DOTA ver 6.49 is out!

No new characters, only 4 new items... and Naix character totally changed to a new Naix. Also some other changes here and there, playing DOTA now makes me feel... strange. I didn't know changing the items, the recipes and the placement of items could totally make me feel like playing a whole new game! For the first time, I feel like a noob, again! >.<

Argh, today my car's tyre pancit again. Have to fix it later, or tomorrow... there goes money out the window again. Thought of changing the tyre and replace it with the spare one but the nuts are too tight, feels like it hasn't been changed for years. Can't take it out at all! Another problem is that the spare tyre are smaller than the ori ones, memang like that ka? o.O

Busy playing with a new PS2 game called 'Soul nomad and the tree eaters'. Yeah, the title sounds strange and it looks like another boring game, but when I played it... syok! Not encourage to be played by students and working people because of its addictiveness... XD

'She' came...

Last Fri went for another DOTA session with the guys... this time 3vs3, with me, Daniel and Lisa vs Sum, my bro and David. I thought we can still win, but the whole team AR except Lisa and Sum, with Sum knowing how to play, of course we lose. They aim Lisa, and I can't help defend her cause all 3 lane open. >.< Lose for the first time, 2-1... T_T Went back home at 3am, siao!

Then on Sat thought can sleep early... suddenly Chong Ming called. I was suprised and asked him why he called. It was because he and 'YL' was bored, and wanted to come find us yamcha. Normally this doesn't happen as they are living in PJ... and PJ to Melawati is F.A.R. So since they came from so far, I said ok (althought my mom nearly stopped me from going out). Why she stop me leh? Cause after sooooo long waiting for Daniel (he's still working, at 11pm, on A Sat), it got dragged till 11.30pm! Finally my mom gave me the green light to drive there.

So went to Feelings, a place where we have a drink and listen to 'live' people singing. We can also write on a piece of paper to pass it to the singers, then up to them which song they want to sing. The drinks was so kao-kao expensive... But once in a lifetime, what the heck! We chatted until around 2am there. Oh, the first thing I was shocked when I saw them was... their hairstyle! YL's hair become short, dyed a bit of brown and got a bit of Japanese look (2nd girl I saw before who looks like Minnie's hair). It was OK, yet I prefer the old look ^^; ... CMing also dyed his hair brown! First time! Sigh... how I wish I could dye my hair to!! >.<

Later Daniel came, and when the shop closed down, we went to BRJ to continue chatting. This time we drank and ate, mamak style. Overall, I didn't spoke much (cause SHE was there) but as Daniel came, I got a bit 'loose' and chatted more. But although I don't really miss her that much anymore, I still look away whenever she look me in the eye as she was talking. Argh, why am I so like that...!? I also didn't dress up nicely, but normally, when I went to meet them. Last time, whenever I went out (especially if she's around), I will dress my best. Haha, silly me, I know... T_T

Time is healing my wounds... and I don't miss my first love that much anymore. That night, I reach home at 4am, tired and sleepy... yet, I just thought to myself 'Ah... It was fun meeting them again, and her' not 'Ah... I miss her and love her new looks'. An improvement, right? XD Now I know why the girls say their bf's still missing their ex, although dating them. First love is the deepest ESPECIALLY to the boys, not the girls...! xP

Yesterday protest...!

Last night I was peacefully playing my 'Civilization 3' on the new com when suddenly I heard a loud siren. It was made from one of those loud speaker that u can take around with your hand (forget what they called it liao). Then some guy beneath our block, at the lobby, ask all the residents to come down and protest (at first I heard process).

So took the lift down to see what is all the fuss about... After around 10 minutes, the 'meeting' started. It looks like some stupid company (Maxis, Digi or some communications company) wanted to build a 'Communication Tower'... right on top of our block! It weights 3 ton or more, and they want to build it on our roof top!?! So they want us all to join hands and protest the stupid tower from being build. Why so many places must be on OUR place leh? Must be thinking that we will keep quite, just like that...? Mimpi! >O

That tower is also said to cause sickness like cancer because of the 'broadband wave' it is transmiting. Other that day, it may also cause our tv reception to go haywire, maybe the telephone lines too. So many problems it will cause, of course we protest la! The one thing I'm mad about is why are the so f**king lazy and don't do it on top of the mountain, away from where people live? If we make a tower next to your house, you ok ka? Use your blain (brain) la! -_-; So we all sign on a piece of paper to protest and then sent it to the police station.

So, another incident occured in our 'famous' area... Soon you might see it on the newspapers too, as I heard they will be calling the press if this goes on. Sigh... why can't this place be just another peaceful place to live in, like the rest of the people?

Getting boring to blog

Sigh, nowadays really sien liao... donno sien to blog or nothing to blog about. Thats why mostly I blog about what happened in my life nowadays... looks like this blog is turning into my part-time diary again, lol...

Tuesday didn't Yesterday didn't blog because there's something wrong with my connection... My ro bots keep DC, surf internet also need to keep on refresh ad while I try to download Maple Story again (yes, again), should download 17mb, but stuck at 3mb la, 1mb la, 300kb la... kns! So yesterday is just a bad online day...

But it become more enjoyable when 'the guys' become bored and wanted to go yamcha. So we went yamcha la, on a normal weekday. Suddenly 'he' suggested we release some 'tension' by playing DOTA... eh, Dota on a weekday? Since he asked, why not? XD So play cc until nearly 12am... :P

It was the battle between the ghost VS the bone and the snake. What did they have to say about last night?

I nearly killed her (him) with just one more arrow! >O

Hiss... If she just stay put, I would have bash her (him) to death...! >.<

What must I doooo...? To win?.... I blink and manta la! XD

My fav CSI on Mondays

Although I know most of u hate Mondays, but for me... it's not such a bad day. Why? Cause all my fav CSI are aired on the tv, just on Monday! Yesterday was an eye-opener when one of the CSI crew kena explosion blast, and his stomach got one hole liao. In the hole, u can see one of his blood vessel spilling out blood.

So to save him, the CSI head go and press the blood vessel, then with another guy's help, he use a shoe lace (tali kasut) to tie and bind it together so no more blood will come out, while waiting for the rescue team to arrive. If you see it sure you will say 'Omg, like that also can...!?' Btw, thats the last episod of the season too! No wonder so 'gempak' XD

Hope the new season will be aired soon, so I can still continue to fill my brain with CSI on Mondays. You gotta love it how they combine criminal, evidence and crime scenes into one bloody nice series. Go CSI, defender of justice...! XD

The weekends, DOTA

Wow... last week Dota for 2 days. It was fun as usual... but you know you have to much DOTA when the following is used as player's name:

Before:
YL
Php
AJAX

After:
YL
YL again meh
I want kill YL


LOL... that's why I love Dota-ing with them! Although it maybe a bit expensive by doing it everyweek once (Rm5 average), I think it's a nice way to hang out with a group of friends and do something fun together, rather than just the normal 'yamcha', right? XD

Went to the market and then shop at a supermarket with my mom on Sunday. Although it's quite boring, with only me acompanying my mom to buy the groceries, but somebody gotta do it... since my dad's in China. So I voluntered, being the eldest. But somehow I feel a bit sad because my brothers take it for granted and think it's my 'RESPONSIBILITY', without feeling any guilt. Slowly, it's making me weak and unhappy inside... yet, I must stay strong. Sacrifices are meant to be felt only when you're gone... T_T

Fix my car AGAIN today

Argh... Although Waja is nice to sit, nice to drive and very 'kebal' berbanding a lot of cars, still... the kanasai car rosak at least once a month! This time the front lights 'kaput' again, like last time. But luckily, only one side, so only change one. Then change the black oil cause habis tempoh liao (tambah cooler). Also change the air-cond filter cause dirty. All in the end cost a whooping... RM150! >.<; Sakit!

So because there, asked the mechanic to check why the engive so loud when I press oil while moving on the road... he said that something beneath the engine bengkok liao. If no fix, will cause vibration and sound while driving. If fix, will cost another whooping... RM800++!!! O.O; Maybe fix it when got a lot money, else a bit sound and vibration no harm right? He says it normally happens to Waja cars... so fix it also no use la! >.<

The front light keep rosak, maybe in the future need to adjust the wiring, which will cost a bundle AGAIN... Walao, now I understand why the say 'with great power come great responsibilities'. Naik Waja memang sedap, maintanence also the bloody mahal!

Reality and imaginary

We have heard songs, seen movies, watch dramas and enjoyed animes... But why do we keep watching and listen to those stuffs, when we know that most of them are just made up? It's because it makes us feel good. It make us realise of things that we never thought of... It make us feel more 'passionate'.

Since it's me, I'm focusing on only one genre... yup, the love genre. Watching love animes or movies is nice, isn't it? Yes, it is full of ups and downs (like our life) but in the end, the main girl and boy usually end up happily together, finally. I know it, and you know it... but why do we still watch it? Because we want to see what special things happened in the middle, what hardship they endured, to finally end up together. Cause deep inside, we wish our life stories are like that too, somehow.....

Ahh... just finished watching another anime called Midori no Hibi (skipped most of it, just watched some episodes and the ending). It's about a guy, who doesn't know a girl... but the girl have been secretly in love with him from far away (opposite site of the LRT). Some weird occurance happened, and the girl became his right hand! Through ups and downs, the boy thinks of his 'right hand' as a nuisance. But slowly he realise, he can't live without her... and they end up together (normally) in the end.

Watching it again makes me wonder... when will I find my other half, which will love me more than I love her? I have seen so many nice girls falling for bad apples, but still... they cling on to them like bees to honey. They get hurt over and over, yet they hope one day, he will change. Is that 'right'? Love aren't supposed to 'hurt', does it? I think their action is kinda silly... but who am I to judge, when I'm somehow 'identical' in a manner too? T_T

No wonder less girl go paktoh liao nowadays... they rather go out with their girl friends, watch anime at home or study on their own. If you don't go near to the fire, you won't get burned, right? Sigh... reality......

My long time J-idol, Ryoko Hirosue

A long long time ago, when everyone was crazy about the Japanese people/ their actor and actress/ clothes/ culture/ etc... I was also one hit by that 'J-attack'. But little do I know about most of the Japanese actor and actress, except for my one and only favourite... Ryoko Hirosue. The other is Kyoko Fukada :P

But RH (Ryoko Hirosue) career fell down dractically when news of her getting pregnant with his bf, a boxer name 'I dunno'... Most of these idol will lose their fans whenever they are married, because... we fans don't want to see her with another man! XD It's a sad truth, but after a while... she slowly rise back from the bottom of the stairs. She even stared in a movie called Wasabi with Jean Reno... wow! Ganbatteh Ryoko!

She was so cute last time, but like any other girls... she is now a woman. Still, not that old looking but just a 'matured look' if you ask me. Here's the old and new pic of the cute and lovely RH:

If you say she is not cute, I will be your enemy... XD

Now all grown up and matured looking... but still cute :P

You can look for some of her drama series inYouTube if you want. Cause finding it in Malaysia must be hard, with the demand for J-series being dominated by K-series now (Korean). Go go go Ryoko, here's a die hard fan still supporting you till the end...! ^^

Hari Raya holidays

So how did you all spend the weekends? This year Hari Raya fell on Sat and Sun, thus making Monday a public holiday too. 3 days og holiday, sure all balik kampung right? We thought of balik kampung too, but my bro suddenly need to work cause his supervisor say not enough man power (of course la!). I also kena 'ibu kaki' pain, where the nails is growing where it's not supposed to be, causing Hellish pain for me whenever I touched anything with my toe T_T It was still ok cause one of my relative is going back, so grandma won't be that lonely...

Last Friday bought the new PC, my bro bought it with his friend. It's a Pentium Core 2 Duo... cool! Donno 2.6 or 2.8 ghz, forgot... After 2 days finally finished installing and made the com usable (at first there is no sound, but I finally know what's the problem in the end). My mom said no playing games with the new PC (but that's imposible, right? XD) So me and my bro agreed to play only when my mom is not around (for the time being, lol...)

Oh, Fri night also went for Dota night. Lisa was away at her sis's place, so Sum even joined us for Dota! (really rare) It was a night to remember, with 4 vs 4 (me, my bro, Sum, David, his sis and bro, Daniel and his bro). Overall my team won, with 2-1... yeah! Again my bro complain about his team being unbalanced... lol. Then Sum become obsessed and asked me about BS, and finally I lend him one of my BS account to play.

Spend most of the holiday time at home with my mom, or went shopping with my mom and bro. It was still enjoyable, although I wish I could go for one of those open house and eat my heart out... XD

But one thing good about celebrating the holidays in KL is... there is so few people around! All balik kampung... means no traffic jam for me! ^^ Then when I bought my fav Che Cheung Fan, there is still plenty... and no long queue! :) The bad thing is we went to Jusco for THREE times, and the stupid supermarket is closed! So they rugi, we give Carefour untung... XD

Happy Raya to all!

Irresponsible and insensible

This is mostly forwarding to my 'Guild leader' in RO... Ok, maybe it's just a game and you don't care but I DO. I susah payah give you tax, made my char lvl up slower liao. Then you without a sound go and DELETE my char from the guild, without even notifying me first...!?! So means I contribute all those exp for nothing la!?? Yes, u untung cause it's your guild... but I don't even get a gratitude and kena sacked. Next time don't tax me if you think my char as a 'side char' la... Even if you add me back now also no use liao, the tax I contributed is not listed anymore...! Please be more considerate next time, you're a Guild Leader, for Heaven's sake! -_-


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Friends... sometimes they hurt you without realising it. But what can I say... when I like something, I do it full-heartedly. And if I do it with all my strength but in the end get no gratitude or even a tiny respect, of course I'm MAD! I'm a human, and my patience have a limit. Don't push me too far or you will regret it! >O Roar!

Pushing those aside, it looks like I maybe buying a new com tomorrow (or today, Friday). Why leh? Cause weekends cannot, going to balik kampung and visit my grandma who hurt herself a couple of weeks before. Poor grandma... sorry we can't visit you earlier because my mom was busy with her new work. >.<

So the first Malaysian on the moon took of yesterday night. I didn't see the lift-off because busy helping my mom to cook in the kitchen at that time. It's kinda sad to know that now only we did it, when other countries went to the moon how many hundred of times liao. But we are just 'growing', so it's better late than never right? XD

Last night also got a fire engine came to our apartment, but not our block. I thought got fire or snake, rupa-rupanya got ppl trap in lift. Trap in live is NOT something you should try... I nearly kena once, and I never want to really kena again(touchwood!).