Friday, January 25, 2008

Recovering

*Sniff* *Sniff* Urgh... After 2 days still haven't recovered. Hit by the dust bug (why not love bug leh?), the soft voice modifier and body heater. Yup, that means I'm having a nose that can run, sneeze that could be heard 5 blocks away, talk so softly that I need to scream to be heard and body feels like being cooked in a microwave...

The worse part is although I'm sick, I STILL need to fetch my mom to work and do house chores. Why can't I fully rest like a normal sick person? Sigh...

Oh well... will be updating later than expected. Till then, enjoy the weekends!

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Sick again

Urgh... today is the first time Thaipusam is celebrated with KL having a public holiday, as implemented a couple of days ago. So, many KL people will be happy having an extra day holiday. But for me, I need to wake up early in the morning to go market. After that went back to rest a bit, then need to go out again.

Went to Giant, but some stuffs... then go Carefour to buy more items. After that, go to Jusco to buy MORE items. I'm amazed how my mom have the energy to go shopping like that, while I nearly died of exhaustion. Then suddenly David called to go basketball... so I agreed.

Right after Jusco, went home, take a deep breath, then I went out for basketball right away. Played not much, but lasted 3 hours. Then yamcha and eat a bit, went home... rest... and I realised, I was sick! Sore throat, running nose and keep on sneezing, definately a sign of sickness coming.

Sorry you guys and gals, but gotta rest... will visit all my favourite blogs tomolo. Really cannot tahan liao... nite!

Sunday, January 20, 2008

Gantz


Watching those manga are fun... yet sometimes, it makes me feel 'lonely'. Watching the main char having a nice, faithful and cute gf really makes me feel even more 'desperate'. But it slowly turns into nothingness... only a bit sad, but I can still hang on. There's games and friends to make me forget.

But suddenly, I accidentally browse through my folders and saw 'her' face. Totally not a suitable time for me to see her face, specially since I'm reading the manga. The feelings come rushing back into my heart... I can feel the urge to love, the loneliness and sadness... all over, again. Why cant the human control the heart and the mind at the same time? Why must I do all these stuffs to make myself suffer even more? These are the signs of... alone... loneliness......

I miss her so much, I hate her! I want her so much, I despise her! She treats me like dirt, yet I can't stop thinking of her! My mind told me I'm a stupid fool to keep wishing, but my heart beats faster when I saw her! Love sucks! Love sucks! Love sucks! Love sucks! Love sucks! Love sucks! Love sucks! Love sucks! Love sucks! Love sucks! Love sucks! Love sucks! Love sucks! Love sucks! Love sucks! Love sucks! GET IT OUT OF MY HEART NOW!!!!!




Ahh... feels better everytime I post an emo post. So please try not to make yourself a headache, and just skip reading the above, ok? Thanks!

Lately lazy to blog as I am busy reading an online comic called 'Gantz'. Introduced to me by Eddy, I thought it's another one of those normal action and fighting comic like Full Metal Alchemist or Trinity Blood... but it isn't. It's a totally horifying comic, added with some love and suspense. It's a story about how a boy try it's best to stay alive, as all his friends are dead (chopped, poured with acid, sliced in two, munched by dinosaurs, u name it...) yet he must try to stay alive... so he could be out of this strange world. The adrenaline rush is the same as when I was watching Heroes season one... totally unpredictable, anyone could die... so exciting!

But not all live a happy life forever... during these past few days I have been blamed and scolded for doing things I didn't do. Sigh, being the eldest in the family is no fun. You are always responsible for everything, most of them are bad. You do not get anything good in return, except a title called 'Kor'. You do everything you can, yet it is still not enough, and whenever another bad thing happened, you get blamed AGAIN. Sigh... life is so unfair!

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Accidents at home

It really makes me happy and amased that people REALLY try to read this, lol... I hope David knows the easier to read it by now




Yesterday something weird and scary thing happened. My bro went to the kitchen to make a cup of Milo. Then when he took the Milo out of the kitchen, we heard a Big Breaking Noise! I heard it and feels as though a big vase feel on top of the floor and broke. Then I thought to myself 'OMG, if those monkeys did what I thought they did, I'm gonna shoot them down tomorrow!'. But my bro said it was from the kitchen, so we went to investigate...

I was totally shocked in disbelief... the kitchen fllor (tiles) broke and looks like an earthquake just passed trough! Half of the floor cannot be accessed, as it's shattered and may injured people who step on it. But I thought to myself... how can be earthquake? Last time Malaysia kena a bit also my house totally not effected wor!

Then we thought people downstairs whack their ceiling and caused our floor to shatter. But when we went downstairs, looks like nobody is living there now! So what caused it to suddenly break itself like that leh?!?

My conclusion is either the floor's too old and the people who did the tiles last time 'curi tulang' and 'makan suap', so it was badly done and broke after it hold on for years... OR the fridge is too damn heavy, caused the tiles cannot support and in the end broke into pieces. If my bro was standing there when it shattered itself, he would have been hospitalised by now!

This proves that even the most safest place at home can be an accident waiting to happen... beware!

Monday, January 14, 2008

Went for SO gathering number 2

Yesterday went out to SO gathering, the second one I attended. The first was sometime, last year... Anyway, Daniel told me there was 10-20 ppl going, so I was like 'Omg, that many!?', but when we reached and went into the karaoke room... there was only 5! I asked Aaron 'Where's the others?' and he replied 'I only booked for an 8 person room'. Then I said 'Oh... okay.....' Cis, kena tipu by Daniel again!

But still, we enjoyed every moment of it. Actually not that many people better, so we can get turns to sing faster. I was shocked that there was quite a number of 'better singers' than Daniel (dulu called karaoke king, lol)... They not only sang good English songs, even Malay, Mandarin AND Hokkien! My eyes nearly pop up... sooooooo old songs still got people sing!? Totally amazed, all I could do was watch and listen to their beautiful melodies... It makes me feel like I'm in the old times, which is nice!

After jalan2 a bit, went to eat again, at some restaurant. Most of the food are like 'Fried rice, Curry Laksa' to 'Spaghetti, Fish and Chips'... nothing much new or exciting. The drinks are a bit more 'fresh' look than the meals. Overall, ok quality, ok priced...

Then they went for 'photography' session, which I didn't join. They were jumping and taking shots, and that's right after eating? Wow... I cannot! Soon we were 'halau' by one security guard, saying 'No taking pictures here, sorry'. Oh well! After that we split and went back home, tired and exhausted.


P/S: I was suprised people actually tried to read my 'Hebrew' text below... It was meant 'no to be read', but if you insist... read at your own risk! (I tried, headache struck very fast, beware!)

Friday, January 11, 2008

Life and decisions

You know sometimes it will come a time when you need to make a fatal decision that will affect the rest of your life, and there's no turning back after choosing it? Well... the time has come, again, for me.....



Ah... time is getting closer, as TARC open day is coming soon. Should I continue, or choose a new career path? There's many new courses, which sounds fun and exciting... but that will waste 2 more years of my life. But if I don't do it, then I may regret it for the rest of my life, working like a dog and designing stuffs that most Malaysian just won't appreciate, in front of a boring computer. Decisions, decisions...!

Yup... it looks like I may change to another new course, the final one, to be made into my lifetime career. GD doesn't seem to suit me after trying it out at a GD office. The pressure, the workload... it's just too much for a person like me to handle. As pain as for me to admit, I may not be suitable to work in a creative sector as I imagined I could be.

Which course, I haven't decide... there's a minor chance that I will continue to finish my GD, and a bigger % that I will start my life fresh with a new course. This time I vow to fully give it my all, or GDMTOH! Sounds serious... but it's a decision I have to make.



Sigh... it really tires me being a human being sometimes.....

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

Programming

Today finally started my first day of self-learning programming through the WWW. It's fun, like the first time I learned it a few years back when I was studying Com Science. Pity there's the irritating m-maths inside one of the syllabus... else I would have continued studying that course. Now I can learn it without having to learn m-maths, hooray!

As expected, so many tags, so many programming language need to study to make a neat and cool site. I'm just learning HTML back, to refresh my memories, before advancing to the famous PHP. I wonder how long I need to learn PHP... or will I even succeed learning it at all. Oh well, nothing comes out of air... so I need to try before any outcome, comes! *Fuh...fuh...!*

There's even the famous Hebrew text, where you need to read it from the opposite way to understand what it means (used in those mysteries and unlocking code films). Hey, I think I should write it this way to make it 'more private'. Then people who is lazy can't read it! Hehe... Until next time, ciao!



Here is some Hebrew text


I can't believe you are actually tring to read this!

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

And the award goes too

Ah, because I feel sien sien tei (boring), I decided to make my own awards. It's just for fun, and those that is involved and not involved, please do not sue me or be mad. What's life without a little bit of spice, right? Let the drums roll.....!


Best friends: Daniel, David and Sum
Mr and Mrs health: David and Lisa
Most 'valued' friend: David (guess why? haha...)
Preacher of the year: David and Lisa
Organizer of the year: Jimmy and WingC
'Belanja'wan of the year: Weng Foo
Most 'changeover' of the year: YL
Most 'bring me out yamcha' friend: Daniel
Most missed friend: SP
Critisizer of the year: KHoe

Most funny blog: sewjin
Most special blog: pinksterz and rabbit (retired)
Most comment blogger: aceone (thx dude!)
Most 'hardworking' blogger: aceone and babyfiona
Most 'vacation and food' blogger: daniel
Most jokes and entertainment blog: aceone
Most 'beautiful' female blogger: angeline and mitch
Most 'handsome' male blogger: no comment, haha...
Most 'camwhore' blogger: wendy
Best parent blogger: lowyea


There, top 10 friends and bloggers awards, specially created by me. I thought of making this a tag, but everyone knows, nobody like tags! So do this if you want, but give the credits to me for creating it, hahaha... ~Adios!~

Monday, January 07, 2008

From babyfiona's site, I tried out this survey... and I'm a 'dizzy and giddy' smiley, swt. Hmm... quite true also? lol


You Are "Dizzy and Giddy"

Sunday, January 06, 2008

First week of New Year

So, 2008 is here... yet, it doesn't seem any different from last year. Maybe it's because of the holidays just past, I still have a bit of 'snaking' attitude this week. But I vow to start my studying of PHP next week!

The highlight event of the week was no doubt about the 'sex scandal' involving one of the higher rank politicians of MCA (I doubt you don't know who). He is old, yet still 'do' it with another younger girl who can be his daughter... then the process got 'taped' by some unknown party, which is then sold in DVDs. I did not see the 'movie' as it is sold mostly in the Johor area, but I don't want to see it either, haha...

Then he hope that the public will forgive him for all the good deeds he has done, instead of one bad one. But come on, let's face the facts of reality... which politician have you seen before that gets away with a 'sex scandal'? It doesn't even happen in the USA, wishing it would happen here would be rediculous. So, as expected, he resigned from all his post the next day, after apologizing through the press to everyone.

It's sad how a man can climb so hard to reach the top all his life, then fell to the bottomless pit in just one day, by one act, in one day... Sure, we would have avoided that if we were to become careful and not do something wrong in our life. But whenever a person holds a grudge on you, you will be suprised what he/she could do to make your life becomes Hell. How long can you 'block' and 'defend' yourself from all the evilness in the world? Not forever...

Becomes too good you 'die', becomes too bad you also 'die'. Human is a strange species and everyone can becomes an enemy when the time is 'right'. Hey, it's every man for himself/herself, right? Thus we should be extra careful when choosing friends and who to believe in your life. You will never know when he/she will stab you in the back just for that extra buck... those pathethic losers!

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

New Year is here

So, the new year is here... on new year eve, went out with Sum, Daniel and David. Yamcha in some Chinese gerai makanan, but ate some light meals like popiah, satay, and pau. We didn't see any fireworks, nor yell our lungs out. Just saying 'Happy New Year!', shook each other hands then continue playing Magic/ chatting. Lame? That's life for us...!

Yesterday did nothing much at home... basketball was cancelled cause David was busy playing with his new I-Pod and the weather was going to rain. Then went shopping with mom, suddenly they asked to go yamcha. So after finished shopping, straight find them to yamcha. Then talk about how I wanted to learn PHP and make my website, but could it be that easy? Only time could tell...

Then today saw Daniel promoting his blog in the newspaper, with his pic in it. It was about 'new year resolution', and his was to become as famous as Kennysia's blog. Well, I wish him all the best in accomplishing that. His bro, Andrew's face, is also featured in it. His dream is to make the first animation movie for Malaysia. Ahh, so big resolutions... Then I will add one resolution to the list, which is to make my website a success! (Learn PHP first... sigh!)

Wow, I can see that the CNY spirit is coming liao... so fast? I was shocked that as soon as the clock strikes 12 on new year eve, they played CNY songs in the restaurant! There's even CNY food promo packs selling in Giant now. With CNY coming, the weaher is bound to be hot. No more banjir... but no kemarau too please! And God of Wind, do your stuff until after CNY please... or we will all smell like salted fish soon. Happy ney year everyone...!

It's her birthday, again

 So today is 'her' birthday. The old me will be thrilled. It's like one of the most important date of the year, as important as ...