A funtastic day

Thursday night was fun, as I chat with W and CK. Although we have a big difference in age gap, but it did not stop me from having fun chatting in MSN with 2 girls. Teasing W was the most fun activity, and we laughed so fun-ly trough the night. Then David called to yamcha, so it had to stop (too much of something will lead to boringness, haha) and we continue chatting at McD's until nearly 2am.

Yesterday's outing finally succeeded with the careful planning, by me, haha... Ok, not entirely me, but most of it is me. Anyway, after fetching my mom, my bro sent me to Tar Villa. I was early but I went into CK's house 1st. She was sleeping when I called her, haha. Fong was already awake and cooking maggi mee at the kitchen, which is rare among lazy students. Lepak a while then later W and Alvin came, with animes, games, movies and mangas (in her hard disk or dvds)... It was fun, except for the BL thing... -_-'

Alvin got emo (because we didn't 'entertain'/ choi him) so we stayed away while CK handle him. It's really uncomfortable when someone does that. Anyway, I hope on board W's car, which was funny yet a bit dangerous (they way she drove because just 2 month driving experience). Reached Wangsa Maju, called LG to come over at the restaurant opposite Mydina. She was a bit mad because she waited a long time there liao, alone... but didn't show it out (and subsided rather quickly), haha... Cant be avoided as she went earlier than planned, plus we were a bit 'delayed'. Robin also joined, so we ate lunch there.

After filling our tummies, we took the LRT to KLCC. Arrived, we went straight to the cinema and bought Terminator movie tickets. We got pretty nice seats, since not a lot of ppl are watching at that time (sembahyang Jumaat + working period). The movie was not bad, I was satisfied (since LG was sitting beside me, hehe).

Then we went to Kinokuniya a while. After that took the LRT back and straight go for lecture and then fetch mom and went to Giant to shop for some goods. Suddenly David called and went for another outing, just after I bath at home (after I reached home). Sent her sister to her sis's friend's house cause she's having a sleepover there. The place is rich people's place, so we enjoyed having a stroll (and some pics) there.

So we head over to One Utama for a walk. Ate A&W there. Then went to find CMing, Yling and Evy at some place to yamcha. Poor Yling got a lot of mosquito bites... so I asked her to wash her hands. Maybe I was sleepy or just 'perasan', but I felt like she was looking at me a lot more than normal. Haha... still I'm happy I was able to see my fav 3 girls in one day! ^^

Went back around 1-2am... damn tired, but happy. Thanks to the two D's for making the day longer and happier :P

First day of Sem 4/ Sem 1 Year 2

Finally the school started. I was waaaay earlier than everyone. When I have a peek into the lecture hall, there were only 2 cleaner lady sitting and chatting inside, haha. So I went inside next door's lecture hall, sitting while enjoying the cool air-cond.

Later suddenly a lecturer came in and asked me 'Hallo there! Are you studying psychology?' o.O; I said no. Then she asked again 'Then are you here studying *something* child abuse? (a subject)' I was even more -_-'' and said 'no'. Later asking me a bunch of questions (she was being friendly, but to me it became scary), she went to the computer at the lecturer's table. Then she was having some problem, so I went down to help her. I was glad in the end I was able to help her (she forget to turn on the electric switch) and went away, after she thanked me. ^^

So I went back to my lecture hall, and there are 2-3 students there already. Later the whole lecture hall was filled with my friends, which I haven't seen for a month (yeah, I missed them, haha). Who I missed the most? Of course LG and W, hehe... XD LG went to sit beside W, while a repeat friend and Alvin sat beside me. Poor Danny can't sit beside me (cause we usually sat together) so he sat in front... sorry dude!

The lecturer was Ms Yarshi which taught us last sem. It was too draggy, causing it to be a bit boring. After finished I went down with the other class rep too get some papers. While the lecturer was a bit busy, I looked behind to find *ehem*, and there was she... looking at my direction, at me! Walao, why so ngam one!?! So I looked back in front, at the lecturer, as though nothing has happened. Yes, I'm ... just a bit... curious, that's all! Haha... -_-'

She left when I finished with the lecturer's stuffs. No goodbye? Sigh... So I followed Alvin's car and went for yamcha at TBR. Another enjoyable session with my friends, haha. We also discussed about going for the movie 'Angels and Demons' tomorrow, after lecture, maybe at night at KLCC. Who wanna join (the 2 D's)? SMSed LG and she said ok liao...! ^^ 

Hope tomorrow jadi la, please... must jadi!! ><>

P/S: Passed all last sem's exam! 1B, 1B- and 1B+... not bad, but not good either... I wanted an A!

Steamboat and LG

Yesterday was a tiring yet fun day. Early morning have to go send my mom to Pasar Pagi buy groceries. Then later have to send my bro to work. After that terus bring my mom shopping in Giant pula. After that went home, play a bit game, bath then move out again for the dinner buffet with classmates (and ex).

Location, Wangsa Maju. The steamboat buffet was not bad, the specialty is there's a lot of workers and some of them will barbecue food for you. Just tell them what and how many, and they will automatically do for you, free of charge... not bad. With only tomyam and normal soup used for the steamboat, there wasn't much choice. It got worse when it overflowed and making both side in the pot became tomyam flavor.

But the best was the ice-cream, which I don't think they serve those ciplak and lauya brands. Pistachio and vanilla with choc chip was best, I had 3 bowls! After finished eating they decided to play a game. Since we have 2 tables, the final loser will battle it out. I really don't want to play this kind of silly games, but since all have to play it, I don't want to be marked the only 'spoil sport'.

I was shocked that in the end, I was the final loser on my side of the table... and Kit (the guy I really don't like) was on the other side! Shit... I already hate him, now I need to battle it out WITH him, cis. Luckily I won 2-3, so he was forced to clip a clipper on each side of his ear and walk towards the crowd and back. I wasn't happy, just glad of not being the one humiliated like that...!! From 6.30pm till nearly 10pm, it was a really long buffet, cost Rm21.40 per person (after discount for students).

Still early, I waited for my bro to come back from his work in the car. After passing him the car, I followed Daniel's car to LG's new house. We didn't go in but she and her sis came out with the laptop which she asked Daniel to fix. So we head over to BRJ as Andrew and Daniel helped her and her sis to fix the laptop, but the battery went dead, half way while formatting the com. David joined us too. So we head over to her house to continue formatting the com.

Her new house was a bit like YL's house, since it was in section 2 too. Saw his 2 bro too. We went into her room and chat while installing Windows in her laptop. Looks like her sis likes anime and rpg games (PS2) a lot, kind of suit Andrew, haha. Her younger bro also did a little bit of jamming with David and Daniel with 2 guitars. Her bro's singing voice was quite good, but expected from LG's family bloodline. The elder bro didn't talk to us much as he went out. Overall her siblings were fun and 'bananas', just like us... haha.

So what's my opinion after nearly 1 month of not meeting LG and suddenly meeting her (and all her siblings at the same time)? Hmm... the 'love' factor still hasn't fully disappeared, but subsided greatly since I already accepted the facts. I don't think forgetting her will be a problem, since the new timetable shows that there isn't much 'free' time for me to jump into her class anymore. See her less = think of her less. And since her siblings are all under one roof, she won't be that bored anymore... so I don't need to find her yamcha that often liao. I don't need to 'own' her to be happy, seeing her happy from afar will be enough for me. Good luck with your life LG, you deserve to be with a better man.....

Long delay of update (SP reunion)

Lately really getting lazier and lazy-ier, due to sickness and boringness... while rotting at home. Nothing much to report due to just staying at home, but last week Saturday was a fun and exciting day.

Last Sat Daniel went for some run training early in the morning. So I didn't follow him, nearly 12pm I was at Wangsa Maju LRT... 12pm!? I got half an hour to reach the front gate of Times Square! Amazingly, with a little high in cost, I was able to reach there with only 5 minutes late... But no one was in sight, and Jimmy was window shopping with WingC, so I went to find him, after waited for nearly half an hour... alone!

So the 3 of us walk here and there, thinking what to eat since McDonald was FULL of people. In the end we decided to try Wendy, which was okok... and a little bit expensive. Daniel joined us and have lunch in Wendy too. WingC left to find SG. Later Sum came with his gf, and we shifted to a Japanese restaurant to see him eat, haha...

Finished, we went to shop for a 'slow cooker' as a souvenir in occasion of SP's open house. I didn't know what was a slow cooker, but it was more or less a rice cooker (or a soup boiler). SG and WingC joined us there, and all of us (except WingC and Jimmy) shared the present. Then it's time to go to SP's house!

It wasn't that hard to find, with Jimmy's GPS and Daniel's knowledge of Cheras area. We parked our car and I was a bit nervous to see how my good friend SP has changed after years of no contact at all. When I saw her, I was shocked... she was still the same old SP, which is a very good thing. Her face didn't change at all, haha. Looking more matured, I'm glad she turned out to be such a strong woman, and now a wife to Rodney.

The house was big, new and beautiful. Near RM300k to buy and modify the whole house, it is definitely a place she will be staying for a long long time. Buffet style dinner, we ate after touring the house, leaded by SP. The home + catering buffet was definitely an eye opener for me. It was ALL VEGETARIAN!!! But heck, some of it tasted so good and almost like meat, I only believed it is true when I heard it from the host's mother! Siao... really siao.....!!

Some of the food was fantastic, so I ate a lot, haha (especially the egg tart, yummy!). Sat for so long, soon CMing came with Oon... and even later, YLing came with her sis, Ee Ching. We all continue to chat and eat until YL was done. So we took another tour of the house, since the late comers didn't see it yet. This time we sat in SP's bedroom and chat about her 'stuffs' and exchanged hp numbers. Next time we can find her yamcha (if she's free). It was fun and entertaining, so long no chat with them liao... ^^

The house was actually bought by Rodney only... and although registered, they will still host a wedding dinner (yam chau) later this year, and will be inviting all of us over to Perak for the happy occasion. I'm glad she still remember all of us very fondly, here's wishing her a happy and wonderful marriage with many beautiful children in the future... ~Cheers!~

Sien...

Lately bored at home... nothing much to do but play Facebook. Luckily with the initiative (and listening to David's advice) I tried to fix the com with some guidance from my classmates. It was a very good feeling when I finally switched on the com with my own hands... a success! The faulty parts were actually both the power supply and the battery on the motherboard, swt...

But now that both of the com is functioning, I will take this opportunity to format the hard drives... since it's been ages that I have formatted it. A bad thing happened is my back part suddenly feels sore and aching whenever I turn my body, even slightly. Accidentally pulled a muscle maybe... but why do these things only happen when I'm in my holidays? (not that I want it to happen when I'm studying, haha... touch wood!)

So much free time got me thinking... why do man like to make themselves suffer by wooing girls that is hard to please or just 'unreachable'? Is it because man like the feeling of courting a girl(s) or is it because something in the genes that make man behaves like that? I don't know the answer, but I'm sure fed up of being one of them. Maybe the coming new sem marks the beginning of the new 'me'... maybe, haha.

What got me worried a bit is there will be another shifting of classes since there will be some ppl unable to make it to year 2, and some new ppl who finished passing their exams are now able to continue on with their year 2. Since my name is on the bottom 2 of the list, I'm afraid I maybe 'kicked' down. It's a good thing cause most of my hang out buddies is in that class. But then I won't be the class rep anymore... and I will be seing LG more (oh no!). Thinking about it... please don't make me in the same class with LG!!! ><'

Oh well... maybe I'm thinking too much. I will late fate decide where my destiny will be... and hope no greater hardship awaits me there. Adios~!

Boring update

It's the first week of my holidays and I'm already dead bored... the other PC haven't fix, so no DOTA=more bored! So what to do, play Restaurant City in Facebook and 'My Brute' to cure a little bit of the boringness...

And when you're bored, you sure will have a lot of free time to do nothing. So LG again pops into my mind... that's why I hate boring holidays! But I noticed how silly man are to make themselves suffer (include myself) by thinking these stupid and useless things, while girls will not waste even one minute thinking about the boy... That is why although man are born with physical power than won most woman, they usually lost in terms of mental strength too (man get tension faster than woman do, scientifically proven). That shows how equal humans are...

Idiotically I suddenly have the urge and smsed her yesterday, asking how is her exams, is she back in hometown? One part of me says there is nothing wrong doing that, cause we are just friends... but another part of me says how stupid it is to that, because it will sound desperate and weak. F**k, I did it already, don't give a S**T about it anymore. And she haven't reply me... not that I care (haha...).

I need to change my attitude since the second year of my studies is coming... change my image too if possible. Change my feelings cause it's useless... and change my target too. Be a stronger class rep and a smarter student... This is my vow for the second year! Yataaa~!!

Final exam sem 3 finished!

Ahhhh...! Finally the last exam S@A is over! Although I help my classmates earlier by posting the answers for the tip questions, I didn't really remember all of the answers myself, sad... But still I'm happy a lot of ppl are happy to download my answers, helping ppl are so satisfying ^^

After exam as planned we went for yamcha... thought of asking LG too but then I remembered:

a) I shouldn't be treating her so exceptionally good, she's just a friend

b) we may go cc after that, which will bore her to death

So since I see no benefit at all (and she wouldn't feel anything as I help her to socialize with her  classmates), I decided to not sms her. Heck, today I saw her earlier (fate has a nasty way of bumping me with her wherever I went) but I didn't say hi to her at all... and she didn't do it too. Always ME saying hi first, can't she do it first for once!? Whatever, I don't give a damn...

After yamcha at TBR, went for some L4D at Infinity... we won more rounds but lost in terms of marks to the opposite side. Still, damn fun and syok playing with classmates, hehe. After nearly 3 hours of cc, we went for dinner. As we ate, we joke and hang around so happily... this is what college life is all about! Later Danny sent me home and I have to walk up 12 damn floors as the lift is still broken... tired, but happy.

Sitting down on my pc, I opened my MSN and started to play 'my brute' when Daniel suddenly called and asked if I wanted to yamcha... Sorry can't join you dude because I was really tired and don't want to get all awkward again, sitting there and listen as you guys chat and I do nothing. Blame me cause I'm still shy to strangers, haha... >.<

So the holidays are coming up... what should I do with it?

Doesn't give a damn...

No, I mean HER! Today after I parked my car, coincidentally I saw LG too. I waived to her and she waived to me, but then I got a phone call asking for the exam slips I'm holding, again. Later when I look back, I saw her moving further away liao, not waiting for me at all! I was like... 'WTH!? Why don't she wait for me!?'... Even if a normal friend, you should also wait for her/him and walk together to the exam hall mah. Looks like I'm much worse than a normal friend...! So inconsiderate or just plain ignorant!?! Argh... and I even took the initiative to ask if she wanted to join us for lunch after the exams, stupid me!!!

But looking on the positive side, her actions really is making me more pissed of her... bravo.

Because of you

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery

Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

This song really shows a lot what I am feeling inside right now. Not all, but most of it... It's a wonder that how an individual can give you everything but at the same time could cause your world to crumble into ashes anytime too. That is why I should learn to stand tough, forget those precious moments and memories before it could really cut me skin deep... I am no one to her, why should she be my Goddess? Forgive and forget..... tsk, easier said than done.... But it must be done, it must!

Sick and tired of LG

Last night went for yamcha again with Daniel and LG, David couldn't make it as he was sleeping... haha. At first she doesn't want to go, but then I thought Daniel might be bored (or me?) so I smsed her again and asked her 'If tbr, want go?' and she replied 'yes'... Haha, I'm happy to know she is persuaded.

So to TBR we go. Yamcha was supposed to be fun, but again it was half half only. Maybe it was due to the fact she likes to talk about love related stuffs so much, and Daniel was entertaining her more on that subject. I mean... it's ok to talk about love SOMEtimes, but ALL the time!? Urgh, I think I'm suffocating man! X_X

And as expected, I hear those 'painful' and 'negative' responses from her, like hinting to me that I can't woo her until after she finished studying. Although I already knew, her repeating it over and over again is definitely not good for my ears... like needles keep on poking on my heart. Yes, I'm a fool to fall for this kind of girl. But I will definitely 'jump ship' when I found another love boat.

Why? Cause me and her is having different views... she thought she can find 'stable' love when entering the working world, while I believe true love can begins anytime, anywhere. If love and effort is done by both sides, why couldn't it last? Why must it last ONLY when you're in the working world or when you got money? Those are more materialistic type of love, which I totally despise. Yes, you need money to make love 'survive'... but 'money love' will not get you till the end, pure love will. Anyone thinks that money can bind a person to your heart... think again!

I'm getting sick of LG and her 'philosophy in life'. Although we do click, but it is like me doing most of the stuffs... and it is putting a toll on my heart. I'm getting tired... restless... hopeless. I hope I will not need to find her yamcha that much anymore next sem, since she's way too far to be invited (not like NOW is not far enough!). And I don't want to hear anymore of her 'rejecting love' stories/ philosophy, STOP IT! It's damn demotivating!!!

Yamcha and CC

Last night went for yamcha at Steven Corner with one of the lecturer, for the first time. Since I'm driving, why not add more fun? So I called David, Daniel and LG if they wanted to join. Daniel couldn't because he was 'busy' while David was out in the cinemas. I called LG, and she said she's just on the way to eat dinner with her sis, asked me to wait 20 min, so I agreed.

After fetching her, on the way she said her friends from the society asked if she wanted to join them at Steven Corner first, but she rejected them! Now she went there to meet another group... what's her excuse!? She said she will use yamcha with the lecturer as an excuse, haha. But end up they're at Station One, so she went there 1st while I head to Steven Corner.

The lecturer was really there, but he looks boring. Of course he is, since he's the 'smoking and talk about mature stuffs' type while most of us jokes around and talk about games. Later LG came and seems a bit boring too, except talking to the lecturer, haha. Soon we head over next door for L4D. LG came later, after meeting her friends again, but didn't play as FPS games are not her type. But after finished, I asked her and found out she prefer the game beside where she is sitting... which is DOTA! Lol... I told her if she were to train, she will be able to play with us, the boys... since most girls won't play Dota, haha.

So I fetched Fong, CK and LG back to the hostel and my bro back home, from his gf's house around 2am. Then I heard his friend was mugged near Tarc today. Now only did I realised there were ppl who got mugged INSIDE Tarc! Wow, those idiot thieves are really brave. Armed with Parangs, their crime took less than a minute, and they're gone! If I were to see them in the act, I will definitely knock them down with my car... those Bast*rds!!

But on the football side, MU was able to advance in the Champions League as predicted. Strange thing is only Liverpool draw then lost to Chelsea! A lot of teams are scared of Liverpool this season, wonder why they lost... hehe. Next match, MU vs Arsenal! Go MU!!!