Saturday night fever

Yesterday should go KLCC at ten, but reached at 11am. Late because need to wait my family which is going over to my aunt's house. Anyway, went to the Gallery Petronas again. This time with a letter which permits us to take pictures to conduct our projects.

Inside, we took photo in a perspective way, which is from left to right, cannot front view. Why? That's the rule... maybe because they scare we copy and sell an artificial one outside. Saw another group there doing the same project like we are. Even taking a picture of yourself standing next to the picture is prohibited... strange.

After kaotim, take lrt and then taxi back home. Cut hair and sleep... then suddenly got a call from Jimmy to go yamcha at Steven Corner (Setapak) at night. So I agreed, since Daniel or Sam can fetch me and my mom went over to cousin's place.

Daniel was late, so Sam came and fetched me from my house along with YL, WingC and Jimmy. I showed the way to Steven Corner. After parking the car, Jimmy got the urge to go buy some 'fan pan' DVDs, so we followed. Poor David and Daniel then have to wait for us as we browse through the DVDs (movies).

Then sit in Steven corner, ordered some drinks and chit-chatted. After quite a long time, YL seems a bit 'tougher', maybe because she was wearing a jacket and she doesn't dye her hair anymore. Then I accidentally brought up the question if she took back her RM50 that she left with Sam last time. After taking back the money, she belanja us, haha... thx WingC!

Then we went for snooker, which is just beside the building, top floor. It was hilarious as all of us are noobs in snooker. But alas, I was the champion with 4 balls in, followed by Daniel, Sam, David (3 balls), Jimmy (2), WingC (1) and YL none. Just in the nick of time we finished our one hour duration, so we payed up and left (each paid RM1.50). Disbanded nearly at 1am because the next day got churches to go and we got another karaoke session at 11am. Can't wait...! XD

Confused, puzzled and enlightened...

Seem like today wasn't such a bad day after all. She still talks to me like normal and there was a situation where another friend of mine was jokingly saying 'I already think names for my children. If it is a boy, I will name him... etc'. Then SHE go and asked me 'How about you? What do you want to name your children?'. I was shocked (cold sweat) with that sudden question, and answered it casually with 'Haha, nola! Where got so fast think about that...'. It was a really weird moment (for me) at that time... lol ^^;

Then at night went to yamcha with Daniel, David and my bro. As I was 'discussing' this matter with Daniel, I learned a lot of new things in the 'love subject'. Sigh, sigh, after hearing his opinions, I realised I am REALLY noob in these 'love thingies'. Nevertheless, I know most of his 'teachings' were logical and true. I'm having mixed feelings... should I go, stay put or reverse gear? I sort of want but dowan, like but don't like. Yes, I'm going crazy!! >.<

So I will stick with my option... to stay on the line, remain with the yellow light and see how things are going. To be safe is better than be sorry, right?... ciao! XD

A week to breath

Finally after weeks of busy-ness, this week a bit free. Still got assignments but not so much until EVERYDAY also need to pass up one (and no big ones too). Now I know what it feels to be like having a 'vacation' in the middle of studying... >.<

Since I have so much time, my mind starts to wonder again. Actually, not that I'm bragging or what... but last time, I was so keen on having a relationship (lovesick). But now, when there's a chance that I can woo a girl... I freaked out! Eerie and scary feelings came rushing into my brain. I feel like it's a 'burden' when having a girl as ur gf, because you will need to call her everyday, entertain her when she is down, waste a lot of money to belanja her and that (plus SMS and calls), etc... Actually, it is not easy being in a relationship!

Donno how the heck I'm having these 'before relationship' phobias suddenly. Maybe because I see how my bro suffers with her gf... maybe I watched too much film or heard to much 'scary' stories... No matter the reason, I think I will let it come in it's own time. No more rushing rushing or chasing chasing for me. I am still a student, and love maybe not in my league right now. I will follow what an old man once said... "Let it be... Let it be....."

Adios~!

At last, a tiny bit not so busy...

Finally after Friday, 4 pm, I was able to breath a little bit more. All the mid term exams are done. All the assignments are done (left one, but dont care la!). Of course more assignments are coming in, but that's another story.

Yesterday went to Galeri Petronas, an art gallery in KLCC. I didn't know such place existed until the teacher wanted us to go there for an assignment. It's located on the 4th floor, and the place wasn't really that huge as expected. But there is no entrance fee though...

The first 3 big pictures I saw was 3 photos of Indian guys with different body positions. But then they told me it wasn't pictures, I looked closer... and I was shocked that it was drawn using charcoal!! OmG, the texture, shading and even fine details of the 'bulu' was so detailed, nobosy knew it wasn't a photo until observed carefully...! Really keng!

Since we cannot take photos, we can only observe the paintings/drawings and then jot down(opinions) on a piece of paper. It was a new experience, since I rarely go for art galleries. We even got a free poster (after filling in a suggestion form). After that went for KFC and went back home, where I fetched Daniel for yamcha and chatted for a few hours.

Talked about how the girl asked me why I dont chat with her in Cantonese... and she asked me if I want to learn Mandarin. Such awkward questions, I did have some trouble on finding the right answers, haha. But she asking those questions was really weird in the first place... or is it? Argh, I donno... somehow I like and hate these... stuffs, donno why. Love is so complicated!

Freaking busy

Still recovering, now only feeling a bit tired and can only speak softly. But then as usual, keep getting bombarded with assignments, and it's even mid-term exam week! I know I said this a million times but... GOT TIME TO DIE NO TIME TO SICK!! X(

Yesterday Sum asked me and some other people to meet him in Wangsa to yamcha and see his new 'lou poh'. But today got assignments to pass up, so really no time to go. Wonder what happened last night?

Tomorrow another assignment... and TWO exams. The damn assignment haven't even started! No sleep tonight, again. And one assignment still in my bag, although the dateline was on Wednesday... Die la!

On the love subject... one day I took the initiative to ask a Penang girl if she wants to join our gang, since she was lonely, and she agreed (for that day only). We ate together, and soon I realised she was actually ANOTHER nice girl. With an A in English (RARE in TARC), she comes from Penang. The strange part about her is that she owns an Apple laptop, but using a Nokia 3210 H/P! But good also, cause she said her HP dropped on the floor twice (the second time I saw it dropped, the cover, battery and body splitted apart... o.O;).

I even took her pic and draw her out for a potrait assignment, which turn out just OK (5/10). Why I didn't get LG's pic to draw instead? Well... call me noob, but I feel that if I do that, I will look 'desperate', and I'm scared ppl will notice my 'feelings'... PLUS her face is a bit harder to draw (got a bit pimples). I got greedy and go for the easier pic to draw...! XD

Argh, I realised that I'm really bad at creating interesting and long conversations with girls... NOOB! T_T

Girl no.2... her name is... Penang girl! XD

Sick...

I'm sick because of flu... I'm sick with fever too..... and deep inside, I'm a bit love sick too! :P

Skipped my tutorial class for the first time, in week 7... not bad, I must say. Now to rest for the weekend and prepare to die again, next week. Argh! ><


P/S: Also missed badminton with YL and the gang. If only I was not sick... urgh

Take it up a notch...

Today is either a coincidental or a lucky day, 'she'... wait, I call YL 'she' too. Let me check her name... Lian Gim. Hmm, that's a special name. Anyway, LG (not my hp brand!) and her group of friends were going to present this morning for the Hubungan Etnik assignment. So as expected, she dress up formally... and she was the most beautiful one among the 5 ppl! With a special black shirt full of buttons, black long pants and black high heels, she even wore a pair of golden earrings... I was mesmerized, no doubt XD



So, not to look 'odd', I took out my hp and start video recording their presentation. It was because I was helping my friend (who likes another girl which is also in the group, haha...) to record for him too! Of course she saw it, but she didn't say anything. I was even shocked when she comes towards me, after she presented and her other group members were presenting... but she just went by to take some stuffs, Fuh!

Guess which one is her? There are five people in this pic!

REMINDER: She is ordinary looking, don't expect Miss Malaysia here, lol...

The first move

Today early morning went for tennis as usual... Although damn tired and sweating like a pig, but I was having a kick out of it. Today only did I know I was good in using back-stroke technique (one hand) than using the normal way of hitting the ball. I'm ok in serving but still lousy in terms of chasing the ball to hit it back... ><

Tired I sit in the lecture hall, listening to the teacher teaching (concentrating % = 10%), then suddenly the lecturer announced some names. Looks like it was the top scorers for the last project. My class only 4 kena, Winnie, ME, the girl whose name is like me Ee Chun, and one more I forgot. Wow, I'm one of them!? Haha, happyla, what else... cause one of my friend who is better at using Photoshop also lost to me, kakaka...

Then later, as the lecture is going on, the girl I admired came and sat in front of me! I quickly took the chance and chatted with her, which was normal (for people, not me). Before she came in, I took the initiative to sketch a friend of mine who was sitting beside me. So since she sat IN FRONT of me... apa lagi!?! I asked her name (finally), wrote it in my sketch book, then lamely draw her... from the back (her hair). She soon noticed it, and looked at my sketch. She then says it doesn't look like her (Ouch!).

Oh well, at least we are starting to talk more frequently... that's better than nothing!

First class dinner

On Tuesday night, my classmates suddenly organised a group outing, going out to Wangsa Maju for dinner. So I called home and cancelled dinner at home to join them, since they all so 'semangat'. So from TARC I took 2 girls and 2 boys to Wangsa, in my car...

When we reached there, the famous 'pan mee' restaurant is full... so we went for normal hawker style food. There were quite a number of us, around 20 I think. We combined around 6 tables to sit together. So after ordering food, we sat down and chatted. It was a nice moment, where we joked around while we try to remember each other's name. Almost all the boys have an English name, while the girls was the opposite. Why? I don't know... @@?

So needless to say, since that night onwards I knew more people from my class. We should organize more trips like that to get more 'close' among ourselves. But the bad part is I only remember most of the boys name (Kelvin, Sam, Max, Danny) while the others really hard to remember. Oh, there's one girl whose name sounds like my name (Ee Chun), making the teacher always think he called the name twice.

Studying mood went up a notch again...! :P

Confusing last post

Ah, sorry to all the readers out there, but the last post was a bit misleading. The person in the picture is not an 'aunty' or whatever, he is a boy, ok? -_-; Anyway the whole last post was about a friendship that was torn between me and him, which now in the process of mending (hopefully?)... How can somebody like Daniel and David still misunderstood it and turned it into a GAY story? Gila, gila!

Anyway, today bump into the girl again by accident as I was heading out of the stationery shop and she was going in (with another dude). It was a bit awkward as I was speaking with her in Cantonese and she tried to answer back in Cantonese, but failed half way, haha... Anyway, when I saw she was with another guy, I didn't speak much and left rather quickly. Should I have asked if that was her bf? Too late for that now, lol... (The guy was borned in 1989, I had a glimpse of his ID card hanging on his neck)

Love is really strange... here I am, still single and never been on a date before, but as I think of the days when I DO date, I'm scared of this and that (money is the MAIN problem). Maybe I think too much... maybe I'm too naive thinking that love is easy and fun... but whatever the reason is, I wish that I could experience true love at least ONCE before I die. Sounds silly? I know... but that's me! XD

An accidental meeting

Went to Pasar Pagi today, although tired and got home works to do. Doing the normal routine, until suddenly somebody tapped my shoulder from behind. I was shocked to see 'him' there, as he was shopping with his mother too. I was having mix feeling at that time, but to avoid a scene, I just said 'Hi'. He even asked me 'Are you still mad? So long already, you're not still mad, are you?'. And I answered 'Nolah..', without thinking...

I was completely confused, feeling awkward and don't know what to do. So I took out my camera and snapped some pics, with my new LG phone. Needless to say, our friendship needs to be started afresh and new, cause I really don't want the 'old' him anymore. I didn't really speak much with him although we bumped a few times (damn the market was small!). I was acting weird and taking random pictures of the market place, lol...

So I have made up my mind. If he is willing to become a better person and throws his bad attitudes away, then I am willing to start our friendship from the beginning, again. But if at anytime he turns 'ugly' again, don't blame me for avoiding 'you', again. From what I observed, he IS changing. I will keep my fingers crossed... until I'm certain.

He has made the first move, so I shall give him a new 'shot'.....