Sorry no updates...!

Lately really nothing much to blog about, so wait until I start back college on the 2nd of March... Maybe then will have more to blog about... just maybe, haha.

2 weeks LG free... it feels good when I'm not thinking about her. Why do I hate her in the first place? I'm also not so sure anymore. Maybe it's because she rejected me? Hmm... maybe. But knowing the reason upsets me even more than her just rejecting me. I didn't know she was the type to 'think' like that too. I guess she's 'normal' to think like that... sigh!

But what I didn't know was behind the innocent looking girl, she actually bad talks people... a lot! And it was even more foolish when you told somebody it was supposed to be a secret... Heck, you told a BUNCH of people not to tell anyone about it! This shows that paper cannot wrap fire, thus sooner or later, your bad doings will surely be known by others.

Sheesh, no more thinking about other people... time to enjoy my last week of holidays to the max. Boyah!

Life in the holidays

Wah... didn't update this blog for 11 days liao. But what can I say, nowadays holidays nothing to update! When at college at least I can write about my opinions and feelings, but at home... everyday become snake! Play PS2, dota, eat (repeat until sleep then repeat again). Oh, sometimes Mahjong too, since my parents still wants Mahjong after CNY >.<;

Lately no more thinking about LG... which is a good thing. Playing Persona 4 which acts like an RPG + courting girl game. One of the best game I have ever play! Truly one of the best game in PS2. Anyway, you can even learn from games about life, even increase ur knowledge through it! For instance, do you know which is the highest mountain known by human now? 

I'm also starting to accept the cruel facts of life which cannot be changed, no matter how evil or bad it is. And the hardest thing to accept is one's own weakness, deep inside... you may lie or ignore it, but it is still there. How many people can really accept their own deep, dark weakness? Very few... including me!

Ok that's all for now... enjoy life dudes!

Finally the exams is over!

Ah... finally the last exam, Photography, is over. Although its over, I am having mix feeling... should I be happy, or sad? Happy because there's no need to worry about exam or assignments, relaxing at home, take some time to do exercise (delayed due to college life)... but sad because I can't see my friends, cannot go out to cc/ pool/ hang out together, cannot study to learn more new fun stuff together, cannot see 'her'... Argh, just the first day sudah miss college liao, haha.

My friendship with LG has gone from worse to worst... seems like she doesn't talk to me at all already, and vice-versa. She doesn't look my way, and it seems like we don't know each other anymore. From one point of view its good for me, to keep me 'away', slowly recovering from the 'poison' that I made myself... On the other hand, its sad to see a friend that I enjoyed talking to so much... lost, just like that. I guess there's something in life that you couldn't control and when the time comes, it happens. Fixing it may worsen it, ignoring it may one day recover it. Sounds illogical? lol...

So after exam, as we wait for a friend to come out from the exam hall, LG suddenly came out, alone... dress in her new clothes, she looks damn cute with her pink shirt (Aargh, I'm still sick, I admit!). But so what? We didn't even crossed eye, and she went off after talking with my other friends. Then when my friend came, we went for snooker. Then Dota. Shocking thing happened is when we saw police came into the cc to 'capture' students wearing school uniforms, and put them into a police car. Wow... serious!?!

Then me and Danny pool again for one hour. Finished, we went to Jusco cause raining heavily. He ate, I buy a salmon head, then he sent me back home. Sad to heard tomorrow's Genting plan was cancelled due to some ppl FFK last minute... sien! So tomorrow do wat leh!? -_-;

P/S: Quite a good CNY this year... cause first my dad won the lottery (although not much) for the first time in 25 years. Then 2 pigeons build a nest and hatching eggs on my balcony! I saw it first and couldn't believe my eye... from 1 egg became 2! ^^

Happy happy CNY!

A lit have been done since I posted more than a week ago... most of all is went back hometown in Gopeng for 5 days. With no computers, internet or PS2, life would have een a bit boring there if it's not for the CNY festival.

Went visit people, people come visit, gambled (won money overall, although not much, hehe), drink, eat, see tv... the usual stuff for CNY. The part I enjoyed most was of course gambling, but lost most of my winnings on Mahjong... suey-ness!

Then on last Sat went out with my old TARC friends. Not much joined, either busy or lazy, but we still enjoyed as much. It was also to celebrate SG's bday which fell on Sunday. We went to 'Lookout point', which was the first time for me. Not as enjoyable as I hoped as parking up the hill 'force' people to take the RM3 jockey fee, so we parked downstairs which also charge us RM2. Walk up the hill wasn't fun... and not getting a table near the side of the hill to see the night view of KL was even worse. Still we enjoyed when they opened the disco light and passed the bday cake to SG, while everybody was singing the bday song, lol...

The people that joined were me, Jimmy, WingC, Sam, Oon and SG. After dinner we went to Sam's house to gamble. The biggest winner was WingC, although I won a bit too. Sam being the dealer lost around RM6. As it was nearing 2am, we said goodbye to Sam who will be departing to Abu Dhabi for 2 years and left for home. Another good friend who I won't be seeing for years, I felt a bit sad. He is the life of the crowd... our crowd. Good luck working over there, and may good fortune be with you, my dear friend!

It's a good thing Jimmy sent me home straight, else taking a cab in the middle of the night would be hard. He don't even want me paying for the toll... so understanding and generous indeed. Thanks a million dude!

Yesterday SG sent an SMS thanking us for Sat night. Looks like she appreciate it a lot like I do, when ppl celebrated my bday. I'm happy if my friends are happy, haha. Today suddenly fell ill... a bad case of sakit perut and cirit birit. Hope it won't last, I got a final exam on Thursday! X_X

Favourite time of the month is here!

I can smell it just around the corner... the smell of good and delicious food, the time to drink soft drinks 3-4 packets a day, the sound of firecrackers, the time to sit back and relax, and most of all... the chance to have fun with your relatives (and maybe earn a buck or two) by gambling, hahaha XD

New clothes to wear, ang pows to be received... ah, although it maybe a bit loud and noisy, but that's what CNY is all about! Would it be nice if the house was all quiet... no ppl, no noise, no laughter? Not nice, right? :P

So let's all get ready to celebrate the year of the Ox with strength and determination! It's going to be a tough economic year, but it will get better next year. Gong Xi Fa Cai and Happy Chinese New Year to all my friends and readers out there! Wishing you happiness, health and prosperity all year round!


P/S: Will not be around cause balik kampung, see you after the breaks!

Spending LG's bday

So yesterday finally finished Color Studies exam... I thought got picture of eye then we only need to label, mana tau we need to draw the WHOLE thing! Aiiii... I also not sure can pass or not. Hope teacher 'one eye open, one eye close' la when marking our papers! lol

After exam, we grouped and plan... decided to follow Lian Gim's idea to eat KFC to celebrate her bday. Quite a lot ppl wanted to join but some ffk last minute. It's at around 7.30pm, so since we got time, we went to yamcha at Steven Corner then played pool. Danny quite keng wor, I thought he is same level with me. But in the end, luck was on our side and me with Robin hit the last 8 ball into the hole and won! XD

After that played 1 round of Dota, which out team won because unbalanced (Juno too keng liao, although I got higher points than him in the end, haha). So later we head towards Ee Fan's house to fetch her, but Eechun couldn't make it due to 'fever', haha. Terus go to KFC near Carefour. Those who joined were me, Danny, Robin, Alvin, LG and her sis, Sze Kang and her gf, Juno, Wei Ming, Wang Ten, Ee Fan and tattoo boy (always forget his name). Finished dinner, me and Alvin gave LG her bday present.

Danny went back to fetch her sis. All the others then went to Alvin's house to hang out and gamble, lol. I lost then won some money back, thanks to the game 'in between'. Around 1am++ we went for pasar malam which is famous in 'Taman Connaught', near Alvin's home. Walked the whole thing, which was fun but wasted a lot of time. Then sat outside Alvin's house to plan for the vacation after the last exam. We maybe going to Port Dickson or Penang, last resort will be Genting.

Then Sze Kang sent me home, with his 'Batman' car... cool! Reached home around 3.40am, siao. A happy and enjoyable day... time to get prepare for CNY! XD


P/S: LG's sis looks a bit like Lisa, haha... although she didn't thank me or what, but I'm happy that she's happy. The outing wouldn't have happened if I didn't tell them it was LG's bday and planned an outing together, and poor LG didn't even get belanja from us the KFC cause everyone buy their own meal then. Lucky there was mine and Alvin's present (HP holders) else she really might get nothing memorable on her bday, except going out with us.

Missed her a bit when I saw her, but didn't chat much as she's happily chatting with her sis, and I'm there's so many ppl around. Did chat with her a bit on the planning of the trip to PD, but that's all. I don't look at her that often anymore, so does she. We are 'slowly' becoming normal friends... which is a good thing. Although I did not wished you yesterday, hope what I did for you will make up for it. Hope you enjoyed yesterday, Happy Bday LG.....

CD exam is done!

Conceptual Design exam passed today... and hopefully really pass la. The questions wasn't that hard, and some of it came out before in mid term exam, imagine that! But waste too much time coloring the boxes (should have brought an artliner pen) until not enough time to do the poster design. Didn't do rationale about the poster at all! Argh... another chance of an 'A', flying out the window >.<;

Then went to Jusco to eat and buy present for LG's bday, Alvin and Robin followed suit. Ah, it's so fun hanging out after exam... distressing! Bought a cute thingy use to put hand phone in it, then my friend suddenly followed me and buy a present too... and it's a 'hp placer' too! Swt... then they ate McD while I only drank Coke.

So tomorrow is the last exam (Color Studies) before the CNY holidays, then the last exam Photography will come on the 5th. It's LG's bday tomorrow, I wonder if we are going to celebrate? Suddenly felt 'caring' and smsed her, asking if she's free tomorrow. She answered no. So I told her maybe we're going out tomorrow... and ask her to get her present from me tomorrow, haha. We will discuss it after exam tomorrow.

Looks like I'm slowly communicating back with LG... which I still don't know if I'm fully ready for it or not. Argh, why am I wasting time to think about these petty stuff when I should be studying now?!? Ok, back to the notes... cya!

Tamadun is over!

I mean the exam 'Tamadun Islam' is finally over...! Luckily this one no need to read the whole freaking history book, else really head blowup. Only 3 chapter, 3 BIG chapter. Done the exam rather quickly, which is in less than 1 hour 20 min out of 2 hours. That's because the objective questions was rather easy (I hope) and the subjective I only wrote what I remember, can't make up stories like BM. So after done, quickly left the hall cause I don't want to waste another half an hour stuck in the sport complex (the last 30 minutes you are not allowed to leave the exam area). I think can pass la... >.<

On the love topic... lately I heard some of my friends broke up, which is a sad thing. Then a good friend of mine, who was in love with another girl, thinks she got a bf liao... which was heart-breaking for him. Although he didn't show much sadness, but I know deep inside his heart is crying out in pain. He has done so much for the girl who seems like doesn't even care about herself... but in the end, it was all a waste of time, money and feelings. Poor dude...

Isn't it sad to see people fell in love with a stranger, but doesn't give a damn about that someone who is always there for you whenever you're feeling up or down? It doesn't mean everyone should fall in love with a close friend, but isn't that more 'true' than some stranger you pick up from the streets? Somebody you're not close with that you just knew for a couple of weeks/ months? Sigh... how love changed nowadays, really sad.....

Life is funny

Haha, isn't it funny when people can't understand you, they tend to make up stories of their own? Even if he/she understand you, they still make up stories because they're plain childish and thinks that words is their weapon against you. Well... I have grown up to know useless quarrel only bring you nothing but wasting time n energy. So make yourself happy and talk to yourself, alone. Go eat your heart out, hahaha...

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So, one day have passed since last night's incident. I wonder did she made the call/ sms? Don't care... it's their business, not mine. The only thing I profited (well, not really a profit) from last night is I got confirmation of her bday. Not that I wanted to surprise her with a BIG gift on her bday, just that since she gave me something for mine... I should return the favor. A little more expensive than what she gave me, but definitely not more than RM5 in differences. Hey, I'm not rich and still studying leh! :P

So today is BM exam... a bit shocked that there is a power blackout, luckily there's sunshine and windows. Unfortunately I couldn't finish the exam because of too much calculation and I waste too much time on other parts. There goes my 'A' out the window... T_T

Tomorrow is Tamadun Islam, damn I hate history...!

The number has been given

After thinking about it thoroughly, finally I let it go, once and for all. I don't want the subject to keep 'binding' me on the floor... and how ironic that both of them wanted the same thing. So I give up... do what you want, don't mind me, go have your fun. Just beware of what you promised... if I found out you broke the promise in any way, accidental or not, I will KILL YOU!

Ahh... sometimes letting it go sure makes you 'lighter'. One less burden to worry about... so I played a round of DOTA with the new remake of the 'blue panda'. Verdict? Super fun, and able to become BEYOND GODLIKE... hahaha! I think DOTA will stay as one of the most popular game of all time, for a long long time more.....

Today's English exam was normal, not too easy, but not hard too. Just a little mistake on the letter writing format, no biggie. Tomorrow's exam is BM, which will be 'normal' too... XD

Personality based on Horoscope

Got this from an email sent to me from my friends. Although I know it's pretty much fake, but more than 50% I think really is correct... lol


SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky ?One

Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan ?Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social ?and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. ?Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. ?Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even ?tight clothes. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out.