Ahh... finally the season has come. Whenever CNY comes, I feel so happy and high-spirited. It's because CNY is the season to balik kampung and see all my relatives (which maybe can see 1-2 times a year, including CNY!). Also it is the time to get angpows... although not much, but the 'feeling' of opening an angpow to see how much you get is just... fun, lol.
Then it's also the time they play those happy CNY songs (I like listening to those songs). Not to mention it's the time to throw away your guild and eat like a pig! So soo soooooo many nice foods, I can't wait to eat them all! Also the only time in the year where I buy new clothes (I'm very jimat-sermat type, lol) and get to show it off to relatives and friends, hehe...
Plus, it's the only time in the year where we are allowed to gamble! Okok, dowan call gamble... call play 'money related' games, haha. Poker, mahjong, cho dee... those are the favourites. When you play it in a happy season like CNY, lose money also nvm! (but I dowan lose la, touchwood...)
Need I explain more why I love CNY so much? As the season is coming, nowadays busy busy cleaning up the house, kemas this and that, etc. Some more dad's coming back this Sunday, and going to celebrate SG's birthday on Sat... so busy, sorry if I don't update often!
Wishing all my readers a very merry GONG XI FA CHAI!!!
Thursday, January 31, 2008
Monday, January 28, 2008
What type of chocolate are you?
| You are White Chocolate |
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What Kind of Chocolate Are You?
Sounds like me... does it?
The feeling of being wanted
How many times have you seen a nice couple which has been together for years, suddenly break up and one of them is being 'taken' by another person which the individual has only know for weeks, maybe months?
These people who easily give up years of relationship for another 'new' person are what I hate most in a person. They have no 'faithfulness' or 'true love' that they can easily fall for another, when the time has come. Sure, maybe it's because the old (or long) couple feels that they are not compatible with each other anymore, after years together... but only after years together, did he/she only realised? Especially only when a 'new' player jumps in, only then did they found out? I call that all 'bull-taik'... lol
It's obvious that the 'spark' is not there anymore. He/ she feels the other doesn't love him/ her that 'much' anymore... or maybe he/she feels that for the other side him/herself. Human is greedy... when there is something better, they will choose it no matter how long the old one has serve it's purpose. It usually only works on things, now even human emotion can be 'played' around. Sad, truly sad...
The feeling of being wanted... the feeling of being needed, appreciated and respected... is something so powerful, that we may fall victim to it without really realising it. Power and money is what drives a man crazy, but those without it will play with feelings instead. They will find somebody beautiful, then the 'adrenaline' of chasing that person will start. The more he/she is rejected, the more he/she wants that person. When the 'adrenaline' is no longer there, he/she will soon feel boring and dump it's victim, and finds a new prey. These acts are more likely of an animal than a civilised person called 'man'...
I hope that you are not one of them... one of these 'animals'. You wouldn't want yourself being 'played' right? So why do you play with others? Always be kind and faithful to your loved ones, and your goodness will be rewarded (eventually). Be smart and happy, but be considerate too. Ciao~!
These people who easily give up years of relationship for another 'new' person are what I hate most in a person. They have no 'faithfulness' or 'true love' that they can easily fall for another, when the time has come. Sure, maybe it's because the old (or long) couple feels that they are not compatible with each other anymore, after years together... but only after years together, did he/she only realised? Especially only when a 'new' player jumps in, only then did they found out? I call that all 'bull-taik'... lol
It's obvious that the 'spark' is not there anymore. He/ she feels the other doesn't love him/ her that 'much' anymore... or maybe he/she feels that for the other side him/herself. Human is greedy... when there is something better, they will choose it no matter how long the old one has serve it's purpose. It usually only works on things, now even human emotion can be 'played' around. Sad, truly sad...
The feeling of being wanted... the feeling of being needed, appreciated and respected... is something so powerful, that we may fall victim to it without really realising it. Power and money is what drives a man crazy, but those without it will play with feelings instead. They will find somebody beautiful, then the 'adrenaline' of chasing that person will start. The more he/she is rejected, the more he/she wants that person. When the 'adrenaline' is no longer there, he/she will soon feel boring and dump it's victim, and finds a new prey. These acts are more likely of an animal than a civilised person called 'man'...
I hope that you are not one of them... one of these 'animals'. You wouldn't want yourself being 'played' right? So why do you play with others? Always be kind and faithful to your loved ones, and your goodness will be rewarded (eventually). Be smart and happy, but be considerate too. Ciao~!
Friday, January 25, 2008
Recovering
*Sniff* *Sniff* Urgh... After 2 days still haven't recovered. Hit by the dust bug (why not love bug leh?), the soft voice modifier and body heater. Yup, that means I'm having a nose that can run, sneeze that could be heard 5 blocks away, talk so softly that I need to scream to be heard and body feels like being cooked in a microwave...
The worse part is although I'm sick, I STILL need to fetch my mom to work and do house chores. Why can't I fully rest like a normal sick person? Sigh...
Oh well... will be updating later than expected. Till then, enjoy the weekends!
The worse part is although I'm sick, I STILL need to fetch my mom to work and do house chores. Why can't I fully rest like a normal sick person? Sigh...
Oh well... will be updating later than expected. Till then, enjoy the weekends!
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Sick again
Urgh... today is the first time Thaipusam is celebrated with KL having a public holiday, as implemented a couple of days ago. So, many KL people will be happy having an extra day holiday. But for me, I need to wake up early in the morning to go market. After that went back to rest a bit, then need to go out again.
Went to Giant, but some stuffs... then go Carefour to buy more items. After that, go to Jusco to buy MORE items. I'm amazed how my mom have the energy to go shopping like that, while I nearly died of exhaustion. Then suddenly David called to go basketball... so I agreed.
Right after Jusco, went home, take a deep breath, then I went out for basketball right away. Played not much, but lasted 3 hours. Then yamcha and eat a bit, went home... rest... and I realised, I was sick! Sore throat, running nose and keep on sneezing, definately a sign of sickness coming.
Sorry you guys and gals, but gotta rest... will visit all my favourite blogs tomolo. Really cannot tahan liao... nite!
Went to Giant, but some stuffs... then go Carefour to buy more items. After that, go to Jusco to buy MORE items. I'm amazed how my mom have the energy to go shopping like that, while I nearly died of exhaustion. Then suddenly David called to go basketball... so I agreed.
Right after Jusco, went home, take a deep breath, then I went out for basketball right away. Played not much, but lasted 3 hours. Then yamcha and eat a bit, went home... rest... and I realised, I was sick! Sore throat, running nose and keep on sneezing, definately a sign of sickness coming.
Sorry you guys and gals, but gotta rest... will visit all my favourite blogs tomolo. Really cannot tahan liao... nite!
Sunday, January 20, 2008
Gantz
Watching those manga are fun... yet sometimes, it makes me feel 'lonely'. Watching the main char having a nice, faithful and cute gf really makes me feel even more 'desperate'. But it slowly turns into nothingness... only a bit sad, but I can still hang on. There's games and friends to make me forget.
But suddenly, I accidentally browse through my folders and saw 'her' face. Totally not a suitable time for me to see her face, specially since I'm reading the manga. The feelings come rushing back into my heart... I can feel the urge to love, the loneliness and sadness... all over, again. Why cant the human control the heart and the mind at the same time? Why must I do all these stuffs to make myself suffer even more? These are the signs of... alone... loneliness......
I miss her so much, I hate her! I want her so much, I despise her! She treats me like dirt, yet I can't stop thinking of her! My mind told me I'm a stupid fool to keep wishing, but my heart beats faster when I saw her! Love sucks! Love sucks! Love sucks! Love sucks! Love sucks! Love sucks! Love sucks! Love sucks! Love sucks! Love sucks! Love sucks! Love sucks! Love sucks! Love sucks! Love sucks! Love sucks! GET IT OUT OF MY HEART NOW!!!!!
Ahh... feels better everytime I post an emo post. So please try not to make yourself a headache, and just skip reading the above, ok? Thanks!
Lately lazy to blog as I am busy reading an online comic called 'Gantz'. Introduced to me by Eddy, I thought it's another one of those normal action and fighting comic like Full Metal Alchemist or Trinity Blood... but it isn't. It's a totally horifying comic, added with some love and suspense. It's a story about how a boy try it's best to stay alive, as all his friends are dead (chopped, poured with acid, sliced in two, munched by dinosaurs, u name it...) yet he must try to stay alive... so he could be out of this strange world. The adrenaline rush is the same as when I was watching Heroes season one... totally unpredictable, anyone could die... so exciting!
But not all live a happy life forever... during these past few days I have been blamed and scolded for doing things I didn't do. Sigh, being the eldest in the family is no fun. You are always responsible for everything, most of them are bad. You do not get anything good in return, except a title called 'Kor'. You do everything you can, yet it is still not enough, and whenever another bad thing happened, you get blamed AGAIN. Sigh... life is so unfair!
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Accidents at home
It really makes me happy and amased that people REALLY try to read this, lol... I hope David knows the easier to read it by now
Yesterday something weird and scary thing happened. My bro went to the kitchen to make a cup of Milo. Then when he took the Milo out of the kitchen, we heard a Big Breaking Noise! I heard it and feels as though a big vase feel on top of the floor and broke. Then I thought to myself 'OMG, if those monkeys did what I thought they did, I'm gonna shoot them down tomorrow!'. But my bro said it was from the kitchen, so we went to investigate...
I was totally shocked in disbelief... the kitchen fllor (tiles) broke and looks like an earthquake just passed trough! Half of the floor cannot be accessed, as it's shattered and may injured people who step on it. But I thought to myself... how can be earthquake? Last time Malaysia kena a bit also my house totally not effected wor!
Then we thought people downstairs whack their ceiling and caused our floor to shatter. But when we went downstairs, looks like nobody is living there now! So what caused it to suddenly break itself like that leh?!?
My conclusion is either the floor's too old and the people who did the tiles last time 'curi tulang' and 'makan suap', so it was badly done and broke after it hold on for years... OR the fridge is too damn heavy, caused the tiles cannot support and in the end broke into pieces. If my bro was standing there when it shattered itself, he would have been hospitalised by now!
This proves that even the most safest place at home can be an accident waiting to happen... beware!
Yesterday something weird and scary thing happened. My bro went to the kitchen to make a cup of Milo. Then when he took the Milo out of the kitchen, we heard a Big Breaking Noise! I heard it and feels as though a big vase feel on top of the floor and broke. Then I thought to myself 'OMG, if those monkeys did what I thought they did, I'm gonna shoot them down tomorrow!'. But my bro said it was from the kitchen, so we went to investigate...
I was totally shocked in disbelief... the kitchen fllor (tiles) broke and looks like an earthquake just passed trough! Half of the floor cannot be accessed, as it's shattered and may injured people who step on it. But I thought to myself... how can be earthquake? Last time Malaysia kena a bit also my house totally not effected wor!
Then we thought people downstairs whack their ceiling and caused our floor to shatter. But when we went downstairs, looks like nobody is living there now! So what caused it to suddenly break itself like that leh?!?
My conclusion is either the floor's too old and the people who did the tiles last time 'curi tulang' and 'makan suap', so it was badly done and broke after it hold on for years... OR the fridge is too damn heavy, caused the tiles cannot support and in the end broke into pieces. If my bro was standing there when it shattered itself, he would have been hospitalised by now!
This proves that even the most safest place at home can be an accident waiting to happen... beware!
Monday, January 14, 2008
Went for SO gathering number 2
Yesterday went out to SO gathering, the second one I attended. The first was sometime, last year... Anyway, Daniel told me there was 10-20 ppl going, so I was like 'Omg, that many!?', but when we reached and went into the karaoke room... there was only 5! I asked Aaron 'Where's the others?' and he replied 'I only booked for an 8 person room'. Then I said 'Oh... okay.....' Cis, kena tipu by Daniel again!
But still, we enjoyed every moment of it. Actually not that many people better, so we can get turns to sing faster. I was shocked that there was quite a number of 'better singers' than Daniel (dulu called karaoke king, lol)... They not only sang good English songs, even Malay, Mandarin AND Hokkien! My eyes nearly pop up... sooooooo old songs still got people sing!? Totally amazed, all I could do was watch and listen to their beautiful melodies... It makes me feel like I'm in the old times, which is nice!
After jalan2 a bit, went to eat again, at some restaurant. Most of the food are like 'Fried rice, Curry Laksa' to 'Spaghetti, Fish and Chips'... nothing much new or exciting. The drinks are a bit more 'fresh' look than the meals. Overall, ok quality, ok priced...
Then they went for 'photography' session, which I didn't join. They were jumping and taking shots, and that's right after eating? Wow... I cannot! Soon we were 'halau' by one security guard, saying 'No taking pictures here, sorry'. Oh well! After that we split and went back home, tired and exhausted.
P/S: I was suprised people actually tried to read my 'Hebrew' text below... It was meant 'no to be read', but if you insist... read at your own risk! (I tried, headache struck very fast, beware!)
But still, we enjoyed every moment of it. Actually not that many people better, so we can get turns to sing faster. I was shocked that there was quite a number of 'better singers' than Daniel (dulu called karaoke king, lol)... They not only sang good English songs, even Malay, Mandarin AND Hokkien! My eyes nearly pop up... sooooooo old songs still got people sing!? Totally amazed, all I could do was watch and listen to their beautiful melodies... It makes me feel like I'm in the old times, which is nice!
After jalan2 a bit, went to eat again, at some restaurant. Most of the food are like 'Fried rice, Curry Laksa' to 'Spaghetti, Fish and Chips'... nothing much new or exciting. The drinks are a bit more 'fresh' look than the meals. Overall, ok quality, ok priced...
Then they went for 'photography' session, which I didn't join. They were jumping and taking shots, and that's right after eating? Wow... I cannot! Soon we were 'halau' by one security guard, saying 'No taking pictures here, sorry'. Oh well! After that we split and went back home, tired and exhausted.
P/S: I was suprised people actually tried to read my 'Hebrew' text below... It was meant 'no to be read', but if you insist... read at your own risk! (I tried, headache struck very fast, beware!)
Friday, January 11, 2008
Life and decisions
You know sometimes it will come a time when you need to make a fatal decision that will affect the rest of your life, and there's no turning back after choosing it? Well... the time has come, again, for me.....
Ah... time is getting closer, as TARC open day is coming soon. Should I continue, or choose a new career path? There's many new courses, which sounds fun and exciting... but that will waste 2 more years of my life. But if I don't do it, then I may regret it for the rest of my life, working like a dog and designing stuffs that most Malaysian just won't appreciate, in front of a boring computer. Decisions, decisions...!
Yup... it looks like I may change to another new course, the final one, to be made into my lifetime career. GD doesn't seem to suit me after trying it out at a GD office. The pressure, the workload... it's just too much for a person like me to handle. As pain as for me to admit, I may not be suitable to work in a creative sector as I imagined I could be.
Which course, I haven't decide... there's a minor chance that I will continue to finish my GD, and a bigger % that I will start my life fresh with a new course. This time I vow to fully give it my all, or GDMTOH! Sounds serious... but it's a decision I have to make.
Sigh... it really tires me being a human being sometimes.....
Ah... time is getting closer, as TARC open day is coming soon. Should I continue, or choose a new career path? There's many new courses, which sounds fun and exciting... but that will waste 2 more years of my life. But if I don't do it, then I may regret it for the rest of my life, working like a dog and designing stuffs that most Malaysian just won't appreciate, in front of a boring computer. Decisions, decisions...!
Yup... it looks like I may change to another new course, the final one, to be made into my lifetime career. GD doesn't seem to suit me after trying it out at a GD office. The pressure, the workload... it's just too much for a person like me to handle. As pain as for me to admit, I may not be suitable to work in a creative sector as I imagined I could be.
Which course, I haven't decide... there's a minor chance that I will continue to finish my GD, and a bigger % that I will start my life fresh with a new course. This time I vow to fully give it my all, or GDMTOH! Sounds serious... but it's a decision I have to make.
Sigh... it really tires me being a human being sometimes.....
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
Programming
Today finally started my first day of self-learning programming through the WWW. It's fun, like the first time I learned it a few years back when I was studying Com Science. Pity there's the irritating m-maths inside one of the syllabus... else I would have continued studying that course. Now I can learn it without having to learn m-maths, hooray!
As expected, so many tags, so many programming language need to study to make a neat and cool site. I'm just learning HTML back, to refresh my memories, before advancing to the famous PHP. I wonder how long I need to learn PHP... or will I even succeed learning it at all. Oh well, nothing comes out of air... so I need to try before any outcome, comes! *Fuh...fuh...!*
There's even the famous Hebrew text, where you need to read it from the opposite way to understand what it means (used in those mysteries and unlocking code films). Hey, I think I should write it this way to make it 'more private'. Then people who is lazy can't read it! Hehe... Until next time, ciao!
Here is some Hebrew text
I can't believe you are actually tring to read this!
As expected, so many tags, so many programming language need to study to make a neat and cool site. I'm just learning HTML back, to refresh my memories, before advancing to the famous PHP. I wonder how long I need to learn PHP... or will I even succeed learning it at all. Oh well, nothing comes out of air... so I need to try before any outcome, comes! *Fuh...fuh...!*
There's even the famous Hebrew text, where you need to read it from the opposite way to understand what it means (used in those mysteries and unlocking code films). Hey, I think I should write it this way to make it 'more private'. Then people who is lazy can't read it! Hehe... Until next time, ciao!
Here is some Hebrew text
I can't believe you are actually tring to read this!
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
And the award goes too
Ah, because I feel sien sien tei (boring), I decided to make my own awards. It's just for fun, and those that is involved and not involved, please do not sue me or be mad. What's life without a little bit of spice, right? Let the drums roll.....!
Best friends: Daniel, David and Sum
Mr and Mrs health: David and Lisa
Most 'valued' friend: David (guess why? haha...)
Preacher of the year: David and Lisa
Organizer of the year: Jimmy and WingC
'Belanja'wan of the year: Weng Foo
Most 'changeover' of the year: YL
Most 'bring me out yamcha' friend: Daniel
Most missed friend: SP
Critisizer of the year: KHoe
Most funny blog: sewjin
Most special blog: pinksterz and rabbit (retired)
Most comment blogger: aceone (thx dude!)
Most 'hardworking' blogger: aceone and babyfiona
Most 'vacation and food' blogger: daniel
Most jokes and entertainment blog: aceone
Most 'beautiful' female blogger: angeline and mitch
Most 'handsome' male blogger: no comment, haha...
Most 'camwhore' blogger: wendy
Best parent blogger: lowyea
There, top 10 friends and bloggers awards, specially created by me. I thought of making this a tag, but everyone knows, nobody like tags! So do this if you want, but give the credits to me for creating it, hahaha... ~Adios!~
Best friends: Daniel, David and Sum
Mr and Mrs health: David and Lisa
Most 'valued' friend: David (guess why? haha...)
Preacher of the year: David and Lisa
Organizer of the year: Jimmy and WingC
'Belanja'wan of the year: Weng Foo
Most 'changeover' of the year: YL
Most 'bring me out yamcha' friend: Daniel
Most missed friend: SP
Critisizer of the year: KHoe
Most funny blog: sewjin
Most special blog: pinksterz and rabbit (retired)
Most comment blogger: aceone (thx dude!)
Most 'hardworking' blogger: aceone and babyfiona
Most 'vacation and food' blogger: daniel
Most jokes and entertainment blog: aceone
Most 'beautiful' female blogger: angeline and mitch
Most 'handsome' male blogger: no comment, haha...
Most 'camwhore' blogger: wendy
Best parent blogger: lowyea
There, top 10 friends and bloggers awards, specially created by me. I thought of making this a tag, but everyone knows, nobody like tags! So do this if you want, but give the credits to me for creating it, hahaha... ~Adios!~
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