A week to breath

Finally after weeks of busy-ness, this week a bit free. Still got assignments but not so much until EVERYDAY also need to pass up one (and no big ones too). Now I know what it feels to be like having a 'vacation' in the middle of studying... >.<

Since I have so much time, my mind starts to wonder again. Actually, not that I'm bragging or what... but last time, I was so keen on having a relationship (lovesick). But now, when there's a chance that I can woo a girl... I freaked out! Eerie and scary feelings came rushing into my brain. I feel like it's a 'burden' when having a girl as ur gf, because you will need to call her everyday, entertain her when she is down, waste a lot of money to belanja her and that (plus SMS and calls), etc... Actually, it is not easy being in a relationship!

Donno how the heck I'm having these 'before relationship' phobias suddenly. Maybe because I see how my bro suffers with her gf... maybe I watched too much film or heard to much 'scary' stories... No matter the reason, I think I will let it come in it's own time. No more rushing rushing or chasing chasing for me. I am still a student, and love maybe not in my league right now. I will follow what an old man once said... "Let it be... Let it be....."

Adios~!