know. Sigh...! @@;

First movie with new TARC group

Last night slept for only 4 hours doing the freaking group project. My group members memang 'keng'... a group work of 5, but only I did it. The other 4 was either busy or lazy, and then I received a part from one member at 6am. Left 3 that did it in the morning after class, sigh...

But after much hardship and fatigue, finally passed up one assignment. The other one was rejected and need to add some more stuffs, pass up on Monday. So Monday only Independence Day, argh...! Saw LG a while but I didn't go 'sengaja' find her and talk to her anymore. What can I say... my heart is still crushed by her words that day. If she doesn't want a bf, then a normal friend I SHALL be!

After that we 'zombies' sot liao and went to watch movie in KLCC, titled 'Wall E'. With students card, we only need to pay RM8 for each ticket. The movie was very nice as expected... it has humour, love and sadness. Totally charming but I assume most people will not enjoy it as much as I do (because no fighting, killing, crash, boom, bang, etc... lol).

Then time to go back liao. One of the reason I wanted to go (ok, the MAIN reason) was because 'w' also going. But then 'w' brought another friend, which was a boy, and it kind of spoiled the mood. Later I MSNed her and found out that the boy even confessed to her last month! Omg... luckily she didn't agree! :P 'w' is really a happy going friend that I like to talk with, not like LG that always pestering me to talk with her in Mandarin. I totally f**king HATE MANDARIN!!! There, I said it, hahaha! Wished I would tell LG that too *slap myself*

Busy, but the pain is still there...

Lately been super busy with assignments. Then today need to do another presentation. Like normal, she wore those formal outfits, again. It's the same set of clothes that I always loved. But today, I don't like it... a little.

Yup, I'm mad at her. Although not showing, I'm still mad at her for yesterday. I don't look at her that much, I didn't try to go up to her and talk to her... nor did I have ANY attention of giving her the candies that I thought of giving her in the beginning of the week. To make it more obvious, when 'w' left the lab, I followed her... without waiting her to leave first like I usually do.

I'm mad and sad... I need someone to talk to, but no one can know. All I can do is forget the pain and talk with 'w', which makes me happier and forget about her. I will try to forget about this 'illusionary' thing I thought was 'love'. You don't love a person if you hint to him you don't want a bf... you don't love a person if you tell him your dad don't like it, and you agrees with it. Tsk, tsk... hopeless!!!


P/S: After tomorrow will be free liao! Then exam coming... >.>