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Ah, so long no update d... Earlier this week was busy enjoying life as just finished all the bloody assignments, then need to go college take the exam slips as I'm the class rep. When I saw LG, my feelings went haywire again, but I just ignore her like I usually do... bad? Don't care, lol

Then the feeling of missing her haunted me badly, like usual. But this time, a miracle happened... A classmate, which I was actively talking to in her blog, suddenly become a 'spy'! We chatted in MSN, and slowly, I was able to 'extract' vital information about LG from her. Yeah, me liking LG was known by almost all d (not my current but 'ex' class), so it makes my work easier, haha...

And the news about LG I got was... bad. REALLY bad...! In just one night, my feelings for her was shattered, swept away and flushed down the toilet... and I was happy! I found out she was actually a 'back stabber', in which she will tell a person some secret, telling the person not to tell another... but then she told the same thing to another person! That is why my 'spy' wasn't feeling that bad telling her secrets to me, since it's already known by many! LOL

Anyway, she also talks about opinions, what the person told or did, and stuffs to people... and it goes on. I knew she likes to talk, but is she really THAT lonely until she used people as topics to gossip?!? And I was one of them too... and I was sad that she doesn't like me for 'TWO' reasons which I will not mention here, haha. To top ot off, she's currently in love with another guy from her society. That explains why she 'dumped' me on David's bday without any guilt or remorse!! >0

Ahh... I feel so free now. No more 'feelings' to make me lonely... I don't feel bonded nor trapped... This is what freedom is about! ^^ LG will never be in my mind or heart anymore, and being a friend with her is dangerous too! Yamcha with her may never happen again, which is a good thing as it saves fuel to fetch her from so far, mwahahahaha!!!

Yesterday went to yamcha with Sam, cause he will be working in Abu Dhabi for 3 years after CNY. The only thing I didn't like yesterday was that 'someone' who called me names in front of so many people, in public! It was already bad he did it in the internet to me, but doing the same f***ing thing in public!?! I don't care if he think it's funny or it's his 'way' of socializing, I won't befriend a person who calls me name in public... cause that shows he's not respecting me. And when I took the initiative to inform him of the gathering earlier by SMS, he repaid it by MSNing me and asked me 'L***r, tonight 8.30pm?'... I was totally pissed and ignored him the whole night!!! A friend who doesn't respect another friend doesn't deserve to be called a friend, right?

Forget about it, I don't want to get upset of those petty things. So yesterday after yamcha with Sam, Jimmy, WingC, Daniel and KH at Station One Setapak, we decided to go snooker, which Daniel didn't join. Played for nearly two hours, and everyone was good at it too! Haha... Then Sam fetched me home.

These two days also bought some nice CNY clothes... can't wait to go back kampung and wear it! Ahh, CNY is my favourite festival of the year...! XD

The truth is revealed

The other blog (not this one) was found out by my classmates, and they let LG looked at it! Argh, screwed... I'm totally screwed! How can I make such a big mistake like that!?! -_-;

Finally all assignments done!

Passed ip the final assignment last Sat, then balik kampung. Delay quite a long time d, so finally we balik kampung before CNY. Although kampung is a bit boring, but I like it very much. The fresh air, the less car on the roads, cheap and healthy foods, clean water and the cold weather...

Luckily it's my study leave week, cause mom decided to go back on Monday. I like the most being there is the cheap chicken porridge, which taste delicious too! And a variety of food that can't be found in KL, Gopeng is really a nice place to eat and relaz, haha...

It's so nice unwinding there... I don't need to think of studies and assignments... I don't need to make myself miserable thinking of love and deception... I can just slack off and enjoy the environment rather than locked myself up in a room with radiation and dust... I can listen to the insects sounds while sleeping in a cold, comfy night..... syok!

A New Year with friends

This year didn't celebrate New Year boringly at home like most year, watching TV or sleeping... This year went to celebrate with friends, my old TARC friends and Daniel. We went to a place in PJ, don't know what name liao... but it's a hip and happening place, with a lot of food and beverages restaurants/ pubs.

Those who joined were Daniel, YL, CMing, and later WingC. A bit less but better than none...! Although spent a lot of money on yamcha and eating at Nando for the 1st time (rip-off place!!!), I'm still glad we do it together to make the new year more meaningful...

Then stay over at YL's house around 5am++, after hanging out with Aaron, William and Devince in another place near PJ. Slept on the chair, which is not so comfortable but still efficient. The next morning took lunch outside and hang around YL's house the whole day. Oon, Jimmy and WingC joined us too. Played Mahjong, cards and watching a DVD documentary, it was slightly boring... but YL was there, so ok la. XD

Maybe she's too boring or what but I was a bit shocked when she asked me the question 'KC... what should we call you now? Jason or KC?' They usually call me KC, while my new TARC friends call me Jason. But her bringing up the question suddenly is just... weird, lol. I heard she's being chased by someone she don't like. Good luck YL! (aik... should I wish her GL for something like that?) lol... But staying at her house that night sure bring us closer as friends, not beyond.

Dinner outside with them but WingC and Jimmy went back earlier so didn't join us. After dinner, while we nearly reached home, David called... so we have a final yamcha before going back home. He even gave me a bunch of stuffs which the one I liked the most was the 'mini sword' pendant. Thanks dude! ^^



P/S: Due to 'lecturing' from Daniel, I decided to let fate decide when I will sms LG for the new year. He gave me the best sms wish to my hp at 9.30 but only reached my hp around 11.55. So I straight sent the 'half' received sms to LG. She replied later, like 'normal'... but I don't really care. I will not waste another feeling for someone like her anymore, thus a normal friend is what we will be... (ATTN: normal doesn't mean always go out yamcha with her, David and Daniel! lol)

Living as a human is complicated

Just finished yamcha with Daniel, Devince and Jane at Steven Corner Pandan Indah... Very weird, cause usually Daniel won't go so late as Sunday morning got church. But still go cause Jane got a 'problem', haha... Moved at 11pm, ended around 4am, siao!

Talk about a lot of stuffs (although most of the time I just do the listening), but mostly on love and relationships. From what I heard, I can summarize that girls are greedy, boys are egoistic... in some way or another. Of course, not all are like that, but MOST are, haha. So why do I say that? Here are some examples:-

Girls- Love companionship, friendship, love-ship, outings, gifts, praises and the list goes on. But boys misunderstood most of these 'greediness' as love, thus in the end the boy will get hurt, thinking the girl love him. Actually she just like going out with him...

Boys- Damn egoistic, thinking they need to show power, pride, money, security and etc to girls in order to win their heart. But they didn't know that sometimes they are being used, and sometimes the girl don't feel anything at all no matter how much you do for her. Thus you can say the boy is digging his own grave for not knowing the real feeling and needs of the girl...


Hmm... actually what am I trying to say from the example above?? Just to let you know, humans are complicated creatures! XD

A busy week, fuh...!

2 days ago, which is Christmas eve, only slept around 4 hours. Yesterday also same, slept around 4 hours then Sam smsed me for our group's member name and ID number. I terus open my com and ask him if he found the sounds for the animation or not. He say no, and ask me do... wth!? Say earlier la, today hantar leh! -_-;

So do until morning, then terus go college. At college he later came to me for the CD, but I don't trust he can finish it alone, so I offered to follow and help. Go to another member's house to do the assignment, which we should pass up at 12pm. Do and do, memang a lot to do! I do the animation stuffs on Powerpoint, and we end up finished the whole thing at 3pm++, siao...

So passed the freaking assignment at 4pm, which is very late liao... Then only we go have our lunch at Steven Corner. After that I immediately joined Danny them which is already playing CC next door for some SDO. Then Sam them finished eating and we challenged them Dota. Lost terrible, cause GWei really too keng liao... he everyday play dota for hours one leh! o.O'

Soon night falls, we played until around 8pm++... and mom was calling me back for dinner. I followed them yamcha while they ate dinner, then Danny sent me back. Ah, 3 hours of Dota memang SYOK...! While yamcha I heard LG traded her gift (belongs to ChowKit) which was a cup with Alvin, the host... which got a pair of RED BRA, lol...! Really kind of her. And from a friend's blog, she looks down that night... I wonder why? Of course I didn't perasan it, cause I was busy looking somewhere else... XD

P/S: Today didn't see her at all, but saw that kns ChowKit... memang malang! It's a good thing I didn't saw her though... I think..... -_-;

First Christmas with classmates of 2008

Early morning yesterday got ready and packed stuff for school and stayover at night. After school was done, I followed Danny to Wangsa Maju, where we hunt for the Christmas present that range from RM5-RM10. But soon W, Ychen and MChen was also there, doing the same thing. Haha, now we know where most of our presents got from...!


After that went to Kelvin's house where Danny need to do his CD with him, in MU. Ah, MU is really a nice place to live! So tall, the security is good and a nice view of a lake nearby. After finished, nearly 7pm liao, so hurried to Danny's house in the bad traffic jam.


First time went to his house, not bad for a bachelor's house! Makes me want to live alone too, haha... Then head over to Alvin's house. While waiting, her aunt's and Wang Ten's car came. We waited again as he need to go into the house to take some food and stuff. Then I wonder who is the person sitting next to Wang Ten in his car? Danny said he thinks it might me LG... WHAT!?


It was... and I wasn't too glad about it. I will feel awkward whenever she's around, and I thought of enjoying to my heart's content in the party! >< '

So we arrived, and there was a lot of people there including W, MC, YC, Robin, Ee Fan, Echun, Li Hong, Seven and the hated Ah Kit. We started the BBQ soon, after playing some PS2. After eating, we played PS2, Mahjong and did the exchange present. I got Ee Fan's present, which looks like a guitar ornament/ paper weight. The most funny present of the day fell to Ee Chun's present (she got my present too). Her present was received by the host, Alvin... and it was a... RED BRA!!! LOL... damn kao funny! And she say new one, just bought! Hahahaha... XD

Soon we need to go, since Danny getting tired liao. Reached his house around 2am, but suddenly he wasn't sleepy at all. We played PS2, listened to songs while talking about our 'crush', haha... Slept only around 5am, memang syok... lol

Today woke up around 10am, move out later to eat at Wangsa Maju, went to MU cause he need to continue his work with his teammate then reach home around 8pm. Tired, but celebrated Christmas happily this year...! ^^

P/S: Didn't talk much with LG cause... just don't want to. I can see ChowKit (Kit) trying his best to entertain her, so I don't need to interfere. She even said bb to me as I was leaving, and I replied... but thats all. Control... control...! >.<'

Tomorrow is Christmas Eve!

A bad time to celebrate Christmas, what with all the assignments and project deadlines rushing in, again. But we shall not let it ruin the spirit of Christmas! XD

Tomorrow my old TARC friends going up Cameron, which I don't want to go (snakey road, get my point?). Luckily my new batch of TARC friends have another plan, which is to go to Alvin's house BBQ, do exchange gift and stayover! Wow, I heard around 9-10 ppl going, is his house really that big??

A good place to relax, enjoy... and take some time off from LG. She went for her Fraser Hill family gathering, and will be back tomorrow... I think. Don't think she will be going, BETTER if she don't go. Don't want to spoil my fun cause when she's around, I need to 'behave' thus reducing my level of joyness, lol... Ah, the small little gift I buy for her originally can now be used for the Christmas exchange tomorrow! You're asking me why I don't give it to her? Cause she didn't apologize, that's why! >P

Merry Christmas everyone! Hope you will get a nice gift this year... if not, there's always next year! XD

Melati Utama, nice condo!

Yesterday went to friend's house to do Color Studies assignment. Those who went to Nicholas house were me, Shiang Teng, Kai Teck and Kah Heng. Went around 2pm++ until 5pm++. Wow, MU was a very nice place! New, got a nice swimming pool with two lion head shooting water out of their mouth into the pool... very nice place indeed.

Can't finish... but then Shiang Teng offer to take it back home and finish some of it alone, for us! Shocked to see there are still some people who is so hardworking, haha... We will continue later what she left for us.

Tired day... good also, since busy will keep my mind off things :P

Yamcha at night at Station One

A Saturday, but still need to go school... Danny came fetch me to school where we joined some classmates and other people in a game of basketball. Wow, first basketball of the sem... really long time no touch sport liao. 4vs4, my team lost because we also didn't play much basketball and the opponent seems to be amateurs. I scored the first point for my team! Lost 8-16 T_T


After breakfast went for exam resit for Tamadun Islam. Started at 12pm, only a few came. Passed with 28/50 (same with Max) while Danny got worse, 18 (last time 24) and Kelvin 24. Echun 24 and Li Hong 26. No matter how high, max a person can get is 26.


After exam teman Danny jalan2 in Jusco while shopping for a Christmas present for his 'crush'. It's happy to see him so happy in love, while I fell into the abyss of loneliness. I decided to not give her any Christmas present, since it will make me look more 'desperate' and scare her away. I also don't want to waste my emotion and money, haha...


He sent me back, played some Maple, slept like a log cause tired from basketball. Woke up, ate dinner then prepare to move out for yamcha with my good old TARC friends. When I reached, there was only poor Jimmy sitting alone in Station One, Genting Klang. As we chat and drank, soon the whole gang came. There were Sam, YLing, SG, WingC, CMing and her sis. Daniel was out at the SO year end party with David. Sum was busy at work.


It was an enjoyable night as I sat opposite of YL (she asked me over to play Big2). She looks bored and tired cause they (WingC and SG) went shopping since morning till now. Even advised me not to eat so much, wth... -_- Played Big2 and Jinggo (the stacking then pull out wood game). My style was funny, but keng...! I lost once, so did Sam. YL keep saying me making the 'tower' senget, haha... Ah, it's so fun enjoying with them. XD


Near 12am, we headed home, Sam sent me home. Although only 8 of us, it was still fun and enjoyable. Sam also bought a new laptop for the trip to Dubai. CMing's sis looks young, a bit dark and chubby but cute. If he didn't say, I thought she's his gf! XD Tomorrow they going to walk up a hill somewhere in PJ. YL asked me to go but I say no cause need to rest and do project. Some more need them to fetch me will be troublesome for them, so nvm ba...

Inconsiderate... or plain blurness?

I heard from a friend that she doesn't like to reject people, and FFK people is one of her way to reject them. Wow... that's new. Congrats, cause she did it and it worked on me. So since she wants to be left alone, that's what I shall do... good riddance!

Don't care, don't mind, don't know... anything, whatever, goodbye.