Sunday, October 25, 2009

More bad news

It's strange how life is not what it always seem... What I thought was a good person, is actually a back stabber. What I thought was a cute innocent girl, is actually a bad one in the back too. All of this I learned from that night, when I had an interesting discussion with MC (which is now one of my 'true' friend) on MSN.

It turns out she also 'feel' that I'm not hanging out with W and the gang anymore. Then I told her it's because I felt betrayed by W who wanted other new members rather than me. She said it was the truth, because it's her 'style' liao. She said like last time, W 'kicked' her away from her group because she feel MC wasn't good enough... and to her friend, YC too. Now she is doing the same thing to me just because I didn't help her enough in the last assignment (because I did not have a laptop). F**k you! Selfish B**ch!!!

MC felt the same way about W as me... and sadly she is in the same group in one of the assignment with her. I hope I could help her but sadly my group was full. She also said she felt sad need to group with her but no other group to join liao... poor MC. For now she is the only one who know's my pain and sadness in college.....

The news get worse when MC told me that CK was doing the same thing to me too. Saying how useless and worthless I am, agreeing to W's words... I was very saddened by CK's act. One side I was asking her for yamcha, joking around so happily... another side she was back-stabbing me with ugly words. Is it because of W? I did not know... nor would I want to know any deeper. All I want to do now is treat her no more than a classmate, not a good one but an unfriendly one. Good friends doesn't do that to each other...

So now W, CK and LG is out of the story. No more yamcha with the 3 girls... I hope. Yeah I know the 2 D's will be sad, but you 2 can find them yamcha anytime. Leave me out and say I'm busy with assignments, enough. It may seem like a small thing, but for me... I will not treasure a person who doesn't treasure me the same way. 3 gone but many more to go! Negative friends are better left out of MY life...

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