Nowadays, people tend to miss-use what good deeds people do to them. They feel like it's their 'responsibilty' to do good, while they themselves don't feel any shame of not doing anything good to others/ the society at all. Because I have always live to my motto of 'Put yourself in people's shoe', I will try my best to do good cause I don't want people to do bad to me. I have always tried to be nice, honest and fair... as a good son and a good brother.
But sad to say, my family doesn't appreciate what I have done... and think that what I do is a damn 'responsibility' to the family. If it's my responsibily, then where's yours!? Where's theirs!? ..... Needless to say, I was mad because of the unjustice and no gratitude kind of attitude they gave me. Am I borned to be a slave??! I already did way more than my bro's at home, and they wanted MORE... -_-
One of the examples is me driving them to work, to school, back from work, back from school and go here/ there everyday... YES I know I'm the only one free at home, YES I know it's because I know how to drive, YES I know I'm the eldest so I shuld do more... but is it a MUST? NO! I do it because I feel like I wanted to, but they take it for granted and make it like a RULE that I MUST fetch them...! I do it because I'm free, not I'm free so I
MUST do it...!! Argh, the 'no gratitude' feeling make me feel like I want to quit and go live alone somewhere else...! >(
Sigh... life has no justice, and I have to take all of this and swallowed it down like nothing is wrong, everyday. So people out there, I hope you will appreciate people around you before they are gone, one day. When you want to appreciate them, then also too late... and no use. Who say's my life is easy? -_-