The days of hardship is coming... soon!

Oh no... what I feared the most is finally approaching. MSNed with my friend and he asked if I like LG. From the conversation I found out a lot of things that is shocking. Looks like some of my friends are 'discussing' if I like LG or not, behind my back. Luckily that friend told me that so I can be 'prepared' for any 'attacks'. Earlier they even suspect me of liking 'Penang girl' (her name is SF)! Then they were clueless why I shifted to LG... Omg, the sweatness! -_-;

I told her I do 'like' her, but must keep it a secret cause I don't want to scare her away. We still have a long way to go and she's busy this semester with her club activities. Hope I can 'control' and not create more suspicion among them, but that's so hard to do... I want to talk to her so much! >.<'

I am on the move... a little

Today finally first time wear fully formal and went to do presentation for HE in the morning. Luckily finished the powerpoint in 2 hours else die kao kao. As expected my presentation suck big time because all the data I only got it from the internet 2 hours earlier... but still, our team managed to be the first group that don't need to do any redo! So happy, the nightmare finally over (I'm damn stage fright that I got chest pain when waiting for my turn to present!)...

So to celebrate the occasion, went out with a group of friends to BRJ eat, then to Jusco where they go to the arcade center and play a lot of games that were actually meant for kids. Wow, sporty bunch of fellows...! After that go back for lecture and saw 'her'. I asked where she was sitting and sat behind her.

I felt a little guilty as my friend, who was waiting for me outside the lecture hall earlier, wanted to sit with me. But when he saw the girl and me wanting to sit there, he sat another place with another friend (smart dude!), saying the place is too 'bright', swt... So I chat with LG a while and sometimes I'm still too shy to look her in the eyes when she is looking at me *slap*.

Man, I need to cure my shyness before it gets worse...! >.<

I was NEARLY suspected

Monday was a good day. I sit next to her (there was an empty sit in between) and we chat about a lot of stuffs. Actually, I was trying to hear what the lecturer was trying to say (it IS a lecture at that time) but she keep ask me this, talk to me about that... in the end (to not spoil her mood) I also joined in the conversation. Lasted nearly one hour, just the two of us talking to each other... not bad, haha.

Tuesday wasn't that good cause there was only one class and she was busy inputting numbers into her hp (she is DAMN busy with her sosial club, sigh)...

Today slept for 3 hours doing assignments... In college, I was shocked to see her drawing of the eagle was very nice. Even a friend of me said it was fantastic. Then I chat to her this and that like normal. And when I go back to my friends (after class), he asked if I liked her... WTH!? Being me, of course I denied, haha...

Later, as I was hanging out with my friends to do work, I was stupid enough to tell them some other stuffs about her (like she went back to her hostel to do her art work before coming back for the next class), and they 'suspect' me even more... But I said 'nola, nola... don't merepek lah', and it cooled them down... -_-'' But for how long?

Although I'm in the process of wooing her, I still have my doubts and disbeliefs... Will it sail smoothly from here on... or is this another nightmare waiting to be happened? I can't be sure, and I won't know until the finalle comes. What I can do is wait for tomorrow and 'action' more... but tomorrow I got tennis exam and HE presentation on Friday! Sigh, sigh...!! >.<


P/S: She plays the keyboard, in a band (consist of her family members) and sometimes jam for her cousins... now how cool is that!?! O.O And she STILL wants me to talk to her in Mandarin (to improve me) and she talk to me in Cantonese (to improve herself). Very... hardworking girl! ^^;

Happy Bday to Daniel...!

To mess with me is like... hey, I look so cool, you also want to mess with me ka?!? Cha dou...

No need to thank me for the 'awesome' picture... It's my bday present to you (better than treat you Dota, right?) lol... To top it up a notch, here's a poem for Mr Danny!

D is for the dude he is, good and... strange,
A is anxiety that he is having... for a cute Japanese gf,
N is for not in time, which u should cure!
I is international fame that you are craving so much to be,
E is for entai... hey, no H there! XD
L is lasting, which your friendship I will always treasure... (so belanja me more, lol)


See, I busy also waste so much time to do this for you. Don't give me alasan forget when my bday come! Happy Birthday and wishing you will get that 'girl' ASAP! ~Sayonara~

To Foong Yei

Dear Foong Yei,

Daniel said you wanted to apologize to me, but I should be the one apologizing. Looking back at my old post, I felt embarrassed that you read it. It wasn't mean to criticize you or whatever, it's just that me 'expressing' my sadness and dissatisfaction at that time. I treat this blog as a diary thus I will write whatever I feel or think when the time comes. I hope we can still be friends and forget the past. I'm not mad at you, don't worry! Wishing you happiness and joy over there, thx for visiting!


Jason Soh

First attempt nearly succeeded

Today after lecture I saw her then asked her if she ate already, she said no. Then I asked her if she want to join us for lunch. She thinks a while, then said ok. So we move out near the entrance of the college to see who wants to join us go eat at TBR too.

But then we realised most are either going home or ate liao. Left me and my boys gang (4 boys), I think she feel embaressed. I also understand why she feel like that, cause one of my friend also asked 'She joining us??', thus scaring her away. So then she changed her mind and say going back to her hostel... sigh >.<

Oh well, at least she said ok for half way... I think I should have asked her for lunch, just the two of us... but then it may seem a bit too 'rush' and fast. Maybe later, sometime in the future, I will do that..... depends on the situation!

A day in college... part 1

Today smsed her for fun, for the first time. I asked her why she didn't come for lecture, and she explained that she did the project wrongly and went to print it again. Then I said ok, and that's the end... pretty lame and boring, sigh!

This morning a group of busybody girls went to take a peak at the tennis coach's book, which also wrote our IC numbers. Then they asked me if I am 2*, and I said yes... then they said I dont look like it at all. *tuut* betul... so damn nosy girls!

Then a classmate of mine took my picture and PSed it, putting my face on some Naruto characters. Somehow it looked pretty good, and they said I look cute in the picture -_-; Then they got snap more photos... no homework to do ka? >.>

Finally got her hp number

Yesterday went to Jusco with my friends cause it was damn hot and we got 4 hours break. Then suddenly they got the urge to buy lolipops, 'Chupa Chups'... at first I don't want to buy it, but then I suddenly thought of buying it for LG, so I bought one and keep it. Sadly after that we got class and there was some presentations, including her. I was busy video recording everybody and when the class was over, she was gone!

Today also nearly no talk to her because we didn't sit near to each other. But then I took the initiative and went to sit near her because I was late into the lecture hall and need some notes. So we started talking then... I found out his dad got mix blood (Hokkien and Hakka) and his grandfather got even MORE mix blood (baba nyonya, portugis, etc.). Wow... that's suprising. She reminds me of another friend, Jolene, whose family background has a lot of mix blood too.

Anyway, in another class, I went to see what's she talking with some other friends. After finished, I asked for her h/p number, and she gave it to me. It's 012, not 016... aiyah! Then she ask back for my h/p number. Looks like if I were to call or sms her in the future, it won't be cheap! >.<


P/S: When you are repeatedly misunderstood as 18 and your younger brother looks like your older brother (a lot of times), it can be a little bit... annoying.

Tag Bahasa

Ditag oleh Janice, pertama kali buat tag dalam BM... biarlah, lol XD

Survey ini perlu dijawab dalam Bahasa Malaysia.


7 fakta tentang saya

1. Saya seorang pemalu.
2. Saya suka cinta.
3. Malangnya saya belum pernah bercinta.
4. Baru-baru ini terdapat sedikit bukti bahawa saya berpeluang bercinta.
5. Tetapi saya masih belum yakin peratusnya berapa...
6. Oleh itu saya akan berusaha menjadi orang yang rajin dan tabah.
7. Demi saya, demi masa depan saya...!


7 perkara menakutkan saya

1. kehilangan orang yang tersayang
2. lipas
3. tinggi
4. gangsters
5. pembunuh
6. perkara yang memalukan
7. tiada kawan


7 lagu buat masa sekarang

1-7 berbagai-bagai lagu dan sangat rawak (random)


7 perkara yg saya sebut

1. lol
2. swt
3. haha
4. huh?
5. really?
6. ...
7. love


7 perkara yang amat bernilai

1. cinta
2. keluarga
3. kawan kawan
4. kenangan
5. gambar
6. barang peribadi saya
7. hadiah dari keluarga/ kawan


7 "pertama kali" dalam hidup saya

1. dicinta (mungkin)
2. disalah-sangka berusia 18 tahun
3. belajar pada usia yg 'tidak' muda
4. mengalir air mata demi seorang perempuan
5. marah pada seorang kawan lama (untuk jangka masa lama)
6. menang sebuah telefon bimbit
7. bermain tennis untuk sukan ko-korikulum


7 org yg bertuah untuk menaip tag in dalam Bahasa Malaysia

1. Daniel
2. David
3. Satkuru
4. Michie
5. YB
6. LY
7. Pinksterz!


Buat jangan tak buat... jika tidak awak akan mimpikan saya setiap malam! LOL

A conversation with LG - Part 1

Me: So when did you came back from PD?
LG: Err... on Sunday!
Me: Oh... so did you bought any Seremban Siew Pau back?
LG: But I don't live in Seremban...
Me: PD mah... near Seremban mah.....
LG: Don't have wor. But wait...! (search her bag for something)
Me: (Oh no, dont tell me she's gonna...)
LG: Here! Still hot with smokes coming out! (pass me a drawn picture of a hot steaming Seremban Siew Pau)
Me: Oh, haha... this must be very valueble! :) (I know she'll do that)
LG: XD


I can see that I need to be more creative when talking with her... cause she's trying hard to impress me too... :P

Tiring day

Yesterday sleep at 2am, then today woke up at 7.30am... memang tak cukup sleep! But tak cukup sleep also must go... cause going there to celebrate my good old friends bdays, which is WingC, Sam, YL and Daniel. But then Daniel couldn't come, so considered last night celebrate d... haha

Reached LRT Tmn Bhg at 9.40am, then Jimmy came at 10. Terus go Sunway Pyramid, and we were early. So took some pics, see some stuffs, then go and register for the karaoke RedBox at 11. Soon SG and CM joined us, followed by Oon and Sam. YL no come cause she doesn't like to sing (swt)...

We sang our hearts out, but the food was really TOO little... bloody money suckers! There's a new option where we add RM2 to make our drinks 'large', but thats it. Expensive, the soup sucks (although freeflow) and they stop our singing time earlier than normal! If it's not because it's near YL's house, I would have definately chosen the Pavilion's Redbox!

After that we split up in different cars and head over to YL's house. Watched Apocalyso, which is full of violence and gore (but very nice!). Then head out to Asia cafe. YL no join again, said lazy and not feeling well... -_-

It was a nice place, but not sure about the name of the place. Sam called a new seafood dish, which I dont eat and SG cant eat. But it was funny how they ate it. You need to 'suck' it to eat it's inside. Pretty disgusting, if you ask me...! XD

Then we all departed, Jimmy sent me to LRT Tmn Bhg and I reached Wangsa around 9pm. A really enjoyable day, too bad Daniel and YL can't join us. Oh well... next time (or year) then! :P