Finally all assignments done!

Passed ip the final assignment last Sat, then balik kampung. Delay quite a long time d, so finally we balik kampung before CNY. Although kampung is a bit boring, but I like it very much. The fresh air, the less car on the roads, cheap and healthy foods, clean water and the cold weather...

Luckily it's my study leave week, cause mom decided to go back on Monday. I like the most being there is the cheap chicken porridge, which taste delicious too! And a variety of food that can't be found in KL, Gopeng is really a nice place to eat and relaz, haha...

It's so nice unwinding there... I don't need to think of studies and assignments... I don't need to make myself miserable thinking of love and deception... I can just slack off and enjoy the environment rather than locked myself up in a room with radiation and dust... I can listen to the insects sounds while sleeping in a cold, comfy night..... syok!

A New Year with friends

This year didn't celebrate New Year boringly at home like most year, watching TV or sleeping... This year went to celebrate with friends, my old TARC friends and Daniel. We went to a place in PJ, don't know what name liao... but it's a hip and happening place, with a lot of food and beverages restaurants/ pubs.

Those who joined were Daniel, YL, CMing, and later WingC. A bit less but better than none...! Although spent a lot of money on yamcha and eating at Nando for the 1st time (rip-off place!!!), I'm still glad we do it together to make the new year more meaningful...

Then stay over at YL's house around 5am++, after hanging out with Aaron, William and Devince in another place near PJ. Slept on the chair, which is not so comfortable but still efficient. The next morning took lunch outside and hang around YL's house the whole day. Oon, Jimmy and WingC joined us too. Played Mahjong, cards and watching a DVD documentary, it was slightly boring... but YL was there, so ok la. XD

Maybe she's too boring or what but I was a bit shocked when she asked me the question 'KC... what should we call you now? Jason or KC?' They usually call me KC, while my new TARC friends call me Jason. But her bringing up the question suddenly is just... weird, lol. I heard she's being chased by someone she don't like. Good luck YL! (aik... should I wish her GL for something like that?) lol... But staying at her house that night sure bring us closer as friends, not beyond.

Dinner outside with them but WingC and Jimmy went back earlier so didn't join us. After dinner, while we nearly reached home, David called... so we have a final yamcha before going back home. He even gave me a bunch of stuffs which the one I liked the most was the 'mini sword' pendant. Thanks dude! ^^



P/S: Due to 'lecturing' from Daniel, I decided to let fate decide when I will sms LG for the new year. He gave me the best sms wish to my hp at 9.30 but only reached my hp around 11.55. So I straight sent the 'half' received sms to LG. She replied later, like 'normal'... but I don't really care. I will not waste another feeling for someone like her anymore, thus a normal friend is what we will be... (ATTN: normal doesn't mean always go out yamcha with her, David and Daniel! lol)

Living as a human is complicated

Just finished yamcha with Daniel, Devince and Jane at Steven Corner Pandan Indah... Very weird, cause usually Daniel won't go so late as Sunday morning got church. But still go cause Jane got a 'problem', haha... Moved at 11pm, ended around 4am, siao!

Talk about a lot of stuffs (although most of the time I just do the listening), but mostly on love and relationships. From what I heard, I can summarize that girls are greedy, boys are egoistic... in some way or another. Of course, not all are like that, but MOST are, haha. So why do I say that? Here are some examples:-

Girls- Love companionship, friendship, love-ship, outings, gifts, praises and the list goes on. But boys misunderstood most of these 'greediness' as love, thus in the end the boy will get hurt, thinking the girl love him. Actually she just like going out with him...

Boys- Damn egoistic, thinking they need to show power, pride, money, security and etc to girls in order to win their heart. But they didn't know that sometimes they are being used, and sometimes the girl don't feel anything at all no matter how much you do for her. Thus you can say the boy is digging his own grave for not knowing the real feeling and needs of the girl...


Hmm... actually what am I trying to say from the example above?? Just to let you know, humans are complicated creatures! XD

A busy week, fuh...!

2 days ago, which is Christmas eve, only slept around 4 hours. Yesterday also same, slept around 4 hours then Sam smsed me for our group's member name and ID number. I terus open my com and ask him if he found the sounds for the animation or not. He say no, and ask me do... wth!? Say earlier la, today hantar leh! -_-;

So do until morning, then terus go college. At college he later came to me for the CD, but I don't trust he can finish it alone, so I offered to follow and help. Go to another member's house to do the assignment, which we should pass up at 12pm. Do and do, memang a lot to do! I do the animation stuffs on Powerpoint, and we end up finished the whole thing at 3pm++, siao...

So passed the freaking assignment at 4pm, which is very late liao... Then only we go have our lunch at Steven Corner. After that I immediately joined Danny them which is already playing CC next door for some SDO. Then Sam them finished eating and we challenged them Dota. Lost terrible, cause GWei really too keng liao... he everyday play dota for hours one leh! o.O'

Soon night falls, we played until around 8pm++... and mom was calling me back for dinner. I followed them yamcha while they ate dinner, then Danny sent me back. Ah, 3 hours of Dota memang SYOK...! While yamcha I heard LG traded her gift (belongs to ChowKit) which was a cup with Alvin, the host... which got a pair of RED BRA, lol...! Really kind of her. And from a friend's blog, she looks down that night... I wonder why? Of course I didn't perasan it, cause I was busy looking somewhere else... XD

P/S: Today didn't see her at all, but saw that kns ChowKit... memang malang! It's a good thing I didn't saw her though... I think..... -_-;

First Christmas with classmates of 2008

Early morning yesterday got ready and packed stuff for school and stayover at night. After school was done, I followed Danny to Wangsa Maju, where we hunt for the Christmas present that range from RM5-RM10. But soon W, Ychen and MChen was also there, doing the same thing. Haha, now we know where most of our presents got from...!


After that went to Kelvin's house where Danny need to do his CD with him, in MU. Ah, MU is really a nice place to live! So tall, the security is good and a nice view of a lake nearby. After finished, nearly 7pm liao, so hurried to Danny's house in the bad traffic jam.


First time went to his house, not bad for a bachelor's house! Makes me want to live alone too, haha... Then head over to Alvin's house. While waiting, her aunt's and Wang Ten's car came. We waited again as he need to go into the house to take some food and stuff. Then I wonder who is the person sitting next to Wang Ten in his car? Danny said he thinks it might me LG... WHAT!?


It was... and I wasn't too glad about it. I will feel awkward whenever she's around, and I thought of enjoying to my heart's content in the party! >< '

So we arrived, and there was a lot of people there including W, MC, YC, Robin, Ee Fan, Echun, Li Hong, Seven and the hated Ah Kit. We started the BBQ soon, after playing some PS2. After eating, we played PS2, Mahjong and did the exchange present. I got Ee Fan's present, which looks like a guitar ornament/ paper weight. The most funny present of the day fell to Ee Chun's present (she got my present too). Her present was received by the host, Alvin... and it was a... RED BRA!!! LOL... damn kao funny! And she say new one, just bought! Hahahaha... XD

Soon we need to go, since Danny getting tired liao. Reached his house around 2am, but suddenly he wasn't sleepy at all. We played PS2, listened to songs while talking about our 'crush', haha... Slept only around 5am, memang syok... lol

Today woke up around 10am, move out later to eat at Wangsa Maju, went to MU cause he need to continue his work with his teammate then reach home around 8pm. Tired, but celebrated Christmas happily this year...! ^^

P/S: Didn't talk much with LG cause... just don't want to. I can see ChowKit (Kit) trying his best to entertain her, so I don't need to interfere. She even said bb to me as I was leaving, and I replied... but thats all. Control... control...! >.<'

Tomorrow is Christmas Eve!

A bad time to celebrate Christmas, what with all the assignments and project deadlines rushing in, again. But we shall not let it ruin the spirit of Christmas! XD

Tomorrow my old TARC friends going up Cameron, which I don't want to go (snakey road, get my point?). Luckily my new batch of TARC friends have another plan, which is to go to Alvin's house BBQ, do exchange gift and stayover! Wow, I heard around 9-10 ppl going, is his house really that big??

A good place to relax, enjoy... and take some time off from LG. She went for her Fraser Hill family gathering, and will be back tomorrow... I think. Don't think she will be going, BETTER if she don't go. Don't want to spoil my fun cause when she's around, I need to 'behave' thus reducing my level of joyness, lol... Ah, the small little gift I buy for her originally can now be used for the Christmas exchange tomorrow! You're asking me why I don't give it to her? Cause she didn't apologize, that's why! >P

Merry Christmas everyone! Hope you will get a nice gift this year... if not, there's always next year! XD

Melati Utama, nice condo!

Yesterday went to friend's house to do Color Studies assignment. Those who went to Nicholas house were me, Shiang Teng, Kai Teck and Kah Heng. Went around 2pm++ until 5pm++. Wow, MU was a very nice place! New, got a nice swimming pool with two lion head shooting water out of their mouth into the pool... very nice place indeed.

Can't finish... but then Shiang Teng offer to take it back home and finish some of it alone, for us! Shocked to see there are still some people who is so hardworking, haha... We will continue later what she left for us.

Tired day... good also, since busy will keep my mind off things :P

Yamcha at night at Station One

A Saturday, but still need to go school... Danny came fetch me to school where we joined some classmates and other people in a game of basketball. Wow, first basketball of the sem... really long time no touch sport liao. 4vs4, my team lost because we also didn't play much basketball and the opponent seems to be amateurs. I scored the first point for my team! Lost 8-16 T_T


After breakfast went for exam resit for Tamadun Islam. Started at 12pm, only a few came. Passed with 28/50 (same with Max) while Danny got worse, 18 (last time 24) and Kelvin 24. Echun 24 and Li Hong 26. No matter how high, max a person can get is 26.


After exam teman Danny jalan2 in Jusco while shopping for a Christmas present for his 'crush'. It's happy to see him so happy in love, while I fell into the abyss of loneliness. I decided to not give her any Christmas present, since it will make me look more 'desperate' and scare her away. I also don't want to waste my emotion and money, haha...


He sent me back, played some Maple, slept like a log cause tired from basketball. Woke up, ate dinner then prepare to move out for yamcha with my good old TARC friends. When I reached, there was only poor Jimmy sitting alone in Station One, Genting Klang. As we chat and drank, soon the whole gang came. There were Sam, YLing, SG, WingC, CMing and her sis. Daniel was out at the SO year end party with David. Sum was busy at work.


It was an enjoyable night as I sat opposite of YL (she asked me over to play Big2). She looks bored and tired cause they (WingC and SG) went shopping since morning till now. Even advised me not to eat so much, wth... -_- Played Big2 and Jinggo (the stacking then pull out wood game). My style was funny, but keng...! I lost once, so did Sam. YL keep saying me making the 'tower' senget, haha... Ah, it's so fun enjoying with them. XD


Near 12am, we headed home, Sam sent me home. Although only 8 of us, it was still fun and enjoyable. Sam also bought a new laptop for the trip to Dubai. CMing's sis looks young, a bit dark and chubby but cute. If he didn't say, I thought she's his gf! XD Tomorrow they going to walk up a hill somewhere in PJ. YL asked me to go but I say no cause need to rest and do project. Some more need them to fetch me will be troublesome for them, so nvm ba...

Inconsiderate... or plain blurness?

I heard from a friend that she doesn't like to reject people, and FFK people is one of her way to reject them. Wow... that's new. Congrats, cause she did it and it worked on me. So since she wants to be left alone, that's what I shall do... good riddance!

Don't care, don't mind, don't know... anything, whatever, goodbye.

A memoriable David bday celebration

Woke up early morning, wore smartly as today is David's bday! To make it even more fun, LG maybe joining (2 weeks no go out with her liao)...! So went to school early to give thumb drive to Robin and ask him develop the pics for tomorrow's presentation. LG was there, so I asked if she confirm going or not... Looking like unsure, still she said ok, so I was happy... then.

After the last class, I realised my photography partner was sick, so I can't present the photography tomorrow. I can actually, but then it will be ME doing all the work, again. Sigh... see how la tomorrow. Anyway, after class I went to find Danny, who said he was in his car lending LG's laptop to use. Shocked, LG was in the van too. Just then David called and said he's on the way, so I told LG and she took her laptop back into the hostel first.

So I sit inside Danny's van, asking him what they talked about earlier. Looks like some of my ex-classmate who viewed my blog was betting 10 lollipops... to guess who I like, LG or W. WTF!?!? How the heck did they know!? Then some bet it was LG, but LG said there's no way I would like her, saying we are just friends. When Danny told me this, I was sad, but I know it has always been like that. LG soon came, but didn't even dressed for the occasion, saying 'cincailah'. I was disappointed, again...

We went to TBR to buy some stuff for our assignments. David arrived and of we go to Mid Valley after fetching her sis from church. But as we were nearer to our destination, LG keep getting calls... and I had a bad feeling. More and more of her society members are calling to push her into going for the gathering which she cancelled because she doesn't want to go for the buffet (becoming a vegetarian for 2 weeks).

I was getting irritated when she start asking me how to go back by LRT and stuff, if she wants to go back later after the dinner. I answered... but with a sad heart. After we reached Mid Valley and parked the car, she was getting even more nervous. She told David of her problem and when she knew our dinner would be so late, she decided to go back alone to her society friends, skipping our dinner.

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Yes, I was totally infuriated... hyper-mad and so sadly disappointed in her!!! It was bad enough to FFK me last minute, but now she's FFKing me when she is ALREADY THERE!!!! Without even asking if we mind and totally wanting to go meet her society friends which she didn't see for 3 months, she kept asking David how to go to Sg. Wang. Although I know the way, I told her once... and she like doesn't believe I'm right, keep asking David the way. Furious, I kept quiet the whole time... while walking up and down Mid Valley to find a way back for her.

Luckily there was David to be the 'middleman', else I really don't know what to do. A part of me was telling me to be a gentleman, forgive her, understand her and help her out... while another part of me was superb-ly in 'boiling' mode, cannot understand how she could FFK me when she promised me in the first place, hate her for putting her society friends in front of us, mad at her to unable to turn them down, sad she didn't care if we would mind, totally 'exploding' inside like gila babi.....

But I must keep it cool. I will not let this girl make me miserable anymore. She doesn't care about my feelings, so why should I care about her? I just followed David and LG around, sounding only when the time needs. My face totally didn't show how furious I was, and soon LG was away in the bus. I hated that a part of me still worries about her getting lost in KL, when I was still mad.

She broke her promise and went with another group when we were already out, wouldn't you be mad?!? Maybe normal people won't, but since I have feelings for her, I definitely would. This will go down in history as BETRAYAL.....! Out to the planks yer scum!!

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Ok, I'm totally emoing, but I will let it stop there, since she's gone. So I go with David back to MPH to fetch her sis n friend, then we waited for Daniel and a couple more of other friends. Soon, the gang went from 4 into 8 people. We choose to eat at a Thailand restaurant as the food was cheaper and doesn't look bad. But after eating the food, really disappointed...! -_-;

Played some games after eating, chat, joked around for some time before leaving the dining table and went sight seeing... and cam whoring. Later we split up, Daniel sent his friend home and David sent us home. Daniel called to yamcha and we continue another round until around 1am.

A truly fun day, David's friend was really friendly, so was Daniel's. I was a bit dull and shy, thus being silent most of the time. Although earlier was furious atLG, my feelings started to subsided and eventually became just 'pissed'. It wasn't entirely her fault... for instance, you can't blame the person who accidentally knocked you into a longkang with his car too, can you? lol...

Although David and Daniel was having a better time than I am, I am still happy and grateful that we had an enjoyable night together. Although already late, HAPPY BDAY DAVID!!! Friends Forever! XD

p/s: Listened to David's advice, I SMSed LG on her condition earlier. She safely reached her friends there and was having fun... hooray... for her. From now on I vow to forget her as a 'special' person. But we will still be friends... Yup, I think... we will.

One step at a time, again...

Took the initiative (and bold) step and tried to communicate with LG today. When she finished talking to everyone and leaving, I looked back at her, secretly. Coincidence that she looked at me too, smiling. So I smiled back and waved goodbye to her, and she did the same to me. Ah, the first step to recovery...!

Later we got a chance to talk outside the classroom too, but my friend suddenly go asked her a question, thus making me lost the chance. -_-; But luckily I was given another chance when she went for the last lecture of the day. Before she came in, I lend a note to copy from a friend, which sat next to her. So after lecture was done, I went to her place...

Me: Mhing Chen sit here r? (pura-pura donno, haha)
LG: Ya, why?
Me: Nola, just want to pass her back her notes (put the note on the table)
LG: Oh, ok...
Me: (Walking and trying to think what to say...) Not going home?
LG: Yeah, soon... how about you?
Me: Me? Same, going back later with Danny them all...
LG: Oh...
Me: Ok, bye bye.
LG: Bye bye.

It was not long, but I'm happy we DID communicate. Later I received a call from David asking me to ask LG out tomorrow to celebrate his bday in Mid Valley. I was shocked... cause I just started talking back to her today, after like 2 weeks (felt like months) of silent treatment...! Back at home I laid on my bed and think... to ask, or not to ask? That is the question...

Finally my conscience told me 'This is the time to go back to the good old days! Treat her as a friend and ask!!' Feeling nervous and don't know how she will think and reply, I sent the sms to her asking if she's free tomorrow. Within 10 seconds she replied, 'Ya, y?'... o.O So fast she replied!? As I felt more interested, I SMS her back, so we keep exchanging SMS. My heart was pumping fast, thinking if she's going or not... Finally she agreed! Woohoo!! XD

Ok, I should not be so happy... We are just friends, and nothing more, why should I be so happy? I wonder how will I react when I am alone, just the two of us, tomorrow... while waiting for David. And how will tomorrow outing's be? Can't wait! :P