Today's my mom's birthday...

Sigh... the news havent told my mom yet, cause I wait after today, which is her bday. Going to Wangsa Maju later and buy a cake from Jaya Jusco at Secret Recipe. Though my heart still feels sad and my mind keep on thinking about that bad incident, I have to pretend nothing has happened and last though this important day for my mom...

Well, I dont want to say it... but here goes. The cause of my sadnest these past few days is because I called the company on Monday, and the fu**ing CD told me my contract has ended, and I don't need to go for practical training anymore. WTF!? I was waiting for their call cause they were fixing the comp, but when I called... they say I'm out!?? Oh man... I was hit by a ton of bricks and dont even know why. The b**ch just said if I wanted to know anything more, go find my teacher. Is that how you stop me from working? With not even an excuse why!?!

I really didnt expect it to happen... cause all I did wrong was one time. At that time, we did a project like usual... I passed up my work, but got rejected because I didnt do it correctly (yeah, I admit I'm a noob... -_-). After rejecting my work, I continue to fix it, but it was getting late. I havent finish correcting my work and the girl who sends me home wants to move out liao. What am I to do? Foolishly, I followed... but then when I packed up everything and prepared to move, a senior asked me why don't I finish it first. I was shocked, cause the deadline hasn't come and I thought of finishing it when I come back the net week. THEN he told me the deadline is on Monday!! WTF man... I have to follow her back, else I will do it until night time and have to take the bus, LRT and taxi home alone later (Cheras and my place is sooooooo far!). So I leave with a guilty heart and hope they could use other's ppl ideas instead of mine (3-4 ppl r doing that project, including me).

The next week I came back, I thought I dont need to continue with the last project, cause it was already handled down to the client. When I was surfing the net and waiting for the next project to come, the as**ole Art Director came to me and scolded me for not finishing my job. But I said isn't it passed up to the client liao? He fu**ed me and say "I dont care, I still need you to pass it up to me cause I want to show it to my boss!". I was shocked... cause is he trying to give a damn stupid excuse to humilate me and force me to do the job?... or is it his stupid excuse really REAL?!?? First time kena shit from a shithead... So I do it and pass it up, and everything went on as usual then. Until I was suddenly expelled...

Is one wrong doing and misunderstanding can determine my whole actions and cause me to be expelled? I didnt believe it, but now I know it could. That small incident made a huge impact on me, and the fuc**ng AD and CD dislike me already (I think they r lovers... no wonder they group up and 'kill' me -_-). I did all I could, I learn from my mistake and give 110% in my efforts. Hell, it was not good enough for them! They want very good graphic designers, when we are only trainees!!! Fu** them, I don't need a stupid company that is bias and... worse of all, I didn't even get ANY pay from them, after working for a month and a week...!!! Damn stingy and cheapskate company!!!!!

Ater today, I have to tell my mom of this 'bad' news, and find the teacher on what I should be doing later (and find out the reason why I was expelled). I should work until the end of next month, but now... sigh! And I should ask the teacher if they have the right of not paying me a single sen, after i worked for one month!!!

The world is cruel... and now I know it more. And ppl, please dont post bad comments, I will REALLY not appreciate it now. Thank you.