Sick so no updates for a long time...

Argh... been so sick these couples of days, my bro jangkiti me. Hit by fever, headache and super pain sorethroat. Lucky Daniel send me see doctor that day else lagi susah... thx Daniel! Sigh, sien la... sick only suddenly got friend gathering, so I cant go meet back my old secondary school friends. can only hear from Daniel what going on with those guys and gals... anyway, feeling much better now since last week but still a bit headache (too much sleep? lol...) and need to do school projects somemore, so forgive me if I sometimes no update my blog >.<; cya...!

The holidays are over... but fun!

Wow, times sure fly when u r having fun... just 2 days holiday, mana cukup?!? well, at least I have fun on both days. Tuesday went to Sg Wang... see the cool (n expensive) IMAX 3D movie, which that we pick is Open Season. It was quite chun, cause u can see the movie is so 'close' to u, as though u can touch it... But Rm20 a movie, I think ot's a bit too expensive. Oh well, after movie go Lowyat, jimmy want to buy some DVD. Then yamcha at the Hainan, inside Lowyat. Eat my fav 'che cheong fan' while we talk and laugh... so good! Then walk back to Sg Wang where oon and Sg have to depart back liao, while me stay with WingC and Jimmy. Jimmy bought a new com spectacle which cost RM600++! But can claim company la, so nice...! After that see some game and DVD before going back home, by bus. Then have to wait quite a long time for the taxi, cause holiday season, not enough taxi!! >.< Reach home 10 something, argh...!

Wednesday go Sg Wang again, this time 'karaoke time'! At first my mom doesnt give cause went out till so late yesterday and I was so tired too... but called Daniel on Tuesday night and he baru balik from Thailand, and he say can go + drive there... so go la! :P He was late cause overslept, but drive there was quick so we are late a bit only. Sg and WingC in the room, and Oon still havent arrive. So we order food and sing first before he came later. I didnt sing much but watch them sing also okla, lol... Then go buy Sg's new keyboard and later go BP Plaza to wait for SG's mysterious 'net friend'. He didnt come! WingC then go back. So we decided to go yamcha at the newly renovated KFC in Sg Wang... While we were drinking, SG net friend called and wanted to come meet her.

So Daniel n Sg go fetch the guy while me and Oon waited in te KFC restaurant. All of them came later, and the 'mysterious' guy wasnt as bad as we thought. Looks successful, wore spectacles, quite tall with an average body size... the only problem with him is his conversation was boring and he was a bit timid, cause first time meet us all ma :P Daniel, like normal, break the ice and we hear him and the guy, Steven talk most of the time. He went to do something later and we continue to talk about Sg's new 'net friend' and gossip more, lol... Not too bad, I will give the guy a "B", hehe... Nearly six, then we went back home while me and Daniel chatted more in the car. The end of another nice and 'interesting' day in Sg Wang, woohoo...! ^^

Ah Ming, an old friend visited me tonight...

Long time no see him, and suddenly he asked to yamcha tonight. Because only him, I just said we chat at my apartment area only, no need suah payah go far2 to yamcha 2 person only... Talk a lot of stuffs, and seems like I'm not the only one who's being 'unlucky' in this world... Compared to his troubles, mine is C gred while his is A! His HP and his sister's has been cheated by a scumbag, who cheated a lot of ppl at the same time before disapearing to Hell!! Poor him... he already lost Rm2 k to the stupid direct selling company, now this. And to make things worse, his family member didnt support him and accused him of selling the HP for his own purpose...! -_-;

Argh, life is so full of hardship and suffering...! Sometimes we hope to just die and let it all passed, but it is not the real solution. What about your family? What about your parents? What about the people who cares for you? But do we live for ourselves or for them? We can't be perfect and make everyone happy, so what should we do!?!? Thinking more of this only makes my head and heart pains even more... Better just relax and go see a movie with my friends tomorrow. Friends is my source of 'power' to live on happily and see the world in a more 'positive' way...! @@;

Holiday season...

The holidays are here... most ppl balik kampung, some stayed in KL. I am one of those staying in KL, and when I see the streets less ppl and car, then I know "Wow, less ppl so not crowded liao!" lol... Oh well, today went pasar pagi with my mom and saw a relative there also. Looks like they are not going back too. Stay in KL and find more money, like most of us (and Eith, lol)... Anyway, Happy (belated) Deepavali and Selamat Hari Raya to all! Peace!! ^^

Holidays coming...!

To those that is working, the holidays is coming liao... balik kampung or go vacation? Me ah? Looks like stay at home 'eat wind' la, lol... hope my friends can come up with a gathering else sure sien holiday at home! >.<;

Hazy and lazy...

What the Hell... so long and the haze is still so much in KL. When will Indonesia stop making us die faster? The haze make me cannot open the window or go out as frequent. My mom is also sick from the bloody haze... When will it all end!?!!

Malaysia or overseas?

More and more articles I read that says living in Malaysia is getting from worse to worse. If you got a chance will you still work in Malaysia or overseas? I wonder...

Freedom then doomsday...!

Wth is wrong with my school...!? Next week will be another holiday but then next week, we are supposed to do presentation on our progress!!! WTF?!?! We didnt do ANY cause busy with practical training (4 days a week plus one more day com class in school), and he expect us to finish it in less than 3 weeks!? Stupid school...!!!

And worse, our final presentation is on early December, or maybe early January! WTH?!? Isn't it supposed to be 3 months AFTER our practical only final...!!? Stupid school, like to chg rules suka-suka! Arghhh...!! No diplomacy!!! Shitty school...! >(

Can ex (or secret admire) become friends again?

Long have I seen this question, pooping up again from time to time... The real question is, can you become friend again with ur ex or secret admirer (or crush), friend? Well, most of the time... you can. But easier said than done, most ppl need time in doing so... some months, other years! A girl I once have a crush on rejected me, and I didn't want to see nor talk to her until like... 3 years later. Well, maybe I'm lucky (or not?)... but she got married, so I can feel 'better' when talking to her, not that awkward anymore. What can I say? Time will slowly heal a wound... but lucky I confronted her and expressed my feelings that time, else I will be 'stuck' like I am with 'her' until now... So take that final blow and heal later! lol...

A short poem

I have never thought, because I never forgot,
What it feels to be with a love one,
What I have sought, can never be bought,
In the end, again I aimlessly run...

Work and ambitions

Have you ever stop and think... 'Am I doing the job that I love, or just because there's no other choice?' As many of you would agree, what we wished to work as (our ambition), in the past, is not the same as what we turn up to work as, in the future. There's too many ppl, but too little work available. Getting a job now is considered lucky, but working in a job that you loved is super lucky! Thus I'm still thinking now... what will I do when I graduate? Will I become one among the working zombies? Or will I be happily participating everyday, working in the job that I love...? I donno, only time can tell (but I wish for choice 2!) ^^;

P/S: I salute to all the working ppl out there, that have to endure everyday of 'pain' until now... :P